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first day back on T :3

#cloud.jpg #i’m Exhausted i got it yesterday afternoon #feels super cool and good for me tho :~)#ftm

i bought a Portable Cassette Player i have used to make a Personal Mixtape of my My Chemical Romance favourites which i now get to listen to on my $7.95 wired earbuds from big w god bless

#my airpods wont play any sound cuz god hates me. idk why #they connect and i got them to work Once #but this is very cool. glam metal mixtape next #diary

lowkey its a little bit funny i thought hmmmmm im having a fucking time. i feel great about spending one thousand dollars on random stuff online. lets get a lip piercing. this'll be great. but idk now im sorta just drumming my fingers waiting for parcels going ok awesome i continue to be a little freak now poorer. i think once my film camera and star print sheets arrive i'll feel better for real. and once my lip piercing heaals. i am Sure this is not just Classic manic episode behaviour.

#the end fell off first thing the next morning and i lost it so now its a gold spare i had #and i am sick of gold im making weird radical changes to myself rn #diary

kind of a weird and freaky feeling to be liked by a lot of ppl in my day to day life and have absolutely Zero friends i can actually talk to. like i just have oldies constantly asking if im ok and how do u even make friends by now. what was i doing being crazy for 5 years!!!! so many ppl aren’t in my life now for so many reasons and like it is what it is but it feels strange to have no tethers to any prior part of my life and i miss my friends still

#melbourne was so bad!!!!! FUCK #idk im going crazy. not that bad but just MAN it sucks #and there’s been so many times i’ve tried to reach out and it’s either gone nowhere or i have immediately been a freak lmao #what a fucking time idk #diary

tried to go to a mental health service in town to vent about how anxious and manic i feel rn and tell them all about why mcr has such a steel grip on me but im too charming and funny and qualified and it’s turned into a job interview for a role here

#this is not what i wanted!!!!! came to vent about the stress of being old and employed #now they are saying they could subsidise a new degree god fucking damn #diary

i got rly high and used my free will as the owner of a printer to make a. collage. gerard way there is still time

#i love listening to this and going oh ya i also know what it’s like to be trans and catholic #i cut up a magazine and used some of my stickers too idk this is a lot of fun #u know when fern is like know who my favourite is? it’s neptr! im a neptr guy!#that’s me with danger days #my art #mcr #collage #my chemical romance

would you all still fuck with me if i posted the my chemical romance collage i made while rly high on easter sunday like a Normal Catholic

#diary

also My Mother. has lorded over me for the past Year of me working monday to friday 8 till 4. that she is always More Tired bc she does Shift Work. which i have been sympathetic to As Best I Can. and Now she’s started working my hours in a different hospital role And she Hates It LOL

#i feel bad for her but it’s also been extra exhausting for Me cuz we’ve had to carpool like oh ok!!!!!#so NOW this sort of work is unreasonably tiring. and urs is a desk job #and mine is 15k steps a day #diary

having a. 1/3 life crisis i guess. or i am just very tired from my family and job. i have to go fucking camping this weekend???? getting rly in to mcr lately. feels like a personal recession indicator.

#when i say rly in to my music app likes to tell me i have hit 1k streams in 2 weeks and i made a collage. idk.#not depressed or psychotic but a secret third thing…..just feeling rly fucking weird #melbourne was so fucking bad in the end like i can’t cut it i gotta be a failson #but now oh my stupid cafe jester job is now unstable as my employers move on! i am 28 and have a degree in being Annoying #diary

eggl-rd

lately been feeling like i have 1 angel wing and 1 devil wing and 1 normal eye and 1 black and red eye with black tears coming out of it

abandonedambition

you know what? I WILL play with jpgs like dolls. what if life could be dream

…. For now

theyare friends. :)

Hello kitty is king

#sanrio #art #catholicism

ourdarling

insane shit happening over on uquiz right now

#cool

ovid

it’s psychological horror to YOU. to me it’s a romcom

allbuthuman

it's a romcom to YOU. to me it's psychological horror

#first post saw 1 second one literally any romcom

dedicating myself to making all my cis coworkers really fucking uncomfortable for engaging with harry potter still for the foreseeable future

#diary #it’s funny my younger coworkers are great about it #but the ones my age are like ohh but it will be fun :~) no it won’t!#not when you have me here to constantly remind u ur paying for my community’s genocide!

i feel i have the same natural cadence to my voice as magic man. when tiny manticore asks him why he sounds so insincere as normal man and he goes this is just my voice :( that’s me

#diary

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