Experiment on Thoughts

Hey I'm Matt... Asian- Korean... I'm 24.... an aspiring dancer whose just trying to figure himself out (in all aspects of the word)... Posting my thoughts for others to read and all.... Let's see if I figure this out ever lol ... forgive my lack of tumblr knowledge.

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I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember.

@relationships twitter

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Across clear skies. Among glowing stars. That's where I'll find us.... I'm such in the mood for this today... WOMP

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The last few months relationship wise have been ridiculous. From being with someone for 5 years to now nothing feels like I'm missing half of me (not half of a person but half of me). I am so used to filling my time aimlessly with talking to someone, or having the want to cuddle or be next to somebody it feels crazy to have so much down time. I even realize dating someone for just one month can have such a huge impact on my life. I find myself sitting here currently asking myself... "Why do I care so much about someone who can't even return a text"... I'm tired of empty promises of we'll be friends let's keep in touch, or any empty words... If you say you're going to be there always then be there in some fashion (even if it's not the kind I'd like).... Mean what you say

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Weight

DAMN IT i'm actually getting extremely weight conscious...... I need to get in better shape... going to a 4 year and trying to get into  a dance program means I need to eat healthier... I look at the hours I spend on the computer and It's ridiculous... this week is definitely NOT the week to be changing everything though (as the school dance concert is coming up) After it though EVERYTHING will change... work out habits... eating habits... I need to just start pushing through it!! I've made excuses and tried this numerous times, but nothing seems to happen... I need to really just BUCKLE DOWN!! LIFE CHANGE!! 

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YES ENTITY!! #inspired #dancelife #thosefeet

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Accomplishment

AHH I finally got into a 4 Year School!! A DANCE PROGRAM of a 4 year school!! I'm so excited you have no idea!

Things are finally starting to piece together between school and 2 jobs I'm extremely happy. I love working at Boogiezone Utopia and I can't wait to be starting my other job as soon as everything goes through!! Adding school into the mix just makes life seem great. I feel eh with boys, and it sucks. It's weird to feel so accomplished yet so lonely. Kinda wish i had someone to share in my excitement 24/7. I'm aware I sound like an over exaggerated b!tch most of the time but it happens. Any way hard work pays off. After going to St.John's for a year... Flunking out... taking 2 years off... and then the last 3 being indifferent about school it's SOOO nice to feel like I accomplished it. You can do anything you put your mind to... ANYTHING

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Weekend

This weekend was incredible..... I think that's the best and only way to describe it... I attended the American Collegiate Dance Festival  (ACDFA) for the 2nd year in a row... (but on a different coast)

It was a long ass weekend, but I don't think I'd want it any other way. Rainbows of emotions

Taking dance classes along side people from all over the California area was amazing. I love living out here, I love seeing the passion at an all time high. I keep reminding myself of how I semi feel the east coast is lacking certain elements and it was just a great experience. 

The concerts although quiet long and tiring were just as great. The movement was beautiful and I saw tons and tons of concepts. I got to perform with my school to and it was AWESOME. I loved every second

Of course nothing would be complete without a boy right? lol I met a guy who is pretty incredible and of course lives mad far, but none the less I got to know him... It sucks cause idk when or if I'll ever see him again... I hope maybe it plays out... maybe not... Either way I need to learn to just accept indifference... maybe thats what this is for... to teach me to learn about that... TODAY i'm back on the work grind for school... I'm taking 4 classes and all are kicking my butt... lets get on the leg, cleaned up, grocery store, and hit the ground running!! PS I totally need to start working out more

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Vanessa: what is that

Matt: you can see whose close to u and all that

Vanessa: whose that he's like on top of u (pointing at my picture)

Matt: *rolls eyes

Vanessa: I feel dumb

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Words can't express how GREAT i feel this set is and incredible.. First by far in my mind!! LETS GO ORG!!

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Called it !!! 3rd - Kaori Alive 2nd - AOV 1st- GRV

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My predictions for World Of Dance.... Prior to them announcing lets see how close I am 1. GRV 2. AOV 3. Rogue Makers or Kaori Alive No bias just saying lets see what happens.... Ill re-edit it when they announce it

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Good morning world and all who inhabit it!!!!!! Just woke up from a late night with some friends from school. Crazy bunch of people they are, but you can't help but love 'em. Today's WOD LA!! I usually am not hype for this event, but I'm super excited that i'm getting to take the girls in my piece.  I know some of them have never been to anything this huge so it's pretty cool that they get to go and I get to be there for it (in my own opinion). Can't wait to go and cheer loud as hell for some of my friends, and for some of the different teams today.... DEBUT OF ROGUE (SO EXCITED)!!!! LETS GO!!!

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my motivation and inspiration for the day 

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First Post....

EYYY!! It's my first tumblr blog ... yes I realize I'm extremely late to get on the train... but I figured better late than never.. I'm still trying to figure out how this works... But i've been having crazy thoughts and all recently... so I figured this is a good place to post videos i'm watching... or say what I"m thinking... IDK .... maybe meet new people.. Whatevs... here goes nothing