This blog is, as per its title, a mess; mostly of various Star Wars content, with speckles of other fandoms, music, and Real Life. The latter happens to be within the largest war in Europe since WWII, so watch your step.
By now, it's mostly about the war, and I really couldn't care less if some Western snowflake is triggered by something. You are lucky enough to have a button to block that info out of your life; use it.
Ukrainian, 30ish. If you're russian or pro-russian, fuck off. If not, come, sit, have a g&t.
AO3: le_veilleur
Internal tags under the cut, because this place is trying to be an organized mess.
#Russian-Ukrainian war - yeah. that.
#rambles brambles - couldn’t resist the urge to broadcast my Extremely Valuable Opinion
#the land of wild headcanons - what it says on the tin
#station dorkwave - I listened to this music for eight hours on repeat and I want you to do the same
#this place is a mess - just wanted to write something in the tags, why not the blog title. frequently contains drunken and/or personal shit
(also a knowing smile in your direction if you remember where the phrase is from)
#ref shelf - stuff saved for future reference
#SPACE KITTIES - I’m obsessed with Star Wars, and I’m obsessed with cats. naturally, when the two cross, expect exultation.
#fic rec - SHOW THESE AUTHORS A MODICUM OF INTEREST I BEG OF YOU
#solya the loth cat - the younger one of my mom’s cats, who has the look and the heart of a loth cat and turns my brain off the minute I see her
other tags are mostly the names of various star wars media, prominently featuring #kotor
I sketched this some months ago, forgot about it, then remembered like 3 days ago. So now you all get to see stupid revanasi animatic/fanart number 1000 <3
i was watching some of the videos made by 'innocent' russians after the recent Ukrainian drone strikes and listened to all them wail how 'regular people are not involved and shouldn't be suffering', 'i'm so far from politics and am not involved into this war so why am i suffering'
so i decided to sit down and think about how this war that russia started to destroy Ukraine affected me besides the obvious things like suffering from air strikes daily or being force to relocate abroad. so here's the list
- my home town of Kherson was occupied and is now under constant bombings and citizens are suffering from the human safari that russians do for fun and love of suffering
- the theater where i performed and visited as a child - was hiе by a bomb
- the maternity hospital where i was born was hit by a bomb
- a relative of mine was killed by rocket strike
- my uncle's family had to escape their village because russians were coming for them since he was a former military and all military people and their families were primary targets for russians to interrogate, torture and kill
- my godmother's and another uncle's family had to do the same for the same reason
- both of those villages are still occupied to this day
- multiple houses in my neighborhood including my own house one way or another were damaged by shelling or explosions
so yeah, when they say 'i'm not in any way connected to this war' - think again. somebody you know, your family, your relatives, you friends, your colleagues, their families, their friends - someone is one way or another is involved with this war. military operations and supporting infrastructures are not operated by empty rooms or faceless ghosts, or putin's clones. they are all living breathing human beings that KNOW what they are doing. they made a conscious choice to do it and they've been doing it since day one with no remorse. that's why i'm not sorry for them and they are not innocent. and i will never forgive them
"Russian strike hits the historic Kyiv Pechersk Lavra, a world-famous Orthodox monastery and UNESCO site, igniting fire on the roof of the Dormition Cathedral. The House of Organ and Chamber Music in Dnipro was also targeted. Russia has attacked the Oleksandr Dovzhenko National Film Studio in Kyiv, one of Ukraine’s oldest film studios."
I constantly see people here and there crying over russian culture. russian films, russian literature - they are ready to tear your head off defending it. How many tears and sighs for things that never needed protection. russians invest millions of dollars in spreading their culture, they know how to use it to blind people's eyes and make them forget what russia really is, who russians really are. While they are constantly, every day, destroying the culture of other peoples. It is difficult to count how many Russians have stolen and destroyed Ukrainian exhibits throughout history. They are doing this now, very actively, their goal is to destroy Ukraine as a country, to destroy the Ukrainian people, to erase our history, to steal our achievements, to appropriate them, to turn everything upside down. The world perceives russia as "a great cultural country", and because of this thin veil they cover themselves with, the world forgets that russians are vile, little monsters who destroy everything in their path.
Reblogging my own post to point out that on the night before June 15, 2026, russia hit the church pictured here in photos 3 to 6 - the Dormition Cathedral - with a Shahed drone, igniting a big fire.
Initially built in 1073-1078, the cathedral survived for centuries before being blown up by the retreating Soviet army in 1941.
It was restored after Ukraine regained independence, in 2000.
really enjoying the bh unaligned vibes. yes we don't care! yes we're going to send this Republic guy back to the Republic! yes we're going to fuck up Republic weapon shipment! yes we're going to help this Imp officer sabotage like the whole Balmorran war effort! yes we don't care! 😊