Lapis

18+ || She/They || Requests are NOT open || Please read the pinned post for rules and navigation!

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Welcome! You can call me Lapis and this is where you'll find all the information you need to know about my blog including rules, information about me, and my masterlist.

Please take the time to read through if you're new here :)

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This is an x reader blog! I really only write for Leon Kennedy from Resident Evil for right now because hyperfixation went brr.

My fics tend to be LONG since drabbles and imagines aren't usually my thing. When I write, I tend to want a broader context that devolves into a whole story. Because of this, I usually write the whole fic before posting parts/chapters on consecutive days.

My inbox is open with anons enabled! You may ask to be a specific anon if you think you'll be coming back.

Requests are NOT open! Please don't enter my inbox asking me to write something because I will just delete it and move on. I only write for my own pleasure and honestly, trying to live up to an expectation is intimidating :') HOWEVER sharing ideas and just asking for a simple "What do you think of this?" is perfectly fine!

Please be aware that these stories commonly contain NSFW content/themes. Don't interact if you're a minor. I obviously can't stop you if you do decide to read it, but please don't engage if you do.

If you are inspired by my fics by any chance, anything is free game. Spin-off fics, art, analyses, anything! Pls, tag me if you do so.

Criticism is accepted in my inbox, but keep it as actual criticism instead of ripping into my fics and stamping it as feedback.

Please don't ask anything about my personal life. I'd rather keep matters private unless I willingly speak about it.

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I've been writing for roughly 7 years, and I'm still working on finding a solid writing style.

I started writing long fics by accident actually but it's what I'm known for best at this point.

18+!

I'm in the U.S. so posts will be centered around EST when being scheduled!

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Omfg it's almost been a year since I posted a fic, I'm SO SORRY! I've been so caught up in college and work so I'll think about doing some smaller stories maybe. I'm so sorry for leaving you guys hanging :(

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Hi!!

I just finished reading your “Car Lights” work after finding you on AO3! I wanted to stop by and say that I absolutely admire your work and I find it so so wonderful that you can create works with so much passion. You write so fluidly and descriptively that I can feel and see every single word you write.

I aspire to write like you do. <3

HBAHDNSNCJSJ TYSM!!!! It's really surprising that people are still finding out about Car Lights. If you like my writing, I'd suggest reading my biggest story, Falling From Grace.

I will admit, writing is very slow rn with college and life stresses but I'm trying to get back into the mood. Thank you so much again!!!

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LANA CODED!!

I've had so many ideas with Lana songs and I'm just mmmmmmm I can't wait for Desert Rose

LANA DEL REY!!!! Honestly, I'm thinking of changing the title to Ultraviolence or Young and Beautiful because those songs live 👏RENT👏FREE👏IN👏MY👏HEAD (Also I notice you all the time too >:) )

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i know you’ve been on a short break but i wanted to pop in and say i think about ‘falling from grace’ CONSTANTLY. it is genuinely always on my mind and one of my favorite fics i’ve ever read in the 12 years i’ve been reading fic♡

i hope you’re doing well dear!♡

SO SO SO I TOOK SO LONG TO REPLY 😭😭😭 I LITERALLY TOOK A BREAK FROM TUMBLR BUT WAHHH TY!!! I notice you in my notifs all the time and it makes me ahhhhh <33333

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Hola, like a monthly update! I've started trying to ease back into writing after my massive break :) so I'm just kinda going through the motions of trying things out again. So some updates

- Desert Rose (working title, subject to change) is being worked on right now so look forward to upcoming excerpts. I'm trying to make it Lana Del Rey coded ngl.

- Condor Two is still on the backburner unfortunately. I'm trying to figure it out still :(

- Possible (????) Short stories coming up, ranging from like 1k+ words bc I do need a place to put down my potential thoughts. Requests are still not open.

I'm sorry I kinda dropped off the face of the earth 😞 I tend to do that when I'm taking breaks but I'm doing my best to kick myself back into productivity :D

As always, inbox is always open for a chat! Love you guys! Mwah <3

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Mmm...I feel super shitty but I think I'll start writing Desert Rose. Condor Two is pretty stale rn and I don't know how to proceed with it. I think it's because I can't world build with it like I can my other fics since it's in a fixed setting. Dw, I'm not cancelling but I'm moreso putting it on the back burner. In the meantime, here's a blurb of Desert Rose. (Might change names in the future. I'm debating.)

Also super sorry if you were looking forward to Condor Two. I'm just having a bit of a motivation lag spike. :( I'm sorry but it'll come out sooner or later, I promise!

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It's weird, knowing that everything is the same but not at the same time.

You still wake up to the sound of crashing waves lapping lazily up the shoreline and the shrieks of seagulls circling overhead like an ominous murder of crows. You still smell salt in the air as you get ready and go through with the motions of your morning routine. All of that is the same. All of it is familiar.

What isn't familiar is going down the slightly creaky wooden steps and seeing a ghost sitting on one of the barstools at the counter of your kitchen. Ceaseless blue eyes turn as soon as he hears your movement and for a tense moment, you take in each other in the early hours of the morning. The dreary sky overhead casts a gray light through your windows…but he's still as beautiful as the day he left you.

"Morning." Your voice comes out hoarse first before you clear your throat, still having a tinge of gravel lingering in your vocal chords from sleep. "I hope you didn't have a rough time sleeping? I know that the ocean can be kind of bothersome."

Leon shakes his head slightly, movement so miniscule, it's hard to catch it at all. "It was fine," he assures and your heart flutters at the sound of his own morning voice.

"You know you can play music or something if you'd rather try and fall asleep to something else," you offer, stepping forward with the intent of making coffee for the two of you.

Your name falls softly from his lips breathlessly then and the simple address stops you in your tracks. "I know the walls are thin," he says, knowing you'd hear the music through the walls no matter how low he turned it down. "You fell in love with the sound of the waves when you were eleven. I can't take that away from you."

And he still knows you so well after all these years…it's cruel. So cruel.

Leon ran away to change into an entirely new person while you stayed trapped at the beach house and remained the same. It wasn't fair.

At eleven you fell in love with the sound of the waves, yes.

But you also fell in love with him.

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COMMENT ON OLD FICS, I BEG YOU!

I swear to god after like a week people will still be reading but nobody leaves comments anymore and I just want to make it absolutely clear that I would be excited and elated to get a comment on these fics one hundred years after I post them.

A FIC IS NEVER TOO OLD TO LEAVE A NICE COMMENT ON. GO FORTH AND COMMENT!

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Hello just dropping by to say that FFG is probably now one of my favorite ennemies to lovers fanfic! <3 It was just incredible and you are so talented, like i cant express the emotional grip that this reading had on me oh my god (i'll read your next fics without hesitation (i love the tension(and even more when its ennemies to lovers))) all love to you❤️❤️

Ejejeueueue I really wanted to do my best in an enemies to lovers setting cause I seen to many where they change on the dime and I really just wanted to do it as right as I could (obviously there's still some things wrong with it but still) so I'm really glad you liked it!

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Hello!! I just wanted to say how much I love your writing! I’m a big RE fan and have been for years, Leon being my very first crush ever (duh, so handsome and he just deserves the world and oh my goodness) and you just write him phenomenally 🥺 I can picture the story out in my head and actually put myself in it and ohmygod it’s the best! Pls pls pls keep writing forever, from an adoring fan of yours 🥹❤️

I will do my best!!! Your kind words mean so so much to me you have no idea :D actually giggling and kicking my feet rn sjdhjsnsndba I'm so glad you liked my stories ♥️

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AUGH you got me hooked on longer well thought out and awesomely written fanfics for resident evil. I hope you're happy/j

But fr, I love your work and the characterization you give the reader and, really everyone in the stories. Its 👌 keep up the awesome work!

EUEUEUE TYSM I really really try to give the reader a distinct personality in every fic so I'm so glad you like it!! <33333

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Help I got sucked into the world of Dead by Daylight

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Hi!! I just wanted to drop by and let you know—Car Lights is my favorite fanfic that I’ve ever read in any fandom. It’s genuinely so good. I have it saved on my laptop and I will NOT shut up about it to my friends, they think it’s cute too. Thank you so much for writing it!! It’s getting me through a real stressful time.

Hope you have a lovely weekend ♥️

ABSUDHJSIFNWJ TYSM!!!! That means a lot to me thank you <33333

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Y'all want even more sexual tension than what was in FFG

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Condor Two was the winner so to the drawing board I go :D

By a landslide actually. I didn't expect that one to literally sweep the poll.

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✨Falling From Grace (Leon's Version)✨

IM LITERALLY ON THE FLOOR LAUGHINGHAHSHAHAHAAHA I CABT BREAHTE

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Hey, hm. This is the first time I'm sending a message to an author. I'm a little nervous, my english is sooo bad. Like, I am able to read, but writing is not my thing, but I really needed to send that message. Your writing is so amazing!!! I just devoured every chapter of both stories quickly! Really, I finished Falling From Grace during my Plant Ecophysiology class, I also read it while walking the halls of the university. I turned on notifications to follow your work properly! You got me so used to it, I tried to read other fanfics about our beautiful Leon, but I wasn't able to continue. I always found myself comparing it to your writing and yours is the best for RE!

Congratulations again, your work is wonderful. <3

Ps. I voted for Condor two (ง •̀_•́)ง, but I know they all look amazing.

ABDJSNNCJSNDJS YOU'RE SO SWEET!!!! I'm so happy you enjoy my work :DDDD Seriously I'm like freaking out at my desk rn sjdjsnsnd you're so nice :') I do hope you'll like the works coming out soon tho! I'll have to make sure it lives up to your standards <3