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Let’s Make a Deal pt. 9  “Is this ok?”

(Y/N) POV

After talking with Namjoon you had felt a major weight lifted off your shoulders. You hadn’t realized that the fight that you had with him had affected you as much as it really did. To be honest it seemed as though it had taken a big toll on him to....or maybe you just thought it did. That didn’t matter though what mattered was that you both were back on good terms with one another.

“I’m gonna take a shower.”

BOOM! Back to reality. You have got to work on how bad you get stuck in your thoughts.

“Oh ok. I’m pretty tired I’m just gonna go to bed.” You responded to him.

“Alright.” Was all he said and with that he gave you a small smile and walked away.

Walking to your shared room you felt a little weird as you hadn’t been in here for a few days. Getting into a shirt and some shorts you let your hair down and got into bed.

As you got comfortable you realized just how comfortable this bed actually was.

Smiling you say..

“Omg I almost forgot how amazingly comfortable this bed is....the guest bed sucks ass.”

“I’m glad you think so...” you hear him say and you’re surprised to hear what you’re sure was a small giggle.

Turning around you expect  to see a normal Namjoon...you know nothing new.

TWAS NOT THE CASE!

What you actually saw was a HALF FUCKING NAKED NAMJOON.

This dude for real just walked in with only a gosh damn towel wrapped around his waste with his hair still dripping wet. How rude. You

swore you just lost at least two years of your life. As much as you hated to admit it he looked good and not just good but damn good....and it made your heart do a few jumps.

“Don’t be so shocked at the fact that your husbands hot.” He said giving you a mischievous smile.

Did you just get caught drooling....yes you did. All that you could do right now to recover from this embarrassment was turn around as fast as you could so your back was to him and hide your shame. You pulled the blanket up to cover your face and yelled

“uuuuuuh GOODNIGHT!”

Shutting your eyes you hoped and prayed you would fall asleep before he actually got to laying down. You again heard him give a small laugh but he didn’t say anything anymore. However you could still hear him going through some things and could tell that he was probably putting on some clothes to sleep in. Though you weren’t going to take the chance and peek over.

Still very much awake you felt him start to lift the covers of the bed so that he could lay down.

“Ok so we back to the normal routine. He’s just gonna lay down and turn his back to me like he always does. Awesome we are in the clear and can now move on from this very awkward encounter.” Your inner thoughts were going 100 miles an hour.

Now what he did next was beyond shocking....now officially causing him to take 5 years off your life.

Instead of turning his back towards you he actually laid facing your back and you could feel him scooting closer to you. He for sure knew that you were still awake.

“Is this ok?” He asked you.

Was it? You didn’t see anything wrong with it so you just gave a small nod.

“Ok he’s just getting more comfortable nothing wrong with that right? He should be going to sleep now right? “ Once again your mind was racing. You’ve never been this nervous around someone before so you didn’t know what to do. After you felt him almost completely against your back you were sure he was going to fall asleep but oh no Namjoon had one more trick up his sleeve.

Slowly you felt him wrap his arm around you from behind.

“What about this?”

WHAT IS HE UP TO! Now you’re officially freaking out mentally. You thought about saying no and pushing him away but before you could even process your thoughts you were giving him a small nod.

“(Y/N) I need to actually hear that you’re ok with me sleeping like this. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable or make you think I’m trying to take advantage.”

Once again your mouth and your brain were not working together so before you’re logical reasoning could take place you said....

“It’s fine”

With that you heard him let out a small breath and relax. Was he nervous to approach you? You felt him slightly tighten the hold he had on you.

“Oh and by the way I think my wife is pretty hot to......goodnight (y/n)”

Why oh why that made you get butterflies in your stomach you didn’t know but you couldn’t help the smile that took over your face. Slowly you felt yourself relax into him and before you knew it you were drifting off to sleep.

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When you woke up the next morning you had expected for Namjoon to be gone. Not that he was avoiding you or anything...he just normally left to work before you woke up.

Now you thought you we’re going to wake up to an empty bed like you normally did but no because why would your life be that easy.

What you actually woke up 2 was you aaaaaaall wrapped up in Namjoon. I’m talking your head on his chest arms over him you even had legs on him.

You internally screamed at yourself.  Why oh why were you such a snuggler. 🤦🏽‍♀️

He had an arm wrapped around you and he was actually still asleep so maybe you could get yourself out of this situation before he woke up.

Slowly you tried to peel yourself off of him but not before you felt him tighten his hold on you.  

“No” was all he said.  

Shit. Busted.

“Hmm?? What?” Smooth (y/n) very smooth.  

“Stay like this with me.....just for a little bit longer.”

“.....ok”

You lowered your head back into his chest and tried to relax but it was a little hard considering this is the closest you had gotten to him.

“Who would have thought you were such a snuggler.”

“I’m sorry if I didn’t let you get any sleep. I normally don’t get so comfortable with people I’m not really used to.”

“Don’t be ridiculous I haven’t gotten that much sleep in a very long time.”

“Do you not work today?” Way to change the subject.

“It’s the weekend.”

“Never stopped you before.”

“Yea well being the boss sometimes has its perks so I decided to take the weekend off.”

“Do you have other things to do?”

“You really have a lot of questions for me this morning....but yea I have something I wanna do.”

“Oh...ok” You didn’t push the subject.

“I have something I wanna do with you (y/n).”

“Me? What’s that?”

“I know we didn’t get married under the best circumstances and it hasn’t been the....greatest of times since we’ve started this so I thought we just take a day and idk...hangout?”

Dang you were not expecting that but you couldn’t help the smile that was plastered on your face.

“.....I’d really like that.”

“Alright well It’s a date.”

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Let’s Make a Deal pt. 8

“Go apologize to your wife for being an ass” 

Namjoon's POV

It had been a few days since the fight with (y/n) and somehow in those few days so much had changed. All she did was stay in the guest room and if by some chance you actually saw her she didn't even bother to look at you. Even when she did she had a blank look on her face.

As much as you hated to admit it.....you fucked up.

"So what do you think?"

"About?"

"Dude have you even been listening for the past 10 min?" Jhope said.

It was then that you remembered where you were and what you were suppose to be doing. The fog that had been covering your mind seemed to have lifted and you were now seated at the head of a table surrounded by your friends.

"I've got a lot on my mind" was all you could say.

"Yea well we all do so why don't we ALL try to focus. Besides aren't you the one who called this meeting" Suga had said slightly annoyed.

Namjoon began to take notice of all the men who sat beside him. All six of these men had a major role in the operation that Namjoon had been running for the past 5 years. More than that these 6 guys were the best friends he'd had for many years

Jin was in charge of the legal aspects of the operation making sure the law didn't interfere and when it did....let's just say everyone wanted Jin to be their legal representation. He had never lost a case and didn't expect to any time soon.

Suga and Jungkook were in charge of shipments that were to be brought in to the country and distributed. They both  made sure everything always went according to plan.

Taetae and Jimin always worked as a team when it came to security. They worked together to make sure everything was safe and secure.....their plans their money but most importantly their friends

As for Jhope he worked a little of everything. He was pretty much Namjoon's right hand man.

"You're right I did so I'm sorry for zoning out now let's talk. The other night at the party Samuel was there and as I was walking out he had said something that didn't sit well with me and I wanted to bring it to your attention."

"What was it?" Jimin said now looking straight at Namjoon .

"He had asked about (y/n) and when I told him that she wasn't any concern of his he said something about people  from LA sticking together."

"Wait what? No one is suppose to even know that she's from LA all they're suppose to know is that she's from the states." Jungkook said growing slightly irritated. He was one of the men who worked on making sure that no one knew more about (y/n) than was necessary.

"So I'm assuming now you understand my concern. I don't want him anywhere near her is that understood. Not him not any of his men.....no one......do whatever it takes to make sure this is accomplished. He's up to something and I've got a bad feeling he's going to use her to his advantage."

"How do you know she isn't involved?" Jin had been quiet for most of the meeting but it was his basic instinct that made him question every possible scenario. This is what made him so good in a courtroom.

"I just do. She wouldn't have sacrificed everything she knew by marrying me just to put her family in danger again. She's smarter than that."

"Well I've never had reason to question your judge of character so I'll let it go...." and that's exactly what jin did.

"Are there any abnormalities when it comes to our shipments with Samuel's group as of now?"

"No." Was all Suga said.

"Good let's keep it that way if he doesn't suspect us let's not give him a reason to until we have more information on what he's planning."

All of the men gave a slight nod in agreement.

"As always I appreciate all that you do. Please enjoy your weekends....as you normally do." Namjoon said with a slight smirk. He knew his friends all too well and knew they would be getting into some fun trouble.

"You used to join us in these fun weekends if I remember correctly. How sad you're not so wild anymore now that you're all married and what not." Tae said with a little bit of a giggle.

"Yea I guess some things change. You guys have fun though but please don't make me bail you out of jail again." Namjoon said as a smile threatened to spread across his face.

Just as the boys were heading out Namjoon noticed that Jhope had stayed back.

"Some things really do change don't they?" He said.

"What do you mean?"

"You're changing...Earlier when you said you had a lot on your mind it was her wasn't it."

"Come on Hobi I run a major operation 24/7 not to mention keeping you guys busy isn't always so easy ya know." You say with a small chuckle avoiding the question.

"Not saying that isn't true but it never caused you to be distracted from a meeting before. Only thing thats changed recently is (y/n) coming into your life. So stop being a bitch and avoiding the question it was her right? What you do??? Did you piss her off....again?"

Ugh you knew he wasn't going to let it go and if you couldn't talk with him then who?

"The other night at the party Brie showed up and caused some problems. Long story short me and (y/n) end up fighting about it....I said some fucked up stuff and....idk something's changed in her."

"What do you mean?"

"She's normally not one to back down...not even to me but now it's like she's lost that about her. She's just...different."

"You better watch that girl."

"Why?"

"I've known you for what seems like forever along with the rest of the guys. You've never let any woman get to you like this.....All I'm saying is you better watch it friend or you're going to end up falling for your wife."

"Whatever"

Jhope gave you a small laugh and on his way out yelled back you.

"Go apologize to your wife for being an ass!" ————————————————— (Y/N)POV

You were in the guest room trying to take your mind off of your situation but nothing was helping. Every time you tried to distract yourself you would end up replaying the fight you had had with Namjoon. You didn't know why but that fight was staying with you.

Maybe it was because you both had said some pretty harsh things.

Honestly you weren't entirely sure.

What you did know is that something had to change or you both were going to pay for it in the end.

You almost completely jumped out of your skin when you heard a knock on the bedroom door.

Opening the door you expected to see Seonhwa but to your complete surprise you actually saw Namjoon.

"Hey" was all he said.

"Hi"

"Can I talk with you?"

"Ummm yea" you say stepping aside so he could enter the room.

You watched him come in and sit on the bed. Once he had sat down he motioned next to him for you to also take a seat. Awkwardly you did.

"Sooooo what did you wanna talk about?"

"C'mon (y/n) we both know what this is about."

"Ok we'll go on" you say in the nicest way possible...you didn't want to fight anymore so you were trying to tone down the attitude.

"See this right here this is not ok."

What? He was being really confusing.

"What do you mean?"

"You're not acting like yourself.....you haven't been yourself since the night of the party."

"Im not trying to be a smart ass when I say this but Namjoon you don't really know me to say that I'm not acting like myself."

".....you're right I don't really know you. However what I do know is that you just locking yourself in the guest room isn't like you. Every time I've said something that's annoyed you or made you mad you've always had a smart ass remark and have always defended yourself. Now it seems like you're scared to even be in the room with me...like I said it's not like you."

".....I'm not scared of you....I just don't want to continuously fight with you....it's draining and honestly I don't think either one of us can keep this up for much longer...so I figured the best thing was for us to keep our distance from one another."

"You're right something has to change...but not you.....look that night I didn't handle the situation in the best way. Other things happened that night after you left that made me upset and unfortunately I took it out on you and said some pretty messed up things.....for that I'm sorry."

Did you just hear KIM NAMJOON apologize to you. You couldn't help the smile that took over your face.

"Who would have thought that Kim Namjoon was a softy." You couldn't help giving him a hard time.

To your amazement he gave you a small smile and also laughed.

"Ahhh there's the smart ass within you...I knew she was still there.....don't go tell anyone though."

"I am not a smart ass..lol don't worry though your secret is safe with me....but if we're being honest I shouldn't have kept pushing the situation all it did was escalate everything so I'm also sorry."

"We both played a part. Let's just move on from it ok?"

"Sounds good to me."

"Alright so now can you get out of the guest room."

"I can do that..."

"We have more to talk about but let's do that tomorrow for now let's get some sleep."

For the first time since you met Namjoon you finally got a little bit of hope that maybe you were going to be ok.

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Let’s Make a Deal

Pt. 7

“Who was going to warn me about you”

Namjoon’s POV

I knew she was going to cause a problem as soon as she walked over here. That’s just the way she is....a manipulative bitch.

“It wasn’t hard scaring your little wife Namjoon. Gotta say I don’t give your marriage longer than 3 months. By that time she’ll be screaming for a divorce.” Brie said as she turned all of her attention towards you putting her hand to lay on your shoulder.

“Brie first of all I never said she was a burden....I said I had to go deal with an issue involving my wife. Second of all that woman isn’t afraid to tell ME off so I highly doubt she’s afraid of you. If you keep pushing her you’re going to find out what kind of woman she really is and I hope I’m there to see her wipe that dumb ass look off your face.” You said while taking her hands off your body.

“Guess we’ll have to wait and see won’t we?” She said seeming quite offended that you didn’t accept her advances.

You didn’t have time for this so all you did was walk away. She wasn’t worth your time....never was.

As you started to walk to the bar to find (y/n) you noticed Tae coming towards you.

“Hey is your wife ok?”

“Why do you ask?”

“I could have sworn I just saw her leave.”

Fucking. Great.

“That woman is going to drive me insane. Does she not know that she can’t just be taking off whenever she fucking feels like it.” You could feel yourself getting pissed.

Taehyung just started to laugh.

“What’s so funny Tae? I’m not seeing how this shit is amusing.”

“It’s just I’ve never seen someone get under your skin so much. She really knows how to push your buttons doesn’t she lol .....look from what I can see there’s probably a reason she took off....and I’m guessing that the reason has something to do with you.....go home and talk to your wife.”

Wow this boy was annoying when he had a point.

“I guess I’m just going to head home. I’ll see you tomorrow with the rest of the guys.”

You began walking towards your car when you heard someone call out your name.

“Hey Namjoon......”

Ugh this keeps getting better and better. This night had started off good and now it was just going to shit.

“....what do you want Samuel I have somewhere to be.”

“I thought I saw your wife leave without you just making sure everything was ok with your wife.” He said pretending to actually care.

“My wife is  no concern of yours so don’t worry about her.”

“Can’t help it. Us people from LA....well we look out for one another. Even when that person is hanging out with an enemy.” You knew he was up to something considering he shouldn’t have even known that (y/n) was from LA. Keeping a straight face you say...

“Stay away from her.....like I said she isn’t your concern.....or find out just how ruthless I can really be.”

“Can’t make you any promises.”

Stepping towards him you looked him straight in the eye.

“Try it.”

With that you walked away to your car.

Now to go face your wife who was surely going to be in the best mood.

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(Y/N) POV

It didn’t take long to get to the house after you got the address from Seonhwa. You had lied and said you were wanting to buy some things online and you needed to put the address in. Once you got home you got out of the beautiful dress and put on some comfortable clothes. Making your way downstairs you found the living room and decided to watch some T.V. hoping to fall asleep before Namjoon realized you left the party.

However you weren’t that lucky. As soon as you had finally found something to watch on Netflix you heard the door open and Namjoon call for you.

“(Y/N)!!”

Nope. Not answering.

“(Y/N)!!”

Ehh he’ll find me eventually. You continue to ignore him...not really being in the mood to deal with him at the moment. He had royally pissed you off.

Unfortunately he eventually found you in the living room.

“Couldn’t you hear me calling you!?!”

“Who me? Sorry I didn’t want to burden you with my presence.” You said not even looking at him.

“Oh don’t be a smart ass I never said that.”

“If that was the case why not say anything?....you stood there and let me look stupid to your little friend!” You said while standing up and looking directly at him.

Ok so maybe you were getting a little mad which in turn made you start to get a little loud.

“Enough! I didn’t just stand there...you would have known that if you wouldn’t have taken off to throw a tantrum.”

“Well excuse me for deciding I wasn’t going to stand there and look stupid just to boost your damn ego to your little gf.”

“She isn’t my gf!”

“You could have fooled me. She’s obviously someone who you felt comfortable enough to talk bad about me to.”

“Maybe it’s because you’re so fucking annoying to talk to! Every time I’ve tried to talk to you all you seem to have is a damn attitude. So fucking pathetic.”

Ouch. Gotta say those words hurt you more than you had expected.

“Why did you even want this....” was all you could ask him. It seemed that he was just as miserable as you were in this marriage....so why did he make this happen. Emotions were about to take over you and you didn’t feel like crying in front of him.

“I told you people we’re going to meddle and make this difficult..”He said without answering your initial question. No emotion in his voice at all.

“And who was suppose to warn me about you....” tears were threatening to spill over at any second. So instead of letting him see you so vulnerable you turned to walk out the door.

“(Y/n) I.....”

“Namjoon Im not going to fight with you anymore. I don’t have the strength to keep doing this......I’m just tired.......I’ll be in the guest room if you need anything.”

You truly felt defeated in this moment and you didn’t know what else to do but go to the guest room alone and finally let all the emotions you had been holding in out.

Author’s Note: Sorry guys I know this is a short chapter but i’m hoping to have a new chapter up manana. Also does anyone know why when i try to make a text post on the app it gives me a word limit? Love ya!

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Let’s Make a Deal

Pt. 6 

“I got to say when you told me you had a burden to take care of she isn’t what I was expecting.” 

“Ready?”

“Absolutely....not” You said as you sat in the car waiting to reach your destination.

Nope. I can’t do this. Oh my god what if I fall on my face in front of some super important people. Or what if I say the wrong thing and they think Im stupid. WHAT IF THE FOOD GIVES ME GAS.

“Stop.”

“Stop what?” You turned to look at Namjoon.

“I can see your mind going into overdrive. Look if people see that you’re scared they’ll take advantage.”

“I get it.” You cut him off. He’s already told you a billion times to be on guard with everyone.

All of a sudden though you felt namjoon take your hand and look straight at you.

“I know you can do this.” He said as he gave you a reassuring smile.

You don’t know why but you could have sworn that your stomach just did a flip. It was like he spoke it into existence but the next thing you knew you gave him a small nod feeling reassured in yourself.

The car ride was the most you two had talked since your arrival in Korea but it was nice you couldn’t lie. This was the first time you started to see Namjoon as just another person and not the man you were pretty much forced to marry. He spoke to you normally and even was trying to reassure you.

Well this was new. Now your only question was how long is this going to last.

Before you could give it another thought he was pulling you out of the car. As you got out and started walking towards the large home you felt him put his arm around your waist as he walked with you.

DUH. Gotta be the happy couple.

When you stepped into the house you took note of all the people who were also there. What you saw actually had kinda surprised you considering  everyone seemed to be from all over the world. You know you heard a majority of the conversations were being spoken in English but others ranged from Korean, Spanish and what you thought was Chinese.

Leaning into Namjoon you whispered to where only he could hear you.

“What is this some kind of gangster convention?”

You almost broke your neck to look at him when you heard a small little laugh escape him.

“Something like that i guess you could say.”

Before you could say anything else you heard someone call out for him.

“Ahhh there you are Namjoon! For a second I thought you weren’t going to come.”

You instantly recognized the man from the wedding but couldn’t remember his name. When you both had gotten married he was there with a few other guys who apparently were good friends with your now husband. He was a handsome guy you couldn’t deny and you definitely couldn’t forget his distinctive deep voice.

“Tae you knew I was going to be here.”

“Yea you’re right. Maybe I just wanted to say hi to your beautiful wife.” He turned and gave you a little flirty wink.

“Now now Tae don’t make me embarrass you in front of all these people for giving my wife googly eyes.”

“You’re always soooo much fun. Last time I checked I won that fight.” he sarcastically said.

Namjoon just gave him a little laugh and patted him on the shoulder.

“That’s because I let you win.....the time before that I won and you pouted for a week. Come on why don’t we go find our table to eat.”

After finding your table everything kinda went the way you expected. Some person you didn’t know got on a stage talked about some other stuff you didn’t know about and you ended up getting served some bomb ass food.

Your table consisted of yourself, Namjoon, taehyung (you finally remembered his name), and a few others who you didn’t know.

“Namjoon I hadn’t realized that you got married recently.” One of the older men who were sitting at your table had asked.

Well this was about to get interesting. You knew people were going to ask and be curious. What you didn’t know was how you both were going to handle it.....more so how you were going to handle it.

“That would be correct. It’s been about 3 weeks now.”

“I didn’t even know you were dating again.”

Hold up. Did this fool just say again. I mean you shouldn’t be surprised he was a good looking dude he was bound to have had a gf prior to you.

“Well I cant say that I like having my personal business being everyone’s knowledge.”

You could tell he was getting slightly annoyed.

“Understandable. So tell me namjoon what made this beautiful lady different than the others?”

Others? Ok so like how many others were there. You couldn’t help but to be curious I mean come on you weren’t going to lie and say you weren’t. However you were way more interested in what he was about to say.

“I wish I knew. I don’t think there’s just one thing that made her different. Maybe it’s the way she isn’t scared to confront me or maybe it’s how beautiful she is even when she’s just sleeping...even though she snores. I want to know what makes her so different but I don’t have that answer yet but I’m willing to put the time in to find out.”

Did you just hear him right. He must be a really good actor because even he had you believing the lie.

The man he was speaking with now turned to you waiting for your response.

“Well all I can say to that is......i do not snore.”

Thankfully everyone enjoyed your corny joke and just stared to laugh. You couldn’t help but try and sneak a glance at namjoon but when you tried to look at him you noticed he was already staring at you. Staring back at him it seemed like you just got stuck looking at him you didn’t know what to do so you did the first thing that came to mind.

“Ugh where is the restroom?”

“It’s in the house right by the kitchen.”

“Ok if you will excuse me”

“Want me to show you”

“NO!.......i mean erm that’s ok Im sure I can find it 🙃🙃”

With that you ran off like the chicken you are to find the bathroom. While in the bathroom you tried to get yourself together. Thinking you were finally ok to go back to the party you darted out the door only to run into a body.

You have got to stop doing this.

“Shit! I’m sorry!”

“Don’t worry about it. No harm no foul right......You must be Namjoon’s wife right?” He said extending a hand out to you to shake.

“How do you know that?” You said as you took his hand.

“Well I’m pretty familiar with most of the people here and when I heard that namjoon got married recently I figured it had to be the beautiful woman that everyone was talking about tonight. So tell me am I wrong?”

“No” Was all you could say. For some reason you felt like you needed to keep this man at arms length.

“I’m Samuel nice to meet you and you are?”

“(Y/n)”

“I’ve got to say (y/n) you look pretty familiar have we met before?”

“I don’t believe so.” However you thought to yourself that he did actually look kinda familiar.

“You’re probably right I would have remembered meeting such a beautiful woman. That husband of yours sure is a lucky man. I must say he better be careful or someone might try and take you away from him....”

Before you could come up with any type of remark you felt someone pull you close.

“I fear for the man who has the balls to try.....No one will be taking this gem from me now if you will excuse us I think I’d like to take my wife to dance.”

Samuel just glared at Namjoon as he pulled you towards the dance floor. As the song began to play he pulled you close and started to sway.

“I warned you that these people would try and get to you.” He said.

“Don’t worry. I didn’t say anything to him about you.”

“I know....I trust you...”

All you could do was look at him as you continued to dance.

“Do me a favor though and stay as far away as you can from Samuel.”

“Why?”

Before he could give you an answer you heard a woman call out in your direction.

“So this is the wife of Namjoon that everyone is talking about.”

Who the hell is she? This random woman was walking towards you both but you could tell her eyes were fixed only on you. She was stunning to say the least reminding you of those beautiful actresses you see in tv shows. The look she had walking towards you though told you she was not coming over to become your friend.

“Brie.....”  Namjoon said.

Ok....so he obviously knew her. Well guess here goes nothing. Time to play wife.

“Hello Im Mrs. Kim but you can just call me (y/n)” You tried giving her your best smile as you extended your hand out to her. She definitely wasn’t having it though since she now had turned to face Namjoon.

“It’s nice to put a name to a face Namjoon.”

Oh.....so apparently he had spoken to this woman about you. You had a very bad feeling about this.

He didn’t say anything but you could tell he seemed almost....nervous?

“I got to say when you told me you had a burden to take care of she isn’t what I was expecting.”

Did she just say....burden? Last time you checked this whole marriage was his idea....and now he’s telling her that YOU'RE THE BURDEN.

As pissed off as you were you wouldn’t let her get a reaction out of you. Since that’s what she came over for anyways.

“It was nice meeting you Brie....however I won’t stay to be made uncomfortable.....I’m sure we’ll see each other again. Now if you will excuse me I think I’m going to go find myself a drink.”

With that you gave Namjoon a look that was sure to say go to hell and walked away but it wasn’t to go get a drink. Instead you walked to the front door and out to the street. You had messaged Seonhwa asking for the house address and as you got to the street you grabbed a cab. Namjoon can enjoy his party but you weren’t going to be made a fool of just to boost his ego. With that you left.

[luvmaze-bts]

lookin so good

[latina4bangtan]

Gosh. 😍DAAAAAAMMMMM 😍😍😍😍

[latina4bangtan]

Let’s Make a Deal

“Let’s Do this” 

Pt. 5

Namjoon POV

It wasn’t until she had turned her back that it hit him how harsh his words had really been. What made it even worse was the fact that he could hear her small sobs. Don’t get me wrong he was known to be a ruthless man but never to those who didn’t deserve it.  He never would hurt an innocent person.......but yet here you were crying beside him.

Maybe that’s why he felt bad.... because he realized that  you were just an innocent person who got caught in a bad situation.

This was new to him just like it was for you.

All he could do was look at your figure and wonder how this was going to work.

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Next Morning

(Y/N) POV

You don’t remember when you finally fell asleep but it wasn’t shocking to wake up and find an empty bed.  

“Figures he’d be gone already.” You said to yourself.

Afterwards you showered and made yourself somewhat presentable but not before your stomach made the most inhuman noise you’d ever heard.

Obviously you were hungry.

“Welp there’s nothing in here to eat so might as well go see what I find cause starving is definitely not gonna happen.”

As you were heading out the door you noticed a little note on the nightstand.

“We have an event to go to tonight. Be ready by 7...it’s formal”

Great.

Walking downstairs you made your way to the kitchen to see what you could make to calm the monster that was your stomach.  

“Hmmmm what am i about to stuff my face with?” You say as you were going through the fridge.

“Anything I can help with?”

“HOLY SHIZ SEONHWA you scared me half to death.”

“sorry bout that.” She said while trying to contain the the huge grin from spreading across her face.

“If you’re so sorry why are you trying not to laugh hmmmm”

“You’re face was priceless.”

“Ew I can only imagine what my face looked like.” You say giving her a warm smile.

“Anyway is there something I could possibly get you?”

“You wouldn’t happen to have chorizo would you?”

She looked at you with a puzzled face giving you the answer you were dreading.

“That’s ok. Anything is fine I’m not picky.”

“Alright I’ll get started on it.”

You sat there with her as she cooked making small talk. Even though you just got to your new “home” you knew that you probably would have gone crazy if it weren’t for her being so welcoming. You were beyond grateful for her at this moment.

“Do you need me to help you with getting ready for tonight?” She said which brought you right back to earth.

“Ahhhh so Im assuming he told you to help me right?”

“He did.”

“Makes sense I suppose....have to keep up appearances....that’s what I’m here for.“

“I don’t think that’s the only reason.”

“Whether it is or isn’t only he knows. But i don’t have anything to wear for that type of event. Got any ideas on what to do? “

“He’s known about the event for awhile so he’s already gone ahead and picked out a gown for you for tonight. All you need to worry about is hair and makeup and I can help you with that if you would like.”

“I honestly think I would have already lost my mind if you weren’t here.”

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“Seonhwa idk if we can be friends anymore”

“What makes you say that?”

“My grandma always told me to stay away from brujería and that’s  what you just did cause no way that’s me in the mirror.”

“You’re being dramatic. You look amazing.”

Still shocked you look back in the mirror. Not trying to be conceited but the woman who looked back at you....she was gorgeous. Your dark brown hair had been curled and that seamlessly fell down your shoulders. Makeup was subtle with a very easy Smokey eye but dramatic red lipstick.

“Alright now for the dress.”

“I’m curious of two things. One did he pick a dress for me without me giving him my size and second what could he have picked?”

While you were saying these things seonhwa had gone to the closet to grab the dress. When she came back you had to gather your jaw from the floor.

“Wtf. It’s beautiful.”

It was a simple yet beautiful sequin dress with a low cut and spaghetti straps and a slit that came up about mid thigh.

“Shall we put it on?”

“I suppose so he should be here any minute.”

With that you slipped on the dress and to your surprise it fit completely to your body in the most perfect way.

“Damnit!”

“What’s wrong?”

“As much as I hate to admit it. He did really good with this dress. This dress has me feeling like a bad bitch that can take on the world.”

“I’m glad you liked the dress.”

You hadn’t even noticed that Namjoon had entered the room so when he decided to make his presence known you almost jumped out of your skin.

“Seonhwa i appreciate you helping my wife prepare for tonight. You’re free to go home whenever.”

“Yes Mr. Kim I’ll go ahead and grab my things and I’ll see you both tomorrow.”

“That’s not necessary. Please enjoy you’re weekend. I’ll see you Monday morning.”

With that she bowed and headed out the door. As soon as she was gone he turned to you and looked you over from head to toe.

“You look very nice.”

“Ermmmm....thank you.”

“Is it true what you said?”

“In regards to what exactly?”  

“This dress making you feel like a bad bitch I do believe we’re your exact words.”

OH. MY. GOD. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

Self we have got to start watching what we say out loud. In this very moment if the universe decided to swallow you whole you honestly wouldn’t even be mad.

“Uh I mean I guess you could say that.” Feeling yourself blush you try not to face him. This was beyond embarrassing and he knew it.

“Is that not what you said?”

“I mean yes it was but still...you know you didn’t have to repeat it.”

He gave you a small smile. For a second you thought he was trying not to laugh. This was the first time you had seen him be anything but cold but as quick as it happened it was gone.

“Well I hope that this dress gives you that confidence because you’re going to need it.”

“Why do you say that.” Instantly you feel defensive but you knew he wasn’t trying to make a snark comment at you. He was simply giving you a warning.

“These people are going to try to get to you for the reason that you’re my wife. I will try to be by your side and guide you through the night but there will be times when I can’t be right there with you......I’m telling you this because there will be people who try to get to you I want you to understand this and be prepared.....Do you understand?”

Once again you found you brain going a million miles an hour.

“I can do this.” You said more as a reassurance to yourself.

“I believe you.” Was all he said as he extended his arm out to you.

“Shall we go?”

You didn’t know why but you found a sense of reassurance as you linked your arm with his.

“Let’s go.”

Author’s Note:

GUYS I’m sorry it takes me FOREVER to update :( It’s a but for me to transfer my writing to tumblr from my phone but if anything you can always check my Wattpad to see if i haven’t updated there. Username is the same as my tumblr. Thank you all for giving this story much love.

[latina4bangtan]

Let’s Make a Deal

Pt. 4

Sorry this took so long! I’m gonna stop talking now and i hope you enjoy! 

To say it was an awkward flight would be an understatement. Namjoon didn’t say one word to you for the entire 14 hour flight.  ( I honestly don’t know how long the flight is but I’m gonna assume it takes forever......alrighty let’s get back to the party 😊)

You honestly couldn’t blame him I mean you had been pretty harsh and it wasn’t like he was helping but still you probably didn’t need to be so mean either. He eventually went to the back of the plane to sleep or so you assumed. You however chose to stay in your seat and watch whatever movie was playing on the screen in front of you.

Before you knew it you were starting to doze off  yourself but not before hearing what you thought were foot steps approaching you. Not bothering to open your eyes you gave it no thought as you started to feel a deep sleep take over your body.

Right before you were about to fall asleep you heard someone say...

“I have a feeling you’re gonna be...”

And that was all you could make out before finally being consumed by the blackness.

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“Wake up”

Uuuuuuuuugh.

No you didn’t want to wake up. Why was someone trying to wake you up.....talk about being rude.

“Come on you gotta wake up.”

Nope.....Was all you thought as you grabbed the blanket you didn’t realize someone put on you and covered your face.

“Don’t make me drag you out.”

It was then that you finally remembered where you were and all that had happened.

Pulling down the blanket from your face you were thrown back reality as you looked straight at Namjoon.

“I was hoping it wasn’t real.”

“Well guess that sucks for you. Come on the car is waiting to take us to the house.”

Why did he have to be such an ass. Seriously you considered yourself an easy person to get along with but there was something about HIM that made your skin boil.

“Whatever”

The car ride home was just as exciting as the flight with neither one of you saying anything.

You couldn’t help but wonder if this is how it was always going to be.

After some time the car pulled into the driveway of a home that you only had ever dreamed about seeing let alone actually live in.

This was your home now you thought to yourself.

Don’t get me wrong it was an amazing house but it was the circumstances of how you got to this point that kept you from being excited.

“Come on.” He said as he lead you towards the house.

Once inside you were greeted by an older woman who you assumed was the house keeper.

“This is Seonhwa. She is in charge of the upkeep of the home and will help you in whatever you may need.”

“Nice to new finally meet you Mrs. Kim” she said as she bowed to you.

Hearing someone call you Mrs. Kim was strange but it is what it is. Might as well get used to it.

“Please call me (y/n).”

“Show Mrs. Kim to the master bedroom and get all of her things situated. Once that is finished please see to it that  she has whatever she likes prepared for dinner. I have to handle some things at the office and won’t be back till later.”

“Yes, Mr. Kim”

With that he turned to leave.

See this is what I mean I say call me by my name and this fool tells her the exact opposite. It’s like he does it just to get a reaction out of me.  

“Right this way.” Seonhwa said snapping you out of you internal rant.

As you were unpacking the few things you brought you began to know Seonhwa a little better. She had taken English courses all throughout school and this was how she had become proficient in the language, which you were beyond grateful for.

It made you feel less alone in this new country, new home, heck in this new life.

“Mrs. Kim Can i be honest I was expecting you to have more to unpack.”  

“Seonhwa you can call me (y/n) but I didn’t have much to begin with and what I did have not all of it was necessary to bring.”

“Ahh...is this your family?” She said as she held up the only picture you had that showed your family as a whole.

“Yes it is. This was probably the last time that I can remember all of us being together. Not a care in the world.”  

“Can I ask what happened.” She asked genuinely curious.  

“My parents got into financial problems. I have an older sister who began to hang out with the wrong crowd and got mixed up with drugs. She comes around every now and then but it’s been a long time since she’s been herself you can say. The only good thing is that my baby sister I’ve managed to keep out of the mess. She’s in school and is a really good student.”

“I may be overstepping but I know what it’s like to go through hard times. My advice to you is to keep your head up it will get better.” With that she just looked at you and smiled.

You knew she was being sincere and you were grateful to have her around.

“AAAAAAANYways.....what shall we have for dinner?”

“Actually Seonhwa that flight really kicked my ass. All I can think about is laying down and sleeping.”

“Mr. Kim really wanted you to eat”

“Yea well I’ll deal with Mr. Grouchy when I need to”

“Alright....I’ll leave you be”

As soon as she was out the door you stripped to a big shirt and underwear and got right into bed.

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You were shocked to say the least when you were woken up by  someone getting into the bed with you. Jumping almost completely out of your skin.

“Calm down it’s just me.”

How in the ass was that suppose to make you feel more calm.

“What are you doing?”

“About to go to sleep...what else would I be doing?”

“I thought you would stay in another room”

“We’re married why would I sleep in another room. That would give people a bad impression.”

“You should have given me some type of warning. That way I could have been in more appropriate sleep wear.”

“Don’t get crazy it’s not like I’m gonna try anything with you.”

Ouch. You don’t know why but that rejection stung way more than you thought it was going to.

With that you just turned so that your back was facing him and didn’t bother to give him a response.

“We both knew this was a marriage of convenience. It’s not like we’ll love each other or anything. You knew that when you agreed.”

Once again you didn’t say anything. You didn’t know why but you couldn’t help but let tears fall onto the pillow. Sobs unwillingly escaped you and you knew he could hear but it’s not like he would care and suddenly you became scared as one question came to mind.

Was this your life now?  

[latina4bangtan]

Hey lovelies sorry it’s taken me forever to put up part 4 of Let’s Make a Deal. It’s already written and I’ve actually already posted it on my Wattpad (username is the same as tumblr👀). I just keep forgetting to post on here. I’ll try and have it up by tonight. Thank you for the love and support. ❤️

[soft-butch-cassidy]

depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

[astrologynshit]

Reblog as much as you can

[9unseelie]

Absolutely helpful. I think I’ve done three or four of these things today, makes you feel better.

[so-sorry-mom]

I do a lot of these things to cope, very helpful post.

[rowanstudiesspace-deactivated20]

It’s not often you see depression tips that are actually useful on this hellsite, these are all good though. Also good things to do (depressed or not) if you’re feeling lethargic or can’t focus!

[joonsoulmap-archived]

[mimibtsghost]

NAMJOON’S 3 MODES OF LAUGHING: ʰᵃʰᵃ, haha and HAHAHA | Cr  mononamu

[kimseokjin]

love yourself answer @ the 2018 mma

[bwiseoks]

i love you (trans)

[latina4bangtan]

Let’s Make a Deal

Pt. 3

“I do”

Summary: (Y/N) has been told about the deal that her father has made but will she accept it after finding out the conditions….or even better who she will be making a deal with?

Warnings: Violence, Gang referenceS, Adult Language, eventual (m) rated chapters and I’ll add as I go if necessary

Genres: Angst, eventual smut & fluff

Word count: 1405

Namjoon x latina

Namjoon x reader

You stood there frozen not knowing the woman who stared back at you in the mirror. She stood in a beautiful white teacup gown with her hair messily pulled up. Who would have thought that that woman in the mirror was you....only minutes prior to walking into a courtroom to becoming a strangers wife.

It dawned on you at that moment  that as soon as you stepped into that court room you were no longer going to be (y/n)...just your average girl from LA who just tried her best to get by. Once you walked into that room that girl was going to be gone and as soon as you walk out you would be the wife to one of Korea’s most notorious gangsters. Kim Namjoon.

How did it get to this point? You still couldn’t wrap your mind around it.

It wasn’t until your mother came into the room that you were pulled out of the thoughts that had been consuming you for the past week.

“You look beautiful” she said to you with tears in her eyes.

“I wish it could have been different for you.....that you didn’t have to do this for us but....I just want you to know that I’m forever grateful to have you as a daughter.....You’ve always been so strong for everyone and idk what I’ve done to deserve you. Just do one more thing for me...Never doubt that I love you so much.” With her last few words you could tell how she was trying her best to to keep herself from becoming a weeping mess.

Slowly you walked up to her and wrapped your arms around her waist engulfing her in a hug.

“I love you. No matter what happens we’re all going to be ok....I have to believe in that so don’t worry about me. I know what I’m doing.”

Did you though? Did you really know what world you were about to step into?

The answer was simple. No, but you knew what the answer was if you chose to do nothing.  

You stood there just holding each other until you heard the knock at the door.

“It’s time.” Was all your father said as he stood at the door. He hadn’t said much to you since everything began...being too ashamed of himself to face you.

You walked up to him and locked arms as he lead you to the courtroom.

When you entered he turned to you with glistening eyes.

“I’m sorry.” Was all he said.

Squeezing his arm in reassurance you said with a small genuine smile “I know you are. I’ll be ok.”

With that you walked up to the altar to meet your soon to be husband.

He was dressed in a tux and if you were going to be honest wasn’t looking too bad. Extending his hand out to yours he said “You look really nice”.

Taking his hand all you said was “Thank you”

Both of you turned to face the judge who was to marry you. Aside from your parents there were a couple of his men who were also present for the wedding.

It didn’t take long for the judge to ask the questions you were dreading.

“Do you Kim Namjoon take (y/n) to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do.”

“And do you (y/n)(y/l/n) take Kim Namjoon  to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

Before you said anything you turned and had a glance at your parents. Looking at them was all you needed to know what to do.

You turned to look straight at Namjoon......”I do.”

“By the power invested in me I know pronounce you husband and wife....You May kiss the bride.”

It all happened so fast that you hadn’t realized that Namjoon had moved towards you and before you could react his lips were on yours.

It was simple and quick but for some reason you couldn’t explain why it slightly made your stomach jump.

—————————————————

You were in the lobby of the courthouse standing with your mother not knowing where your new “husband” was at. It seemed that as soon as everything was said and done he had to handle some type of business.

While standing there you wondered if this was how your life was going to be from now on. Granted you weren’t given the pleasure of dwelling on those thoughts for too long as you Namjoon walking towards you.....along with your dad.

“Are you ready?”

“For what exactly?”

“We’re leaving.”

“Can I ask where we’re going?”

“Home”

“Oh...erm...sure...Mom I’ll try and see you later ok?” You turned to say to your mother.

“When I said we’re going home I meant we’re leaving to Korea. The her is already waiting for us. You’re parents are going to be transported to their new home as well. We part ways from here.”

“What!?! Why!?! So soon?”

“It’s for the best. I’ll give you five minutes to say your goodbyes and then I expect you to meet me in the car.”

“Five Minutes!”

He didn’t bother to respond all he did was head out the door and head to the black car that was to take you to the airport.

Turning to your parents you felt your heart begin to break. You knew you made your decision but it didn’t make it any easier.

“Why do we have to part ways so soon?” You asked both parents.  

“Your husband believes it’s for the best and it’s the safest thing to do. No one knows that you two got married yet. This way we’re put into a safe place before anyone can try to interfere. That also includes with you.”

“I don’t even know when I’ll be able to see you guys again. Or talk to you or even my sisters” tears were now starting to form in your eyes. You didn’t want to leave your home or more so your family.

“Miss your times about to be up.” One of Namjoon’s men stated.

You grabbed your parents and hugged them and let your tears fall.  You never thought it was going to be this hard to say goodbye. Nothing prepared you for this.

“It’s time.” Your dad said for the second time today.

Releasing them you gave one last I love you as you turned to walk to the car where your husband was waiting for you.

Sliding in you closed the door and didn’t bother to even look at him. He also did not try to talk with you on the way to the airport.

When you both arrived to the airport where the  jet was located you were a little taken back but you didn’t give it much thought as you were still hurting from the good bye with your parents.  You got out of the car with Namjoon as you waited for the ok from the captain to board the plane.

“One of my workers picked up your bags that I asked you to pack from your parent’s house.”

“Ok”

At this point you were numb to the situation. This was to be your life but it didn’t make you any happier. If anything it made you feel lonelier than ever.

“It was for the best.”

“Maybe for you”

“This is what you agreed to (y/n)”  Namjoon said sounding a little more than annoyed.

“I KNOW! DAMMIT I DON'T NEED A CONSTANT REMINDER....I know what I agreed to ok! That still doesn’t make it any easier.” Tears were now slowly falling.

All day you tried to be strong but you didn’t have anyone here to be strong for anymore so you let it out.

Namjoon on the other hand was surprised to say the least at your outburst. No one had spoken to him like that in a long time. Being a little irritated he walked up to you  and grabbed  your shoulders to make you face him.

“I get that this isn’t your ideal situation but don’t forget just who your husband is.” He said with an edge to his voice that made you slightly worry. Though that didn’t stop your next words from leaving your mouth.

“Believe me I would do anything to forget the type of man I just married.”

With that you turned to walk towards the jet that was to take you to your new home.