ponder my orb
follow my twt!! @ kinderchocyie
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
taylor price

Kiana Khansmith
Interview Vampire Daily
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Game of Thrones Daily
art blog(derogatory)

No title available

Discoholic 🪩
🩵 avery cochrane 🩵
One Nice Bug Per Day

Origami Around
hello vonnie
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

shark vs the universe
NASA
The Stonewall Inn
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Sweet Seals For You, Always
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Brazil

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Ecuador

seen from Türkiye
seen from United States

seen from Australia
seen from Netherlands
seen from Bangladesh
seen from United States

seen from Israel

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from Italy

seen from United States

seen from Belgium
seen from Brazil
seen from Iraq
@larananoselavaelpie
ponder my orb
follow my twt!! @ kinderchocyie
CHELLEYWEEK DAY 3.2 : JEALOUSY
—
SETTING: human au
—
“I don’t want anyone new.”
—
Hi! I’m alive!!! Sixth comic… at … last… completing this one was one hell of a feat and its especially surprising considering it’s, technically speaking, way simpler than the chassis one i did, which took less than HALF of the amt of hours it took me to make this one LMAO. so sorry for the wait </3
I wanted to show a glimpse of their everyday life in my human au for this one! I planned something entirely different for this prompt at first but i’m saving that for later lol
For context, this is around 4 months into Chell’s time as a test subject at Aperture. Wheatley is assigned as an assistant to the scientist overseeing the test subject batch she is in, testing for some brand new aperture device. He helps with the collection of data, organizing documents and files, setting up programs on the terminals and so on. (And yes, being wheatley, he messes up but he works hard to make up for it. He wants to climb that ladder!!!)
so they spend a considerable amount of time together on a weekly basis. Wheatley, being the yapper he is, opens the mic to (one-sidedly) chat with her, even when he’s not really supposed to. He does it with most test subjects, but he’s grown particularly attached to Chell.
One day he opens the mic like usual, making her look up at him to smirk or something, only to end up distracting her and slowing her performance: threat of being replaced ensues.
That means not seeing eachother anymore. If wheatley gets moved to a track thats at the opposite end of the sphere, they don’t even get the chance to bump into the other much, if at all. And neither of them want that.
>_<
(Next comic wont take as long, i hope😭)
—
TIME ELAPSED: 84h
she didn't really need to say all that but whatever pleases her loki i guess
Does anyone else remember that blink and you miss it scene where Sun reunited with the Rocky rogues and finally got to meet his babies
The recent chapter of Blue Lock with Ness really reminds me of when Bachira first came to the realization that he was being left behind by Isagi, and that if he didn't find a new way to become useful soon than their whole rivalry would just come to an end because there'd be no point in "competing" with someone who's so clearly better than you.
Back then, Isagi had left Bachira for Rin, and now we see the dynamic from an entirely new relationship. Kaiser has "left" Ness behind for Isagi.
Though I think we will see things play out very differently than before. Instead of Ness evolving on his own, I feel like he will just be left behind here instead of proving himself to be useful. Or he will make a mistake and cost everyone the game somehow.
In my honest opinion, I think Ness' issue isn't that he lacks an ego but rather that he lacks motivation outside of Kaiser. He doesn't actually know what he would do if he didn't have Kaiser with him, he can't really picture himself making plays if Kaiser's not there. In a way, I think Ness only feels his own ego when he is with Kaiser.
Kaiser is his drive and motivation and in a way, Kaiser is Ness' "ego". He's the reason Ness feels confident in his ability to play, he has no real reason to play soccer if he can't play soccer with Kaiser.
We've all wondered who was going to initiate this break up first, I just didn't think it'd be Kaiser who would cut these strings off T_T It stands to reason then that the thing that Ness would need to grow isn't to be so unhealthily attached to someone else.
I've long since theorized that Ness' character arc is tied to the whole "scientific method" and science motif of his backstory, I've always thought it'd be cool if he adopted the abusive, clinical science nature of his household in his own way of playing soccer. And I think it'd be good for him because the person he admires the most did the same thing in a way.
Kaiser turned the blue rose from a constant reminder of his terrible childhood into a sign that he could make the impossible, possible. And in this very same match, we can see that the rose has been replaced with the actual crown on his hand instead, it's still an egotistical symbol but it's still a reference to his own past in a way.
During the scientific method, you have to "fail" first before you can succeed. And it's normal to have many wrong theories before you come to the right conclusion. So, I think Ness has to "fail" a lot before he succeeds here.
I also just think it'd be more interesting that way because if we get the cookie cutter "I'm going to suddenly find my own ego here and now!" thing that we've gotten for every other side character, I think it'd cheapen Ness' potential. The match has dragged on really long too so I think next chapter, we will either get Ness "failing" again and coming to the realization that he can't be so dependent on others anymore, or Ness will suddenly "gain an ego!" and it'll just be a repeat of past arcs (which I'm hoping isn't the case T_T)
Do you see my vision?? 👀
Diaval let out a sigh. Once, just once, it would be nice if Maleficent were able to see what was really going on. It would be nice to hear her say, “Please come with me, Diaval. We can do anything as long as we’re together.” But Diaval knew those were words he would never hear. And while he wished it were different, he also knew he could never let Maleficent go into that castle alone. Letting out a little groan, he ran to catch up.
— from Maleficent, a novelization by Elizabeth Rudnick
I know a lot of people are talking about how Nessa shut down the borders in Munchkinland to keep Boq with her, but frankly the logistics of that are even more horrifying. If you have enough functionally limitless power to strip your people of their rights and halt all major transportation within a day, you have enough power to have one guy abducted and imprisoned. The only reason you would go for the more drastic option first is if it was easy and available.
Nessa herself doesn't seem to be the kind of person to write up such a plan, and even if she was, she probably couldn't put it together in time to stop Boq from leaving. But her father? I absolutely believe that man had an "oppress the peasants" protocol all worked out for whenever they annoyed him.
Preview of a comic I'm working on >:)
I think one of the things that makes me so mentally ill about Wicked is the full leaning in to names and titles as a whole-ass motif and I am a total sucker for that shit. I really love the way they do it with Boq and Nessa and Glinda specifically. The difference between "Nessa", which is a nickname, a term of endearment and intimacy, and the cold, stark "Madame Governor" is absolutely delicious.
"I told you to call me Nessa, remember?"
In a story all about how people are dehumanized through propaganda and scapegoating, Nessarose is demanding closeness from someone that she is actively oppressing. Boq only referring to her as "Madame Governor" works so well as a little flare of rebellion. She doesn't get to strip away his rights AND be his friend. And then after her breakdown the title of "Wicked Witch of the East" is introduced BY HER. This is how she views herself, all her bitterness and self-loathing distilled into a title that removes her humanity. After "No Good Deed" Elphaba clings to her title as Wicked Witch in a desperate attempt to reclaim a sense of autonomy, but Nessa gives herself the title in an act of defeated self-hatred.
"I spent my entire life trying to be a good person, and am only rejected for it. If they want a Wicked Witch, then I'll give them a Wicked Witch"
vs
"I was always going to be a Wicked Witch, I have just proved that I am incapable of being anyone better."
I'm so normal about the Thropp sisters you guys
Got bored so I’ve been photoshopping Wicked characters alt on ibis paint
Wicked: the life and times of the wicked witch of the EAST 😋😋😋 [movie universe]
1.) Omds I see the light hello worl- oh my mom just died.
Oops.
2.) At least my sister is ni- oh, fuck's sake, peasant kids. She's just green. Why are yall subjecting me to witness this second hand embarrassment and STOP chanting stuff. How did yall even get in here?
3.) Gerroff me man why is this guy suffocating me, like I'm in a wheelchair; not on fucking life support
4.) OHHHH MY GAWSHHHHH I GOT INTO THE UNI APPLIED AT LALALALA
5.) Yay I just got nice kicks from the guy who coddles me. I suppose he ain't too bad. Love you, dad!
6.) Okay I finally got rid of my family and I can have a nice college lif- I am... ten feet in the fucking air... in front of an entire university ELPHABA PUT ME DOWN 😭😭😭
7.) Sighs okay the sister whose shadow I am constantly living in got into MY uni too but nvm she can stay ig
8.) Omds a munchkin!!! How cutesy.
9.) [Gets forced to listen to her sister unknowingly being in gay love and hating it]
10.) Okay Galinda just emboldened the munchkin and now she found me a bf so lemme be a good wingwoman and set her up with my sister. Mwahahahaha
11.) THE MUNCHKIN CAN DANCE? I CAN DANCE? HUZZAH!! my sister is getting bullied again. Elphaba :(( why are you doing this to yourself :\
12.) Sister's gonna meet the wiz omds im so happy f- ohhhhykayyyy so she's a public enemy now? That's- DAD ARE YOU BREATHING
13.) He was not in fact breathing y'all lemme just arrange the funer- oh, well... that can wait ig I have to run the country now :\
14.) Guys I'm not banning the animals from trav- oh? What's this? Boq wants to leave? Fine. I'm banning his entire country AND the animals, bitch, all of yall can suffer.
15.) Elphaba, now is NOT the time to- ooooh nice book you got there :b
Can you use it on ME? 👉👈
16.) YAYYYYY I'M FLYING :DDDD
17.) Boq's leaving again 😔
18.) Wait lemme use that book lowkey Elphie please share it 🥺🥺🥺
GIMME IT 👺👺👺👺👺👺👺👺
19.) Wtf kinda language is this lowkey I can read this??? Am I sma- FUCK HE'S DYING ELPHABA DO SOMETHING THIS IS YOUR FAULT
20.) Great my sister just abandoned me to get her mans back but what about mine 😔
21.) Oh, :b, there he i- GAHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHS WHY ARE YOU METAL WHY ARE YOU WIELDING AN AXE PUT IT DOWN PUT IT DOWN IT WASN'T ME WAIT WHERE YOU GOI- BOOOOOOOOQQQQQQQQQQ!!!!!
22.) Damn it rainy i wonder if he rusting or 🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠🏠☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️💀💀💀💀💀💀💀☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️💀💀💀💀💀☠️☠️☠️☠️💀💀💀💀💀☠️☠️☠️☠️💀💀💀💀💀💀☠️
... and even in death, Glinda making me take the L like come on now pls gimme my shoes :(((
Also
It's been exactly a month since I've first seen wfg
And it's been two months and a day since I became gay for Nessa 😔😔😔
OMG I Love it😱😱😱💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
Nessarose was bad but she’s not the worst political tyrant who’s insidiously possessive of their unrequited crush that we’ve gotten this year (that would be Vox from Hazbin Hotel)
In Defense of Nessarose
((Before I saw the Wicked movie, I had become aware of the hate against Nessarose for not sticking up for Elphaba, especially to the point where people were making abelist jokes against her. Poor Marissa Bode had to speak up about this, saying how people can't seem to handle morally grey characters.
When I went to see the movie, I could honestly defend most if not all of Nessa's behavior. Let's start with her childhood:
Nessa seemed to speak very little as a toddler. When those bullies came in to jeer at young Elphaba, Nessa closed her eyes and ears and started bawling. This reminded me of a meltdown, which makes me wonder if Nessa is autistic. If so, then how could a toddler suffering a meltdown be able to explain to her father that Elphaba was trying to defend herself and her sister? Plus, again, she was closing her eyes; she probably couldn't even see much of what Elphaba was doing.
Now onto Nessa going to Shiz. From what I can see between Nessa, Elphaba, AND Mr. Thropp, Nessa isn't just embarrassed with Elphaba like everybody says [which sucks]. She is coddled and overprotected by her father. Mr. Thropp treats her like she could shatter at every little move. It makes me wonder if she was ever allowed to interact with other people outside of the Thropp estate. Nessa wants to have a normal life and be treated like everyone else. Going to Shiz probably gave her a chance to be independent. Elphaba seems to understand her sister far more than her own father does. When Mr. Thropp ordered Elphaba to accompany Nessa to her room, Elphaba said no, like she knew that Nessa didn't need her help, like she knew that Nessa could handle herself.
And then there's this moment:
I have read plenty of stories of wheelchair users stating how they HATE having people move them without their permission. She's once again being treated like she's broken here. Elphaba reacts because, again, she knows her sister. She knows that she hates being treated like this. Elphaba had to use her powers to get Nessa away from this woman.
Now I've seen people get angry at Nessa for snapping at Elphaba for saving her. I understand, but let me remind you that Nessa got YEETED off of the ground!
With one wrong move, Nessa could fall off of the wheelchair and either die or have more problems than just legs that don't work! I'd be frazzled to the point of snapping, too! Plus, referring to the possibility of Nessa being autistic, can you imagine the overstimulation of having your wheelchair moved without your permission and then flying in the air without warning?
Now for the solo exchange between Elphaba and Nessa in "Dancing Through Life." Pay attention to this line Nessa sings:
"Fin'lly for this one night/I get to have a fun life"
This solidifies my theory that Nessa has been coddled by her father to the point where she couldn't go out with other people. The Ozdust Ballroom dance was probably her first dance party. Her father probably never let anyone ask her out. Once again, all she wants is to have a normal life which means she wants people to treat her like anyone else.
Can you imagine her joy when the most popular girl in school got a sweet boy to workup the nerve to ask her out to dance? To give her a chance to have her independence and fun for the first time in her life? Can you imagine her joy when the boy "confessed" that he asked her out not out of pity but because he thought she was beautiful? It makes you wonder what kind of self-esteem issues Nessa had growing up. If she felt that the wheelchair was too distracting.
Now I'll admit that I did get a little miffed when Nessa didn't join Elphaba when she danced on her own. But I want to go back to that autistic theory. Nessa at one point said "I can't look!" Was that shame? Or was she embarrassed for Elphaba, like ultra empathy that some autistic people have?
To wrap it all up, I want to bring up a possibility that will make you hate Mr. Thropp even more. If you recall Elphaba's monologue on why Nessa came out disabled, she started off by saying "My father hates me." Despite the fact that it was really HIS fault that Nessa needed a wheelchair and he wife died of childbirth, Elphaba is carrying the guilt that this all happened because she came out green. Mr. Thropp does not hide his favoritism between his daughters and his disdain towards poor Elphaba. If he didn't tell her outright blame her, he must've dropped passive-aggressive hints at her.
WHAT IF MR. THROPP ALSO PLANTED THOSE SEEDS OF HATE IN NESSA? What if he told Nessa that it's Elphaba's fault that she's bound to a wheelchair? If he did, it would add onto Nessa's distant behavior towards her own sister.
If this is true, then a heart attack is too good of a death for that creature.))
Full disclosure, I am disabled (POTS, autism, ADHD) but I don't use a mobility aid, so I'm not an authority on this issue and my opinion should be taken with a grain of salt.
My interpretation of Nessarose was always that the tragedy of her character was the in-universe ableist portrayal of her. To be clear, I completely understand why people take issue with the way it's handled- if this was the writers' intention, (and that's a load bearing if), enough people don't see it that way that it's not portrayed clearly enough- but lines like "see that tragically beautiful girl" to me always seemed so blatantly ableist that had to be intentional.
Nessa, factually, isn't powerless. She literally becomes the governor of Munchkin land. It's not like Nessa doesn't have the resources to make her home more wheelchair accessible (or like Oz doesn't have the technology.) Having house staff to help her with certain tasks wouldn't be abnormal for someone in her social class even if she wasn't disabled, (nor would it make her completely helpless and dependent if she did need extra support with certain things). The problem is that Nessa has been made to feel like she's "pitiful" and "tragic" and like any support she might require is demeaning and further proof of her supposed helplessness. Even during Wicked Witch of the East she doesn't start with the wheelchair, the first thing she brings up is "all of my life I've depended on you".
Their whole lives, Elphaba has been treated like she's responsible for everything and Nessa has been treated like she can't be responsible for anything. Elphaba is assigned too much agency and Nessa isn't assigned any. Elphaba is cast as a villain and Nessa is cast as a victim. Nessa being a wheelchair user is treated as a curse when it should be treated as just a neutral facet of Nessa's identity, much like Elphaba's greenness. Their father fails both of them in equal and opposite ways.
The moment I think the writers screwed up is when Elphaba doesn't refute Nessa at all during the wicked witch of the east scene. In my opinion, just changing that dialogue to have Elphaba challenge Nessa's assertion that she needed Elphaba to "save her" and maybe having this lead to Nessa essentially saying "fine, if you won't help me", taking the grimorie earlier, and doing the spell on the shoes herself would fix a lot of the problematic implications of Nessa's plotline. I'm not saying it would be perfect, but this would make it seem more like "Nessa is a victim of her disability who needs saving" is her father's narrative and not The Narrative without requiring huge rewrites to the show.
Tldr I think the key to fixing the issues with the way Nessa is written is highlighting further that she's not a prisoner of her wheelchair, she's a prisoner of her internalized ableism, which is a product of the dysfunctional family dynamic created by her father's abuse and the general ableism surrounding her