Just life

[55deadsoul55]

"Oh yeah, I'm alright! I just like to try new hairstyles and haircolours..."

[givemearmstopraywith]

[wordsbyjenpoetry]

The universe led us to one another, of this I am sure.

[mellvnie]

[mydollyaviana]

[uncoeurisole-deactivated2013021]

[therelatablepost]

Click here for more personal!

[llivelifebelieve]

[paralysing-sadness]

[heavenhillgirl]

The brown bunny (2003), Vincent Gallo

[duality-hausofeclecticsouls]

"The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are."

- Fernando Pessoa

Art chosen separately.

Image from @lauramakabresku Longing / self-portrait / 2021

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I have no purpose in life I don’t know what the fuck I’m still doing here.

[11-515]

[burberrybushbaby-deactivated201]

how the fuck am i supposed to make life decisions i’m not even sure i want to be alive

[leafsea]

[running----away]

Depression is real. Parents who don’t care about their depressed child are real too.

I can’t comprehend why people create children and then they don’t help them when it needs.

Children are not toys that you use them just to create a family and show to the society that you’re a family…

You make children because of love, because you want to grow with them, because you will love them unconditionally no matter what, because you will be there for them when they don’t know what to do anymore.

Me, as a son, I know I don’t deserve to be not helped from my parents. I sought help to my mother and she didn’t care. What am I supposed to do?

It all started on 2017 and it has passed 4 years and nothing has changed. I just want to be fine and live this life. I just want to restart going to school, take my degree. I just want to reach my biggest dream.

But in order to do this, I need help.

I have anxiety since I was 9. Then few years later depression and social anxiety ruined my life. From 16 to now (21), instead of growing up, I’m just stuck. I didn’t enjoy the best years of my life… I should have done stuff like every normal teenager do. But no, my fucking anxiety didn’t let me.

I just want to die now, that’s all.

P.S: don’t comment with reassuring words or motivational quotes, I have enough of them.