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[olearypoetry]

“I always get myself into this mess.”

— Rupi Kaur (via rupikaurpoems)

[left4u]

Bad luck?

Because thats what I do. I fall in love with men who can't commit, who can't keep their word, who lie and leave so easily.

[poems-and-word]

[beautaplinpoems]

[stephenstilwell-deactivated2021]

“The story will be changed, but this time the writer will be me.”

— s.s. (stephenstilwell)

[left4u]

Kiddy, I miss you, deeply.

It was raining so bad today. I was in my bed and so tired of watching tv all day. I got up, took my rain boots and my umbrella and went outside. I needed fresh air. I went for a walk in the rain. Just like we used to do together. I know you never wanted to leave the house in the rain, me either, but together it was always fun. I went through every puddle. Just like we used to do together. Hell, I miss you so much. I still remember how your hide felt like when after a walk like this. You smelled so weird but I loved it. Rapping the towel around you to dry it, to clean your paws. I miss that. Looking into your eyes and having your company.

I hate it without you. I just want you back.

[left4u]

Peace

And once I realized how much I deserve, it was so easy to let you go.

[olearypoetry]

“People go but how they left always stays.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

[quotemadness]

“Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.”

— George R.R. Martin

[left4u]

Old wounds are new wounds

Oh hell yeah, I still miss you. I'm still hurt you left.

Some days I'm glad you're gone. Some days I'm super angry. Some days I'm awfully sad. Some days I feel nothing at all. Some days I'm sure I want you back. Some days I think I still love you. Some days I just wanna slap your face and make you cry. Some days I just wanna put my hands around your face and kiss you. Some days I just wanna lay in your arms and forget what happened.

But reality looks different. There is this huge pain I can't get rid off long enough. I can't talk to you or see you because you blocked everything and moved away. There is no way this will change. No way I can do anything about it. I'm helpless and I hate it. And it is so fucking hard to move on. Even though I know you must miss me as much as I miss you. Even though I think you are making the greatest mistake of your life with leaving.

All I can do is let go and forgive you, move on. But I'm still trying to figure out how this is possible.

[poems-and-word]

“It was strange, really. A couple months ago, I had thought I couldn’t live without him. Apparently I could.”

— Gabrielle Zevin, Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac (via books-n-quotes)

[beautaplinpoems]

[poems-and-word]

“You don’t have to be good all the times. It’s okay to be hurt sometimes. It’s okay to feel lost like you’re wandering around in the dark. It’s the bad days that make the good ones so much better.”

— Brittainy C. Cherry, The Air He Breathes (via books-n-quotes)

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]

[left4u]

💔

[olearypoetry]

“If I knew what safety looked like, I would have spent less time falling into arms that were not.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey (via rupikaurpoems)