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i stand by the fact that the hardest part about losing someone, whether it be a breakup, friendship fallout, death, etc, is all the things you’ll never get to experience with that person.

i still cry when i remember that, no, my ex best friend will not be coming to my birthday. she won’t give me valentine’s. she won’t invite me over on week before halloween so we can watch shitty horror movies together.

#we had been friends since 3rd grade #and then all of a sudden we just stopped last year #i know it’s not really comparable to real grief #but i grieve what we used to be #and i don’t think that’s wrong #she knew me better than most people #anyway #ex best friend #i miss you #friendship breakup #tw cursing

sometimes i forget that not everyone experiences attraction the way i do. i saw some people fawning over a dude just cause he took his shirt off and i was just thinking like why is that attractive though. its a chest. that’s it. but when someone talks to me and their breath doesn’t smell bad im genuinely drawn to them

#fun fact the breath thing is how i fell for my first boyfriend #attraction #lgbtqia #what type of gay is this

you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love is the best album that’s been released in the last 25 years

#music #olivia rodrigo #i didn’t really listen to her before but this album is SO good.

one day i will stop feeling like everything i do is against the rules

#i’m not allowed to listen to friday i’m in love by the cure on any day except friday because otherwise im a piece of shit #i don’t know why #but i am #i’m not allowed to be angry with anyone who has ever felt an emotion #i’m not allowed to be angry with anyone who has so much as smiled at me #no one has ever told me that these rules are actual rules #if that wasn’t clear #i made up the rules and i hate all of them and they don’t help me #is this a disorder

currently mourning the beautiful woman i saw at the waterpark last week

#she was actually so gorgeous #unfortunately she was too old for me #a girl can dream #she had such pretty curly hair #and i’m not even saying that she was pretty cause she was in a swimsuit #she was wearing a full coverage top and shorts that fell to her knees #lgbtqia #wlw #girls

i’m in the mood for 2010’s white girl music

#i feel like i’m betraying my culture

if you can’t tell i love the lesbyler universe and i feel the need to write a fic but im shit at writing so.

#i don’t even know what the plot would be #lesbyler #byler #lesbian #willow byers #michelle wheeler #fan fiction

hellfirehoe

willow byers, michelle wheeler, daisy henderson and lucy sinclair

a2trid

lesbyler but it’s bad idea by girl in red

every time i see a “one way” sign on the road i immediately think of mike

#fun fact i’ve actually considered putting one in my room many times #i have other road signs #so why not?#well the reason why not is because i’m pretty sure i don’t just lean one way #which is kinda disappointing but wtv #i’ll get over it #mike wheeler #byler #mike wheeler is gay

the only thing i contribute to the byler fandom is fun stories from nov-dec 2025 and rage

#i have a lot of stories of me completely blyerling out #should i post them #i probably will #but i don’t feel like it #i also like to be angry at the duffers #i like to draw but the fact that everyone else knows what they’re supposed to look like makes me anxious #because they’re gonna look at my art and call me slurs just because i can’t get mikes nose right #can you tell i’m diseased #anyway #byler

lenny-ade

i can’t wait to start school so i can skip class in the bathroom and make byler posts on tumblr

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and what if i wrote a fic but instead of skipping class to do that i did it in english so my teacher thought i was writing my essays

can i post edits on here without fear of copyright? i dont steal edits or anything but the sound is always copyrighted so i cant post them anywhere else lol

#edits

i can’t wait to start school so i can skip class in the bathroom and make byler posts on tumblr

#i’m just kidding #i would never be excited to start school #lol you thought i wouldn’t skip class #i used to skip class every day #byler has consumed my life #byler

twistedangelboness

having friends is cool until they worry too much and get in the way of your self-destructive tendencies

there are a lot of people who think that el/eleven/jane would go by jane like when she gets older but idk i’ve never been able to actually agree with that. i think that she would rather be called el because that was the name that was given to her by the first people that ever genuinely cared about her.

#obviously i don’t ship mileven BUT mike was one of the first people to care about her #i think she would rather go by el #and that’s just my opinion #but i do understand where the jane truthers are coming from #they usually think that she wouldn’t want to be called after her lab number #but from my perspective #as she got older el wasn’t even really about eleven anymore #she is just el #eleven hopper #el hopper #jane hopper #jane ives #stranger things

please give me recommendations for ANY shows with yuri. or that focus on yuri/wlw.

#i would ask my friends #but i don’t want them to know that im gay #lol i’m in the closet #but i want yuri 😢#i’ve seen heartstopper #i’ve seen but i’m a cheerleader #and i’ve watched both too many times #yuri #wlw #show recommendations #movie recommendation #lgbtqia

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