FOREVER YOUNG

Valeria//19//Berlin//Artist?!//Army since debut ♥

[thatawkwardtinyperson-deactivat]

You’re not cute as you think when you post sexual comments on your favs social media.

You’re not cute as you think when you call your favs daddy on their social media.

You’re not cute or as funny as you think you are tagging your favs in posts that are sexual, stalkerish, extremely personal or something you should probably talk to a professional about.

You’re not as cute as you think you are following your favs around or stalking them.

Your favs aren’t your SO. They don’t belong to you. They are allowed to date, see, fuck, style, how ever they want.

They aren’t your fucking doll and I don’t care how much of their shit you buy or see.

You’re not cute, funny, a dedicated fan.

You’re gross. Get out of your delusion box now.

[lalalovekc]

This doesn’t have a lot of notes because this is how most of y’all fan girls act and y’all don’t like people to call y’all weird asses out

[fluffycakesistainted]

[myregularsizesteven]

Wow I didn’t realize this needed to be brought back to my dash so soon. Anyway, here’s wonderwall.

[lera-thp]

idk why but I kinda really wanted to draw Jimin as a king from my historical/time travel fanfic idea lol 

[lera-thp]

I know that the world tour already started and in 3 weeks it’s going to be my turn to see bts and honestly... I’m not ready. After 5 years I am NOT ready and I’m kinda scared??!!! Just watching BTS videos from the previous tour made me anxious right now but also freaking happy... I just- I can’t believe that I will finally see them with my own two eyes like- is that really going to happen? I’m...so scared but I don’t know why. Will I cry? Will I smile like crazy? Will I faint? (probably lol) After getting a ticket I thought I was finally ready and should face it but... now that the date is coming closer the fear kinda sets in again. How can I face the people that saved me so many times? That made me who I am now? That were there for me when others weren’t? That are just a big fucking part of my life? That are my Magic Shop when I struggle with myself and everything? That I respect so much? I feel like I don’t deserve it. Why can’t I just be happy about getting the chance to see them? Why does fear has to be one of the emotions I’m feeling? Is that even fear? I honestly don’t know... the only thing I want is that BTS as well as dear ARMY will have a great time and that no one is going to be hurt. That everyone treats each other respectfully and with a kind heart. I feel like crying just thinking about the day but I don’t know why I’m sad either. Is it because all the emotions and hardships from the past 5 years are coming back as a reminder? Or is it because I’m just so fascinated to see how big BTS became and that my wish from 5 years ago finally came true? That BTS gets the recognition they deserve and fascinate other people with their EVERYTHING just like me back then? I honestly don’t know. But what I do know is that I’m quiet and shy at concerts and that I will probably hold everything in me and when it’s over and I leave the arena with a poker face , I will find my friends, run into their arms and sob because it really happened. Shit, I’m crying, I’m out. 

[lera-thp]

BTS COMEBACK GOT ME SO SJBGJGBWJVGWJHVHGDCWHGCDGHWCDGHWCGHWCHGDCHQWGVDHGCVGWHQVDHGWQHGDVWHV

thanks. 

[lera-thp]

IS HE FUCKING TWERKING????

[amorphine]

How old are you and who do you ship?

I’ve seen something interesting on my dash about how it seems that there’s a correlation between how old you are and who out of BTS you ship. I think that’s super interesting, so lets do an experiment! Reblog this post with your age and your favorite ship(s) in the tags.

[magikooks-deactivated20220624]

25 - jikook, namjin, taegi, yoonseok

[starryeyedkoo]

Protect J-Hope! Spread the Word!!

hey guys, i don’t have a very big following here, but honestly I’m just trying to make this as known as possible because it is super important

so when Jimin received a death threat everyone knew about it and trended a hashtag the same day and then Hoseok received a threat for their tour concert in Seoul 3 DAYS AGO and almost no one knows about it

please if you see this, reblog it for your followers to see, tweet the hashtag #ProtectJungHoseok to spread the word, and send emails to bighit (esp if you can speak/write in Korean or have a friend that is a k-army!) to make sure they know to protect Hoseok

(these pictures are not mine, they are from @/httpjoonful on twitter)

PLEASE SPREAD AWARENESS TO KEEP HOSEOK AND ALL OF BTS SAFE

[lera-thp]

please... why do people like this exist 

[lera-thp]

Jikook webtoon

So, I already posted this on twitter but I’m going to draw a Jikook webtoon (:  I’m still doing the sketches for the first chapter but I’m sure I will upload it in the next few days.  A little preview of Jimin’s unfinished character haha... I was sick so I couldn’t finish it in the past days but stay tuned c:

[jikookprotect]

[lera-thp]

me: I hope BTS won‘t do a tour and come to Berlin... even after 5 years, I‘m not ready

*30 min later*

BTS: WORLD TOUR, 2 X IN BERLIN

me: I’m sure they won‘t dye their hair soon... they just had their comeback!

*1 day later*

BTS: SUPRISE BITCH

what‘s next?

[allforbts]

180621 BTS_twt’s Tweet

🐶호비와 탄이🐶

🐶Hobi and Tanie🐶

Trans cr: Bem @ allforbts © Please credit when taking out

[bangtan]

[lera-thp]

85 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @calicokookie, thanks! (:

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

Last…?

1. Drink ─  water

2. Phone call ─ a friend of mine who didn’t show up at the cinema in time xd

3. Text message ─ does whatsapp count? then my boyfriend c:

4. Song you listened to ─ Troye Sivan - Dance To This

5. Time you cried ─ woah... I don’t really know but I think when OMG NO I REMEMBER! when my friend told me that she managed to buy a vip ticket for bts for me *cries again*

Ever…?

6. Dated someone twice ─ no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it ─ well I cringe but regret? nope

8. Been cheated on ─ not that I know??? but who knows, right? :’D

9. Lost someone special ─ yes

10. Been depressed ─ yes and idk...yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up ─  never have and never will

12. Favourite colour ─ GREEN <3

13. Favourite colour ─ GREEN <3

14. Favourite colour ─ blue is nice too haha

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends ─ yes

16. Fallen out of love ─ with myself? yes... with others? not one bit <3

17. Laughed until you cried ─ YEES?!?!

18. Found out someone was talking about you ─ yes

19. Met someone who changed you ─ yes

20. Found out who your friends are ─ actually idk tbh but there are some where I’m sure, yes <3

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list ─  well... I’m kissing my boyfriend for almost 3 years now, SO YES :D but he’s just on the list tho because back then everyone added everyone???

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl ─ I actually almost only have friends that I at least know irl or went to my school, don’t use fb anymore anyway

23. Do you have any pets ─  yes, a fat chihuahua <3 <3 <3

24. Do you want to change your name ─ no

25. What did you do for your last birthday ─ bowling and making pizza with some friends lol

26. What time did you wake up today ─  around 8am but I read fanfics until 10

27. What were you doing at midnight last night ─  ...writing my own fanfic xd

28. What is something you can’t wait for ─ actually this whole year... I will travel with my parents, then with my boyfriend and then go the bts concert??? what did I do to deserve this????

30. What are you listening to right now ─ eh lol Micheal Jackson - Smooth Criminal

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ─ yeah 

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves ─ annoying people, my never ending headaches

33. Most visited website ─  youtube, tumblr, ao3

34. Hair colour ─ blonde

35. Long or short hair ─ short but it’s getting longer c:

36. Do you have a crush on someone ─ I’m in love with my boyfriend (and bts lol jk..or not)

37. What do you like about yourself ─  bad timing to ask... rn nothing 

38. Want any piercings? ─ no

39. Blood type ─ I think B

40. Nicknames ─ Lea or Lera

41. Relationship status ─ in a happy relationship hehe

42. Zodiac ─  Capricorn

43. Pronouns ─ She/her

44. Fave TV shows ─ DETECTIVE CONAN

45. Tattoos ─ none

46. Right or left handed ─ right

47. Ever had surgery ─ well just my wisdom teeth removal

48. Piercings ─ no

49. Sport ─ just going to the gym and dancing from time to time

50. Vacation ─  this year Croatia with my parents and then Seoul and Tokyo with my boyfriend <3

51. Trainers ─ ???

More general

52. Eating ─ love korean and japanese food <3 

53. Drinking ─ water... and rarely vanilla coke (damn good)

54. I’m about to watch ─  idk

55. Waiting for ─ me being productive

56. Want ─ to improve my drawing skills, my korean, start editing videos again, making some playlists, learning dances, improve my russian

57. Get married ─ maybe in a few years

58. Career ─ idk kinda decided to become an artist... visual designer would be awesome, let’s see ~

Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses ─  hugs

60. Lips or eyes ─ eyes

61. Shorter or taller ─ taller

62. Older or younger ─ I don’t care

63. Nice arms or stomach ─ doesn’t matter 

64. Hookup or relationship ─ relationship lol?

65. Troublemaker or hesitant ─ hesitant

Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger ─ no

67. Drank hard liquor ─ yes and I loved it lol

68. Lost glasses ─ no but I broke mine once (sat on them)

69. Turned someone down ─ yes

70. Sex on first date ─ NO T_T 

71. Broken someone’s heart ─ unfortunately yes? but not on purpose, I’m still sorry until now

72. Had your heart broken ─ BIG FAT YES... from many people around me actually but everything’s better now <3

73. Been arrested ─ no

74. Cried when someone died ─ yes

75. Fallen for a friend ─ yes lol my now boyfriend hahaha

Do you believe in…?

76. Yourself ─ a little bit? 

77. Miracles ─ yes... because I have a fucking vip ticket for bts LIKE WTF this can only be a miracle

78. Love at first sight ─ YES

79. Santa Claus ─ wtf

80. Kiss on a first date ─ well, it’s not impossible

81. Angels ─ no

Other

82. Best friend’s name ─ don’t want to post their names but they know it <3

83. Eye colour ─ grey/blue/green idek

84. Favourite Movie ─ GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES 

85. Favourite Actor  ─ not really into actors

I’ll tag only @kouhasbuttcheek haha (: 

[lera-thp]

handwriting tag c: thanks for tagging me @calicokookie 💕 sorry but my phone camera doesn‘t focus anymore 😅 I only tag @fancy-rubbish 😏😏

[lera-thp]

is he trying to show black and white with his eyes??? one has eyeliner on, the other not 👀

[minskkyu]

POWER COUPLE

[lera-thp]

An old edit of mine... it’s nothing special,  just rewatched a few videos of mine and this really hit me hard. I was desperately trying to find my passion in the past few years but after watching this, I realised that I never lost my passion, I just forgot about it...

I think I will start editing again... I really hope to find my happiness again ♥