Beauty in the Nothing (2024)
‘Beauty in the Nothing' is a collection of various objects and routes that I’ve gathered over a typical month my life. Whether a piece of rubbish from my lunch or a trip home, I used these ‘objects’ as markers of a typical mundane event in my life. We don’t often see the mundane as beautiful or important, but I aim to show that these can play an imperative part to help us appreciate larger milestones in our lives and contribute to us staying grounded in our existence. By embroidering these objects, I highlight their importance as remnants of the past event which might happen again in the future; where these actions and events could turn into a habit.
The lines on the maps and the number of objects indicate how many times I have taken those routes or used the objects. The embroidery on the objects highlight the details of those mundane events. So in turn, the events become a part of the artwork. Showing there is significance in the mundane. There is beauty in the nothing.
Introduction:
The mundane. The everyday. What does it have to do with us? Everything. We as humanity experience the mundane as a collective but also individually, as we all have our own experiences that make us unique people. The mundane is a beautiful part of the human experience. My work expresses this in my life via embroidery and found objects as a repeated medium. This is what I have explored in my work, both on a deeper level as well as only touching on the surface of this topic. I want to explore what it means to enjoy the everyday, how I have been able to delight in the mundane in my own life, and why we as humans must enjoy the mundane. Through the medium of embroidery, I have expressed this topic using stitches, repetition, found objects and vignette display.
Context:
‘Beauty in the Nothing’ is my reaction to my anxiety about the future and thinking existentially. Rather than trying to make large statements in art that say something about the world today and trying to be culturally significant, I wanted to focus on what was in front of me and create art that resonated with me.
In semester 1, I explored many areas of things that I was interested in and thought a lot about existential themes that might make the audience think about their mortality. After creating this work, I found myself to be exhausted by the topic and to be quite scared of the themes that I had been exploring. For semester 2, I wanted to go in the opposite direction, to investigate and research themes in art that were not existential at all. So in response to my assessment last semester, I started to think through themes of the everyday, the mundane and surface-level details that would take my mind off of existential crises that I had been having. This work is a direct response to my previous work and is seen as a conversation with myself to combat my anxiety.
Objectives:
My objective for this project has steadily changed throughout the semester. After semester 1, my objective at first for this project became to directly respond to how I felt personally about my previous work. I wanted to make the audience question their mortality, but it ended up affecting me the most. I think I was so exhausted from trying to be profound that it depleted my creativity. In the first couple of weeks, I realised that that was not what I wanted to focus on. I began by exploring the opposite of profound- the mundane and boring. This is what inspired me for my project for the rest of the semester. Although, the ideas that I came up with at the start of the semester- to embroider words and pictures- were very different from what I eventually landed on creating in the end.
Some questions that I asked during the thought process stage of this work were, does it need to be scaled up? To be more ambitious? Does the quality of the method being used need to change? Are there more formats to work across, looking into other mediums and exploration? Is there more of an expanded field - mediums that you want to take further and stretch the limits of?
I eventually came up with:
How would you like to be more ambitious with methods, format and meaning in your independent project?
I would like to make more work more refined
Know more about the materials that I am using and use a more refined technique
To use more materials
To do more research into something simple and a deep topic that affects the work
Like to focus on having more of an impact and more gravity to the work
Timeline: what needs to happen to achieve ambitions and when the project needs to happen
I didn’t take the route of refining my work, I eventually did a 180 to think about different themes, but I did become more ambitious, with a better quality method, used different materials and looked into a simple topic that affected the previous work.
Gradually, my objective became to investigate the mundane and to express it in my own life through embroidery.
Rationale:
I create art that directly affects me and that comes from my subconscious. My works are usually incredibly personal, very intrinsic and what often seems like is a unique experience to myself. I think this project is interesting and relevant because even though the details of my day are a unique experience to me, the fact is that everyone goes through mundane experiences. They actually ground us and remind us that we are living our regular lives. It also makes the moments that are significant more important, because if everyday were full of important moments, then we would become tired and bigger momentous occasions become insignificant. So to highlight those mundane events, I wanted to explore my world in the little details of my day-to-day that string together to become my life. I found that exploring these smaller events and thinking through ways to display them made me more excited about my artwork than my previous work in semester 1.
I found the mundane to actually become quite interesting to me and once I began to notice small details in my life, I began to appreciate it even more. This is what I wanted to reflect in my final work.
Through this artwork, I want the audience to see how the small things in my day can be communicated through the visual communication of maps, as well as communicating through objects and allowing the audience to create and infer their own thoughts about my days, as well as reflecting on their own mundane events. While I see my work to be very personal, I want the art to be a window into my life and to let the audience see small snippets of what my life is like. I would like the audience to see my work and be able to read the maps, make connections between the objects and the canvases, see the similarities and differences as well as create an opinion of me from the objects. “She eats too many noodles.” “Why does she drink so much coffee?” “I think she got her period that day.” “Is she sick all the time? She takes a lot of Panadol.” Though that might seem critical, I think it is interesting to me because it shows what the work is communicating to the audience.
Inspirations:
My research and inspirations for this work included the likes of artist Owen Rival, who went through a similar thought process about his art, that the mundane was more helpful to think about than exhausting, poignant existential themes. He paints artworks of himself and his fiancée engaging in mundane activities.
Artist Alicja Kozlowska also inspired my embroidering into trash by using iconographic brands that we use everyday. I also took a similar approach as Andy Warhol, to these items, who also brought everyday items into high art galleries.
Another artist who inspired me was an artist who would ‘draw’ art using his bike rides across England. He gave me the inspiration to use Strava, which I will explain in my Methods. The last artist who inspired me was Yoko Ono, who created the work ‘Grapefruit’, which was a book of short paragraphs that instructed people to engage in everyday activities and turn everyday activities into art. This artwork has always fascinated me and challenged about what art can be, which led me to stretch my horizons into a different medium!
Methods:
I started this semester by working with the materials that I had collected last semester and attempting to use what I already had, thinking that I wanted to expand on what I had already been working on. After thinking about what I wanted to work on properly and realising that I was exhausted by the topic, I decided that I wanted to go in a different direction. I began by embroidering onto the fabric that I had and stitching the words ‘KINDA TIRED’ into the fabric. This is what made me realise how I felt, that I enjoyed embroidery and that it was something that I wanted to pursue. So I began creating other squares just like it. I was told about Kate Just, who made similar statements about knitted blankets, it was something that I felt I could be passionate about. I thought about other statements that I felt related to me and how I could put them into practice in embroidery. After a week of doing this, I began to realise that the statements that I had been making were existential in themselves. I had written things like ‘FEAR OF DEATH’ and ‘INATTENTIVE’, relating to my existential anxiety and ADHD. I felt like these had become what I was trying not to do and wanted to think more about how I could make something that genuinely focused on the everyday mundane and that didn’t permeate into thinking existentially. I needed to decide between what makes me comfortable and what makes me anxious.
After the presentation in week 4, I began to think more in the direction of mapping and embroidering maps. I thought this idea was more concrete and more easily visualised in my head than what I had wanted to create beforehand. I hadn’t come up with what I wanted it to look like in the end because I didn’t want to get in my head one idea and stick with it, I wanted to be open to new ideas that I could pursue with and open mind. So in week 5, having my consultation for the week, it was helpful to get feedback on knowing where to go next in the project. One concern that I felt with the work was that it was not fleshed out enough and would have felt unfinished the way that I was going - I felt that I didn’t have enough substance to the work. That was resolved by talking through how I might make the work more nuanced. Rather than mapping out in pieces, and then sewing them together, I think I want to draw on full pieces and then map out the walks in full. Then I would map out more walks over the top of the others in different colours. Then as the walks begin to fill up the pieces of fabric, the pieces become more colourful and then it is more obvious that the maps are of walks that happen throughout the day/week.
After a while, I started to use more intuition with how I moved around on the daily and began to embroider either freehanded onto the fabric or to draw it out first and then embroider. It became more of a second-nature to be able to map where I was going.
During the break, I reflected on my progress and thought thoroughly about what I wanted to achieve and whether or not my work was conveying what I wanted.
This led to embroidering on canvas and starting to pursue the mapping route. I had a conversation with my mum about my ideas and what would work and what wouldn’t. She suggested instead of just having maps, also presents objects that highlight the daily life aspect of the work. As well as having different canvases for different routes. I took this into account and started to collect objects from my day-to-day that I could embroider and began to work on the canvases.
As I embroidered, I came up with a method that would eventually become my practice and be a part of the work itself. I began with taking apart canvases that I had bought and taking out the staples. I then stretched the white fabric over the frame and secured it in place. I quickly found out that the frame of the canvas would become a nuisance, and that the edge of the frame is difficult to secure the thread to, especially at the end. When embroidering, I usually split my thread into halves to double my amount of embroidery thread and to make my stitches more precise. As I worked with the thread, I increasingly found it difficult to keep the strands together, which posed a problem to the speed and quality of my work, due to the amount of knots that I would frequently run into. I solved this by holding the thread as I pulled it through, so the motions would happen smoothly and it wouldn’t get tangled.
At the week 7 mark, the first critique, I was able to pinpoint the important thing about my work, that the audience was reading my artwork as maps and that I was conveying what I wanted. My reflections on this week were that I had to make my work bigger and start thinking about curating the objects that I had collected.
My current evolved process:
Take apart canvases and stretch fabric on them, two layers for white and one for black
Choose a route to draw and embroider. All drawings will be done at the same time and embroidery will continue after the drawing is finished.
Figure out how long the real-life route takes, whether through Google Maps or on Strava.
Draw out the route onto paper through the computer screen, sizing it to the length and width of the paper to get the correct dimensions for the canvas.
Draw over that route in pen to darken the line so it reads through the canvas.
Stick the paper to the inside of the canvas to get the route to show up on the other side. Hold the canvas to the light to see the route and draw the route onto the fabric, carefully, so as to not draw a pencil onto the fabric as it is very hard to get out. Avoid placing the canvas face-down on the table or the floor. They will get dirty.
Draw the scale, the number scale as well as the title of the canvas. The black and white scale is 2 cm increments, but the scales that are on the canvases are not always exactly a zero. To get the route to fit inside the canvas and the scale to be accurate for the length of the route, the scale needed to be not rounded up.
Embroider in order of ease; the route, then the title, the numbers and then the scale. Tie off all ends and try not to get thread stuck between the two layers of fabric.
In this process, I found that the difference in the scales was really important, considering that the larger-scale canvases would have more detail than the small-scale ones. People often get scale confused and will get them mixed up. As a lover of maps, I have found myself to have always known this, but will also often get them confused.
Large Scale: small numbers, 1:50, 1:77, but with more details and more movement visible on the map
Small Scale: Large numbers, 1:1 000 000, 1:50 000, less detail and less gradation on the map
This was important to me to get right for the wording of this assignment, I fear that audiences could get this language mixed up, so I have avoided using this language in my Artist’s Statement.
With my talk with Sarah in week 9, it was helpful to think about what the display might look like, some ideas that we had was to hang the items in a salon hang wall-style, which was something that I liked the idea of. I also had the idea to paint the wall grey to help the black and white canvases to stand out in the same area. When I talked with Lucy a few weeks later, I realised that I wanted the works to be separate and that they can work as their own works. I then started to workshop some hanging styles for the objects that I had acquired and thinking about what might be some effective ways to get my point across with the objects. The canvases were becoming more of a pressing need, with the deadline edging closer and I had still not finished all of the embroidery. Thankfully, I had embroidered all that I wanted to in the end and I managed to get myself over the line with all of my stitching in the canvases and the objects. Some of the objects I had collected and intended to embroider were actually harder than I thought, especially the popcorn packet that I had, it fell apart as soon as I poked a needle through it because it was so light and easily ripped.
I had also run into problems with embroidering the canvases, which was that the white fabric was too see-through and would not be adequate for display. As the frame could be seen through the fabric, even when hung on the wall. To solve this problem, I took apart the canvases I had stretched (which also became a problem later), painted the canvases white and then re-stretched them with two layers of fabric; one broadcloth layer underneath and the poplin layer on top. I had been using poplin the whole time, mainly because it was the cheapest kind of fabric that was available, but it was too thin to stretch on its own. The black poplin, however, was fine on its own, so I left it with one layer. The embroidery that I had done previously was now unusable because the fabric I had used was cut at the edge of the frame and I couldn’t reattach it, so I started all of my white canvases over again.
While I was figuring this all out, I had abandoned the large-scale 1m x 1m map that I had been making and began to focus solely on my objects and my canvases.
Reflection:
I started this semester by working with the materials that I had collected last semester and attempting to use what I already had, thinking that I wanted to expand on what I had already been working on. After thinking about what I wanted to work on properly and realising that I was exhausted by the topic, I decided that I wanted to go in a different direction. I began by embroidering onto the fabric that I had and stitching the words ‘KINDA TIRED’ into the fabric. This is what made me realise how I felt, that I enjoyed embroidery and that it was something that I wanted to pursue. So I began creating other squares just like it. I was told about Kate Just, who made similar statements about knitted blankets, it was something that I felt I could be passionate about. I thought about other statements that I felt related to me and how I could put them into practice in embroidery. After a week of doing this, I began to realise that the statements that I had been making were existential in themselves. I had written things like ‘FEAR OF DEATH’ and ‘INATTENTIVE’, relating to my existential anxiety and ADHD. I felt like these had become what I was trying not to do and wanted to think more about how I could make something that genuinely focused on the everyday mundane and that didn’t permeate into thinking existentially. I needed to decide between what makes me comfortable and what makes me anxious.
After the presentation in week 4, I began to think more in the direction of mapping and embroidering maps. I thought this idea was more concrete and more easily visualised in my head than what I had wanted to create beforehand. I hadn’t come up with what I wanted it to look like in the end because I didn’t want to get in my head one idea and stick with it, I wanted to be open to new ideas that I could pursue with and open mind. So in week 5, having my consultation for the week, it was helpful to get feedback on knowing where to go next in the project. One concern that I felt with the work was that it was not fleshed out enough and would have felt unfinished the way that I was going - I felt that I didn’t have enough substance to the work. That was resolved by talking through how I might make the work more nuanced. Rather than mapping out in pieces, and then sewing them together, I think I want to draw on full pieces and then map out the walks in full. Then I would map out more walks over the top of the others in different colours. Then as the walks begin to fill up the pieces of fabric, the pieces become more colourful and then it is more obvious that the maps are of walks that happen throughout the day/week.
After a while, I started to use more intuition with how I moved around on the daily and began to embroider either freehanded onto the fabric or to draw it out first and then embroider. It became more of a second-nature to be able to map where I was going.
During the break, I reflected on my progress and thought thoroughly about what I wanted to achieve and whether or not my work was conveying what I wanted.
This led to embroidering on canvas and starting to pursue the mapping route. I had a conversation with my mum about my ideas and what would work and what wouldn’t. She suggested instead of just having maps, also presents objects that highlight the daily life aspect of the work. As well as having different canvases for different routes. I took this into account and started to collect objects from my day-to-day that I could embroider and began to work on the canvases.
As I embroidered, I came up with a method that would eventually become my practice and be a part of the work itself. I began with taking apart canvases that I had bought and taking out the staples. I then stretched the white fabric over the frame and secured it in place. I quickly found out that the frame of the canvas would become a nuisance, and that the edge of the frame is difficult to secure the thread to, especially at the end. When embroidering, I usually split my thread into halves to double my amount of embroidery thread and to make my stitches more precise. As I worked with the thread, I increasingly found it difficult to keep the strands together, which posed a problem to the speed and quality of my work, due to the amount of knots that I would frequently run into. I solved this by holding the thread as I pulled it through, so the motions would happen smoothly and it wouldn’t get tangled.
At the week 7 mark, the first critique, I was able to pinpoint the important thing about my work, that the audience was reading my artwork as maps and that I was conveying what I wanted. My reflections on this week were that I had to make my work bigger and start thinking about curating the objects that I had collected.
My current evolved process:
Take apart canvases and stretch fabric on them, two layers for white and one for black
Choose a route to draw and embroider. All drawings will be done at the same time and embroidery will continue after the drawing is finished.
Figure out how long the real-life route takes, whether through Google Maps or on Strava.
Draw out the route onto paper through the computer screen, sizing it to the length and width of the paper to get the correct dimensions for the canvas.
Draw over that route in pen to darken the line so it reads through the canvas.
Stick the paper to the inside of the canvas to get the route to show up on the other side. Hold the canvas to the light to see the route and draw the route onto the fabric, carefully, so as to not draw a pencil onto the fabric as it is very hard to get out. Avoid placing the canvas face-down on the table or the floor. They will get dirty.
Draw the scale, the number scale as well as the title of the canvas. The black and white scale is 2 cm increments, but the scales that are on the canvases are not always exactly a zero. To get the route to fit inside the canvas and the scale to be accurate for the length of the route, the scale needed to be not rounded up.
Embroider in order of ease; the route, then the title, the numbers and then the scale. Tie off all ends and try not to get thread stuck between the two layers of fabric.
In this process, I found that the difference in the scales was really important, considering that the larger-scale canvases would have more detail than the small-scale ones. People often get scale confused and will get them mixed up. As a lover of maps, I have found myself to have always known this, but will also often get them confused.
Large Scale: small numbers, 1:50, 1:77, but with more details and more movement visible on the map
Small Scale: Large numbers, 1:1 000 000, 1:50 000, less detail and less gradation on the map
This was important to me to get right for the wording of this assignment, I fear that audiences could get this language mixed up, so I have avoided using this language in my Artist’s Statement.
With my talk with Sarah in week 9, it was helpful to think about what the display might look like, some ideas that we had was to hang the items in a salon hang wall-style, which was something that I liked the idea of. I also had the idea to paint the wall grey to help the black and white canvases to stand out in the same area. When I talked with Lucy a few weeks later, I realised that I wanted the works to be separate and that they can work as their own works. I then started to workshop some hanging styles for the objects that I had acquired and thinking about what might be some effective ways to get my point across with the objects. The canvases were becoming more of a pressing need, with the deadline edging closer and I had still not finished all of the embroidery. Thankfully, I had embroidered all that I wanted to in the end and I managed to get myself over the line with all of my stitching in the canvases and the objects. Some of the objects I had collected and intended to embroider were actually harder than I thought, especially the popcorn packet that I had, it fell apart as soon as I poked a needle through it because it was so light and easily ripped.
I had also run into problems with embroidering the canvases, which was that the white fabric was too see-through and would not be adequate for display. As the frame could be seen through the fabric, even when hung on the wall. To solve this problem, I took apart the canvases I had stretched (which also became a problem later), painted the canvases white and then re-stretched them with two layers of fabric; one broadcloth layer underneath and the poplin layer on top. I had been using poplin the whole time, mainly because it was the cheapest kind of fabric that was available, but it was too thin to stretch on its own. The black poplin, however, was fine on its own, so I left it with one layer. The embroidery that I had done previously was now unusable because the fabric I had used was cut at the edge of the frame and I couldn’t reattach it, so I started all of my white canvases over again.
While I was figuring this all out, I had abandoned the large-scale 1m x 1m map that I had been making and began to focus solely on my objects and my canvases.
Outcomes:
The result of my hard work throughout the semester became the artwork that I will be exhibiting, Beauty in the Nothing. It reflects my need to focus on the here and now, as well as solidify my desire to portray the mundane as something beautiful, and something to be enjoyed. I have displayed it consistently with the canvases in a timeline and the objects in ‘windows’, because I think that this is how they are best conveyed as an artwork of time. I exhibited my works at ANU Grad Show 2024 and won 3 awards from the EASS, from Craft and Design Canberra, Alliance Francaise and from Canberra Spinners and Weavers. To be honest, I wasn’t even planning on going to view the awards, as I was sure I wasn’t going to win anything. But I managed to pull through and now have exhibited my work in three places across Canberra.
photos by Claire Fletcher @badrego on instagram
















