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I am a newgen to tumblr!! // 18+ so like minors pls don't follow me // ARO ACE LESBIAN!! // I am undiagnosed so there's absolutely nothing wrong with me take that up with my lawyers (the voices) // I really like evil women, better when the evil women in question have red glasses and have crows as their animals (if I had a nickel..) // currently obsessed with hand jumper but PJEG is still very much near and dear to my heart (don't talk to me about what happened in March.) // INTP 6w5 (614 both trifix and tritype r same) RLOEI Mel-Phlem true neutral (but I consider myself to be neutral good)!! tho I've been debating 1w2 recently :thinking: // I am a chronically online loser that's taking engineering classes // I don't post stuff here I just stalk and reblog //

[leviserawhim]

Mmh I am very against posting publicly but part of this tumblr is an attempt to be more comfortable in my own skin

Hi hi I am leviserawhim!! But I go by whimm for the most part. If you somehow know me from another platform (or god forbid real life), then oh my god get away from me (I love u!!)

I am 🇨🇴 and 🇨🇺 !!

I deeply enjoy a lot of different fandoms and media!!

The colored ones are the ones I'm actively drooling over (at least at the time of posting this)

> Hand Jumper (very much a newgen tho)

> Project Eden's Garden (I miss it sm)

> Your Turn To Die (I binged the entire logic route in one sitting while sleep deprived.. need to watch the emotion route sighh)

> Life is Strange (currently replaying it oh my god)

> Unstable SMP (I'm a mild larp.. I've seen parrot and wemmbu (only s2)'s perspectives tho I like have skimmed over a lot of the videos because THEYRE SOOO LONG.. bring wifies back he was the only sentient person

> Dandy's World (this game sucks ass I hate it /srs.. though I don't play it anymore because it's fallen off + qwell not addressing any allegations )

> Night in the Woods (this game BROKE ME)

> Omori (this game ALSO BROKE ME.. the catastrophic the damage this game has done to me.. every time I replay it I start seeing shit)

> Amphibia (I love marcy mwah mwah mwah)

> Danganronpa (unfortunately..)

> my cutie ocs

> Subnautica (helped me realize I love the ocean)

> Portal (was the entire reason I discovered I love engineering)

--non fandoms/interests--

> Typology!! (LFVE IVS-LA, INTP, sp/sx6w5 (614), RLOEI, Mel-Phlem, True Neutral, LSI but idk how accurate that is?.. low-key need to look at it more.)

> Math!!

> Digi and Trad Art

> 3d Modeling

> Engineering.. specifically Ocean (I FUCKING LOVE SUBMARINES.)

I am the ultimate sufferer of anxiety and overthinking and would sooner tear off my skin than actively reach out to a moot (sorry guys idrk if u care tho lmao)

I have a mild phobia (or more like extreme big discomfort) of staring or just realistic eyes staring at the camera (cartoony ones or ones that are looking to the side are fine, but stuff like a realistic human eye staring into the camera GROSS GET IT AWAY)

I don't mind being reached out to!! (though I will very much freak out bear with me im not used to being perceived lmao)

Anyways, this account I don't do much on asides from mentalillness-post and spam reblog and like for media I enjoy.

[gigglemutgoppy]

Sou Hiyori

some Sou sprites i made for my AU...

[lesbixch]

making my own post bc its silly. Ryujin were u not the one who went to steal these clothes in the first place . Why did u steal the dress then .

im going crazy like im remembering correctly right . SHES THE ONE WHO STOLE IT. Did she get it for sayeon, and then sayeon refused it? Was the dress the only thing in ryujins size? Did she plan on wearing the pants and then they turned out too long (💔) so sayeon nabbed them? was she not looking at what she was grabbing from the store? was this a themed clothing shop w mostly dresses? was there a tiny corner of her heart that thought it would look better on her..? did she get it bc she would be unrecognizable w it on? did she want to force fem sayeon w the dress and get rebuffed 💔 like WHAT HAPPENED.. girl u only have urself to blame here!!! u cant be acting all pissed… U STOLE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE…….

[ewaneneollav]

repeat after me: people don’t notice the little details. i’m going to get away with it. people don’t notice the little details. i’m going to get away with it.

[tony-hawks-prole-skater-2]

[xxrie]

That’s why you should never accept the excuse “Well it was a different time.” They knew it was wrong. They always knew.

[thenightraze]

While the name Sayeon basically means tragic backstory/tragic choice. I also broke up the characters to see if it could mean anything else:

Sa (사 ) commonly means the number 4. 4 is an unlucky number in Korea and is associated with death. 

Yeon (연) in itself does not mean “fate” (it can mean “connection/bonds/ties”, though it depends on the hanja used), it is however a character needed for the word fate (e.g. Inyeon - the “fate” that is closely tied to the Red-Strings of Fate). In Korea the Red-Strings of Fate is the same concept as the one Sleepy mentioned in episode 74 e.g. the strings are not just connected to your “soulmate”, but to everyone you will effect in life.

However, I wonder if Sara chose the name Sayeon to imply “Death of Fate”?

It also interests me that Samin’s name in combination with Sayeon, could also give you the proper “inyeon” word.

We also have the “Sa (사 )”. The possible death association between Sara, Samin and Sayeon too. Making them the “three deaths”? The "three deaths of fate"?

[autistic-elf]

"Guilt will save the world" (Sara's masterplan)

Ok, I'm pretty sure someone in the fandom probably has made this theory already, but I'll be posting here anyway.

So, in chapter 125 we learn that Wolhye's relic feeds on guilt to be used and that in the hands of someone with enough remorse it can be really powerfull (considering that Snake was One-shot)

Now, we know that Wolhye recognises how the guilt that she feels about her actions fuels her Relic's power and so she does not hold it back and allows herself to feel sadness about her acts of violence, even going as far as (light spoilers for fastpass) deliberately making herself empathise with her enemies so that she may feel remorse for killing them.

Compare her now to Sayeon. Sayeon also feels a lot of guilt about her actions, both from her childhood and for her current plans. However, she buries those feelings so that they do not interfere with her plots. One of the aspects of the Godling's offer that tempts her is that her guilt would go away alongside her humanity.

Clearly there is a paralel between the two. One feels guilt and turns it into strength while the other feels it and pushes it down due to perceiving this as weakness.

Considering this, one could imagine that if Sayeon obtained the Penitence she would be able to wield it quite well. Not only that, but you could even say that it would be somewhat healing, allowing her to feel and accept her emotions and humanity, perharps it would even help her understand these concepts better.

Sayeon feels like a perfect fit for the Relic. So, considering that it was originally given as a gift from Sara and considering all that we theorize about Sara possibily having a future sight Gift, could this be all part of her plan? Did Sara give Penitence to Wolhye predicting that she would be able to wield it for long enough until her path crosses with Sayeon? Did she purposively raise her daughters in a way that Sayeon would develop all those conflicting feelings within herself, making her a perfect wilder for Penitence in the same way that she did with Wolhye?

And if so, then why? What is her final goal? Will Sayeon end up with the Relic in her hands? Will Wolhye give it to her willingly or will something else happen?

Anyways, thanks for reading my crazy ramblings. I`m ready to be proven completly wrong in the future.

[mllfology]

sick entertainment, but i'll bet it feels good when you're coming down

[licl0ud]

First thing when I thought of when I saw Sayeon like that 💔

[officiallyeminent]

hand jumper

Unedited under cut

[swagvo1d]

doomed

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

you make one fucking post where the point is “women are encouraged to develop disordered eating from a very young age and that impacts how we view the ‘natural’ size and shape of women” and too many reblogs later i am being accused of saying short people wouldn’t exist if they ate better growing up. i’m sorry but if you genuinely think i was saying that you are just a buffoon. i cannot and will not sanction your buffoonery.

[retrezerni]

[animoof]

Posted this on the gram too

[64mpg]

it has always been a dream of mine to relax

[cntrolfreak]

She’s completely sane your honor…

[ourpleee]