✧ hiii i'm celes! im in my 20s and i go by she/they pronouns. this is a self ship and personal blog technically, but there will still likely be plenty of shit posts for now. i'm a friendly cryptid! im a bit shy and i can't guarantee a reply every time but i love yapping, inbox is always open ♡ my posts are tagged "#i spake" if i talk too much, "#celes writes" is my writing tag!<3
・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. RULES & DNI
✧ DNI if you are a minor, or pro-harassment. this blog is dark content friendly! i engage with and write taboo (which may include anything from yandere to incest) and nsfw content frequently and will reblog and post about it. i am heavily anti censorship and will not engage in any bad faith arguments. also, this is not a request blog; i'm always taking note of suggestions, but ultimately, i write what i'd like. i'm always down to yap back and forth about ideas though! feel free to send me an ask if there's something you'd like me to tag<3 spam liking/reblogging is fine, i really don't mind it. dms are open if we're muts!
・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. INTERESTS
✧ my main interest atm is genshin impact; others include the legend of zelda, animal crossing, crimson desert, jjk, bnha, etc. video games are my main special interest, genshin has been the biggest one for over 5 years now! pLEASE feel free to yap with me about it. some of my favs from it are yae miko, scaramouche, albedo, alice, and... well. guess. its lohen
・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. SELF SHIP(S)
✧ my main self ship right now is, regrettably, with lohen! my self insert is andromeda. posts about them will usually be tagged #lohmeda or #loceles! others include redd (animal crossing I KNOW SHUT UP), touya (bnha), and...... sighs. and nagi + reo (bllk). jabber (gachiakuta) has also become one at record fucking speed already, more on that later</3
・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. KINK INFO
yes (things i'll likely post and write about often): humiliation, degradation, bullying, predator/prey, fear play, spit, piss, incest/fauxcest (specifically big brother), knife play, noncon (and especially cnc), piercings... theres more i haven't added but feel free to ask LOL
maybe (things that i may not post often or at all myself, but im more than happy to yammer about): breeding, foodplay, yandere, blood play
no (things you likely won't see on this blog): daddy kink, incest/fauxcest in the parental direction (sorry😭), scat, emeto, femdom for the most part
absolutely not (i will actively avoid this topic like the plague): mommy kink</3, pregnancy, motherhood/parenting
if you're curious about something not on the list, feel free to shoot me an ask!<3
hey so i REALLY wanted to get to writing after that trailer.
nsfw below...
"aww, look at you. cat got your tongue?" lohen spoke condescendingly, slowly circling around your figure which was currently bound tightly to a wooden chair.
attempting to free yourself from the ropes by squirming around, you threw a sneer at his direction, "let me go, you bastard...!" he chuckled mockingly with a smile, "ah, ah, no can do, bunny." lohen stopped behind your form to lean down, "not unless you tell me where it is." his breath suddenly hitting your ear made you shiver with unfortunate delight, causing you to stutter, "w-what are you t-" he suddenly cut you off.
"you know what i'm talking about," he said, voice echoing ominously throughout the room as he sauntered over to the table, picking up a gun and twirling it around his finger.
"how about this? what if we play a niiiice, fun game?" he slowly walks over, stopping directly in front of you to drag the gun across your body in such a teasing manner—fuck, now's really not the time to be getting horny over this, but you just can't help it. the fear of what he might do had you frozen, shuddering in anticipation and slight want, no matter how shameful it felt.
you glared up at him when he tucked the barrel of the gun under your chin to tilt your head up. "hmm, a game of russian roulette, perhaps? you seem to be enjoying yourself, even while tied up and held at gunpoint," he scoffs with a mean grin, "you're such a dirty whore."
all you could do was stare to the side with embarrassment from his words that made your cheeks flush dark—you'd rather die than admit to the vice captain how you were enjoying this, but there's really no point if he's aware anyway.
"come on," lohen spoke, nudging the barrel towards the corner of your mouth, "open up. unless you want me to force that mouth of yours open." your eyes widened in disbelief and slight fear—this fucker really wasn't joking. reluctantly, you opened your mouth, giving small kitten licks as your senses were immediately flooded with the taste of iron.
"thaaat's it. get it all nice and wet for me," he drawled. a muffled whimper escaped your mouth as lohen suddenly shoved the gun deeper into your mouth, causing you to choke until he swiftly pulled it back out. the barrel glistened with your saliva and he paused for a moment to observe it. "ugh—you fucking freak," you spat out, a small line of drool dribbling from your lips.
"i'm the freak? have you even seen yourself? i bet you're sopping fucking wet down there," lohen giggles, reaching down to palm at your crotch. suddenly, he brings out his dagger to slice open your trousers, leaving you practically exposed for him to see. "h-hey, wait—!"
"oh? looks like all that bravado of yours is gone," lohen brings the gun towards your throbbing cunt, slowly dragging it up and down to coat it with your slick. before you knew it, he slowly inserts it into your wet hole, groaning as he heard a soft 'squelch.' letting out a loud moan, all you could do was babble incoherent words as you stared down at his hand in slight fear, yet excitement all at once—this entire situation was absolutely incredulous to you, though it's not like you could really think straight at the moment.
"oh, fuck! look at you, coming undone just from this? you really are some pathetic, dirty animal" he coos, quickly picking up the pace of his pumping hand as he berated you. "come on, i know you're close. cum for me, bunny," you threw your head back, immediately releasing all over the barrel as you let out a dragged whine, and all the shame of what just occurred flooded your brain.
all the thoughts left your head as you heard a sudden click. he turned the safety off.
there's no way. there's absolutely no fucking way. you glanced up to see a sadistic expression and a crazed grin on his face. "wait- wait, you wouldn't, please—"
"you've got a one in six chance, bunny. how good's your luck, hmm?" shutting your eyes closed, your soul practically left your body as—
click.
"hah. looks like you really did get lucky," he laughed loudly upon seeing you suddenly pass out. was it from the exhilaration? the fear? he'll find out soon enough, don't worry.
yeah so if anyone ever sees me tied up in a chair with lohen holding me at gunpoint do NOT help me im genuinely where i want to be. Please i know its been hours sicne his trailer released but im still not over it
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