professional mess

professionally dx : major depressive, general and social anxiety, PTSD. waiting for a professional dx : ADHD, OCD, possible BPD. undiagnosed eating disorder. a side blog for when I break down. pro self dx.

[i-am-goblin]

Found this on reddit and thought it was funny

[traumaticchild]

“what happened to you made you stronger” 

i was a child. i didn’t need to be strong i needed to be safe

[aptxx4869-deactivated20160504]

my traumatized ass: do I have a crush or am I just idolizing this person for being vaguely nice to me

[cntnd]

Trauma survivors on tv: (beautifully broken, delivers tearful speech on their traumas, hug it out)

Me: (describes abusive event and laughs) BOY THAT SURE WAS FUCKED UP

[aroseforno-one-deactivated20221]

sorry i forgot to reply i dont feel fucking alive

[erotski-deactivated20190316]

oh looks its i hate myself o’clock

[bipolarblueberries]

I’m not really a human, I’m actually 7 mental illnesses in a trench coat

[thatadhdfeel]

That adhd feel when you realize youre oversharing and you get the weird instant “SHAME” feeling

[trauma-tape]

bpd culture is having an unhealthy fixation on romance but also thinking you’re too broken to ever be Truly Loved™

[bluemoon-boi-deactivated2018041]

I’m scared of being abandoned because everyone that promised me that they would never leave left

[micawindow]

me reading my own posts: hmm..  That’s an embarrassing thing 2 post on the internet 

[sunshyne8162]

Take a shower they said

It’ll make you feel better they said

Nope. I’m still sad. I’m just sad and wet.

[factsmyguy-deactivated20180214]

i deadass lost interest in everything. im just cruising on autopilot rn

[sapropel]

I know I say “mood” on posts a lot and you must be wondering “how can he have so many moods?” And the answer is mental illness

[pdsquirl]

[arandomthot]

This hits home a little too hard

[yourthoughtsspace-deactivated20]