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Dean jr:

Roadtrip from hell (E)

Character study series (Gen)

John:

X timetravel johndean

X jonzazel

X john giving birth to adam

X johnmary warding mutilation

Raphael character study fic

Jimmycas get thrown into Hell

#writing #spn #supernatural #john winchester #jimmy novak #dean winchester #dean jr #johnmary #adam milligan

dean-interrupted

will i get killed if i say i don’t actually believe john winchester did his best with his sons. i do think he loved them and he probably did what he thought was his best but it really wasn’t. there were many ways he could have easily done a lot better

#some parts of the trauma were necessary to keep them safe. like teaching them how to handle weapons and guns from a young age #but there’s no way that leaving them alone in motels with a child in charge and strangers everywhere around was the best he could do #not when he knew hunters who had stable housing. bobby and pastor jim were right there the boys could have easily stayed with them #instead of being left on their own which was in fact way more dangerous and put them at risk #making them grow up too fast by telling them about the supernatural and teaching them how to fight was relatively necessary to keep them saf #the neglect the physical abuse and the psychological abuse were not #<- literally hard agree #like i have Heard an argument being made that john was scared the YED would find sam if they stayed too long in one place and that its a #lose lose situation but i dont believe John as an individual parent handled that the way he could’ve #like there are the circumstances and then theres john himself being abusive to the kids for his own reasons #the moment where dean knows its azazel bc john would not be considerate with him really says a lot

thyunsworld

🤤

dean-ness

alaynestone

another interesting thing about devil's trap is how much creepier the demon's interactions with dean are compared to his interactions with sam when you'd probably expect the opposite given the personal connection. not just the dialogue and acting but the directorial choices having him loom over dean contrasted with the significantly less suggestive angles manners uses with sam.

like there is no scenario where azazel rapes sam in that cabin but the whole setup has dean about to be raped and tortured and murdered in a way that is supposed to MOTIVATE SAM. sam's role is to be forced to watch it happen unless he taps into his rage and uses his powers to stop it. dean is fair game because he's just in the way as sam's weak spot and connection to humanity.

alaynestone

and the same dynamic is repeated in ahbl with sam once again pinned to the wall and forced to watch dean get brutalized at the altar of his destiny.

a year later he's back against that wall helplessly watching dean get dragged to hell by hellhounds but interestingly lilith gets much more "personal" with sam than azazel did. he is, after all, her competition, not chosen champion.

bonus: claws in both 1x22 and 3x16.

gabriestat

truth is, your daddy brainwashed you with all that devil talk and no doubt touched you in a bad place

Jousuke born yesterday Jousuke only depiction of innocence in a completely distorted (both to viwers and to characters) world

#jojolion #gappy higashikata #jjba #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jousuke higashikata #jojo’s bizarre adventure

dean jr pintrest board snippet

(In the piece with the hands, the wounded one is Sam. Obviously.)

#spn #supernatural #dean jr #dean jr winchester

Pucci badtouched whichever ones of DIO’s children he could get his hands on

#donatello versus #jjba rikiel #jjba ungalo #and it was donatello bc he had the closest coloring

yourthirdparent

full samglass collection as it stands

winchesterian

there's no way sam wasnt grooming dean jr into his little boywife

#EXACTLY #thesis of my blog #dean jr

suncaptor

frustrates me when people feel intensely about how mary was forced together with john and how horrifying that is for her but don't acknowledge the exact same thing happened to john.

#john is defined by the loss of a love he was supernaturally made to feel!#to be clear i do think it's horrifying for mary just also john #<- LITERALLY #johnmary

flowersintheimpala69

johnmary samdean parallels

gothicrepetitions

This frame…. This fucking frame…. This is it, this is the Supernatural scene ever…. Supernatural thesis statement, incest thesis statement. The way this ties back to everything. The way every single foundational character is present here, if not physically then in essence. The way this scene is what shaped the Winchesters’ lives, the ultimate act of incest that tainted their blood, that doomed them all, Mary to her death, Sam to his birth, ruining the Winchester family, ruining their blood.

The way this scene happened because Dean saved a girl and brought Azazel’s attention to Mary, dooming her and their family. How this is how it’s always been, the Winchesters saving others and dooming themselves. Mary saves John and dooms herself, but she dooms John too, and startsnthe cycle of making deals to save the one you love, not accepting death as the end (S5 ending, despite its tragedy, breaks that cycle; S15 enforces it)

And just… look at this scene. Azazel possessing the body of Mary’s father just like he will (has? This episode’s use of cyclical time mirrors the cycle the Winchesters are stuck in, the cycle that begins here….) possess John. John himself, dead but present, oblivious yet complicit; this scene is about him, about who he will become, because Azazel is Samuel but also Azazel is Samuel is John. Already his relationship with Mary juxtaposes the one with her father, marriage as a power fantasy, marriage as an escape, John as the vehicle which will take her away, that will save her from the fate of having children who grow up in this life (this is the episode he buys the Impala, the Winchesters’ true home).

Samuel is Azazel is John; This is an act of sexual intercourse and conception, the conception of Sam, the ultimate symbol of incest. Azazel came looking for children to make his, the kiss with Mary is the solidification of Sam as his son, the familial taking physical form of Samuel’s body against the sexual intent and language of Azazel, the familial and the sexual in coexistence (the way Mary will name him Samuel after the father who she kissed). But this is also an act of murder, Mary’s murder (their family’s murder). Sam’s (re)birth is Mary’s death. This sexually charged act with incestuous overtones is the direct cause of another; that of Azazel bleeding into Sam’s mouth, feeding him his fluid, tainting Sam’s blood with his own. The way Mary mistakes Azazel for John and JDM plays Azazel in the Pilot.

The fact that this entire scene is in Dean’s eyes. Dean as a witness, Dean as a voyeur.

holyfreaks

i can never go home

- john winchester at the crossroads

for bb discord motw prompt week

prompt(s) used: crossroad demons, home, corruption

#oh johnmary my johnmary

It should’ve ended with Creon marrying Ismene

#if sarah kane was there it wouldvs #ismene #creon #greek mythology #antigone #oedipus rex

Brigette & Ginger and Needy & Jennifer are all basically the same thing

#monstrous codependant violent lesbian girlhood #ginger snaps #jennifer’s body #fitzcest

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