Lea's Journal

SW 55 | GW 48 | UGW 46 | 163cm | idk! :)

[paulfrankjuliusthemonkey]

dreaming of a world where heads and tummies don't hurt

[smarmykemetic]

the occult implications of large parts of modern society being okay with "pleather" and "vegan leather" (plastics and micro plastics existing everywhere from placentas to the bottom of the ocean), rather than using the skins of animals who will ultimately die no matter what we do

[lea-kurka]

sorry, I ain’t gonna kill anyone for a skin… just, no.

[squatsnstuff-deactivated2022071]

I don’t take hints. Throw a rock at me

[lea-kurka]

ej to twój kamień?

[hypersensationalism]

its just so... its not like i dont think ukraine is going through a horrible situation right now and i dont think all the solidarity with them is a bad thing or anything like that but its so sinister when you remember how little attention this would get if it was anything but a white country. where was palestine's somber chorus on snl? where was syria's moment of silence? why is israel still in eurovision? its just... its so transparent its not even funny.

[lea-kurka]

9th March 2022

51.9 kg aaah

I lost 0,8kg on the 3rd day!

The last time I couldn’t get below 51, I just plateaued… so these few days are crucial for me.

I didn’t run or go on a proper walk yesterday, because I was so sore from Monday, but I’m going shopping on my foot today and maybe I’ll do the run in the evening or go on a long walk.

I’m going grocery shopping because I’m out of fruits and stuff, and I made a plan that should check all the Noom requirements AND has almost 90g of protein! (they don’t track protein, which kind of sucks, because it’s important when you’re losing smaller amounts of weight)

[plantbasedbk]

Salad of the day 🥗

[lea-kurka]

📔 I'm back. And I’m starting the 2 weeks trial with Noom.

I lied about my height a tiny bit because they won’t let you go below a certain BMI, and my goal was a little lower. Hope this will help.

Also turns out I somehow haven’t gained any weight¿¿ I haven’t weighed myself since around Christmas and have been eating junk a lot, soo, idk, good for me I guess.

I thought I would weigh around 54 kg, but I’m 52,7.

My goal is 46, but on the app it's 48. It's fine tho, I won't be able to pay for the full subscription, just the trial and some good tips, because I do want to be healthier. They estimated I could lose 6 kg by May.

I also started the ‘Couch to 5K’ and already did 2 runs. I completed it once already, then failed once too, so I'm already used to it and it's fine. I was a little surprised how I was able to finish even that first run tho because walking up the stairs honestly feels like a strain, lol.

Hopefully in 2 months I'll be able to run 5K and I'll lose 6 kg. In May, just in time for summer I'll be 46 kg ❤️

[sa-dnesss]

“maybe suicide isn’t such a bad idea after all”

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[lea-kurka]

It is, just saying. It just seems like it isn’t, but it is a very bad idea :((

[feministism]

[lea-kurka]

can someone elaborate I’m a dumb bitch and only watched a few episodes

[butterflypeaflowertea]

i am a serene and lovely person. yes absolutely everything bothers me & i go through life in a state of constant aggravation and annoyance & have to physically restrain myself from breaking down in tears over how utterly irritated i am sometimes. but i am serene and lovely nonetheless

[anxietyproblem]

[pisceangfmoved-deactivated20220]

reblog to kill yourself

[fallingtowers]

the thing about carrying tension in your jaw is that once you've started it's really fucking hard to stop

[fallingtowers]

reblog to make your followers unclench their jaws and be painfully aware of the fact that they’re actively unclenching thier jaws

[fallingtowers]

please make this post go viral i need it to show up constantly in my activity feed thereby reminding me to relax my jaw

[somethingdiabolical]

Can I get to know you

I don’t recommend it

[brandneweyescd]

i would be unstoppable if not for the tired sleepy

[absoluteconceptofbeauty]

when i start saying weird shit to you thats the equivalent of a cat exposing its tummy

[wurnbo]

sometimes im tired and other times im tired