Life of a hobbit

You can call me Scarlett! I'm 25, but I look like 16, or at least that's what they say. Sometimes I need help with opening doors or turning on the lights, expecially if I go in places own by normal people. I'm not a midget (on paper), I'm just short and skinny. I like beer and movies, I don't eat sweets (except ice cream) and I read a lot. For now, I feel a bit lost and I just need to express my emotions. Don't bother to cheer me up, I'm not looking for that. I just need a place for me and my thoughts.

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Who's coming to area 51?

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"There will always be a gap in my heart where your atoms once settled."

Nicole M. (via wnq-writers)

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“But then #summer passed, and #winter came, and I fell short for safety. I fell for its #spell, slowly humming me to sleep, because I was tired and small, too weak to take or handle those opinions and views, attacking me from every angle…I collected my thoughts, my few possessions, and built isolated #walls around my values and character. I protected my own definition of beauty and success like a treasure at the bottom of the sea, for no one saw what I saw, or felt the same as I did, and so I wanted to keep to myself. You hide to protect yourself.” ~ C. Eriksson °°°°°°°° #lifeofahobbit #brasov #winter #city #citystreets #buildings #photography #phonephotography #landscapephotography #streetphotography #urbangirl #huaweip20lite #hobbiton #house #oldhouse #courtyard (at Brașov County) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsFS8LYjLAn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14q1vlzii6wyq

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"I see #beauty as the grace point between what #hurts and what #heals, between the #shadow of #tragedy and the #light of #joy. I find beauty in my #scars. We all have scars, inside and out. We have freckles from sun exposure, emotional trigger points, #brokenbones, and #brokenhearts. However our scars manifest, we need not feel ashamed but beautiful. It is beautiful to have lived, really lived, and to have the marks to prove it. It’s not a competition—as in “My scar is better than your scar”—but it’s a testament of our inner strength." °°°°°°°° #lifeofahobbit #brasov #ilovethiscity #street#city #landscapephotography #streetphotography #urbangirl #phonephotography #hobbiton #oldhouse #buildings #huaweip20lite (at Brașov County) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsFYXLIDwa4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ge4svw5yi79f

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#The #thoughts you loved to think about, the #memories you wanted to hold up to the light and view from every angle- it suddenly seems a lot safer to #lock them in a box, far from the #light of day, and throw away the #key. It's not an act of bitterness. It's an act of self-preservation. It's not always a bad idea to stay behind the #window and look out at #life instead, is it? ~ A. B. Condie °°°°°°°° 📸 © @ravenfeathermedia #lifeofahobbit #winter #photography #wilderness #forest #walk #nature #wonderlust #trees #snow #mountains #travelinside #view #thoughtsaboutlife https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs48VZkDLXK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qm8fpr2h3511

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"We build #walls to protect ourselves, but we end up all #alone on this path called #life. We say we #love, but we're not even sure what those words mean. We pretend we know each other, but we don't even know the person from the #mirror. We have so much, and yet so little. We connect on a superficial level, and yet we crave for meaningful #relationships. We are the ones who pull out the #shots. And yet, we are the ones who complain..." °°°°°°°° #lifeofahobbit #brasov #ilovethiscity #street #city #citystreets #buildings #photography #streetphotography #urbanphotography #phonephotography #landscapephotography #huaweip20lite #hobbiton #road #roadphotography (at Brașov County) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsFWr0pjqSN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wdazkm5emsca

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"Her #body was a #prison, her #mind was a prison. Her #memories were a prison. The people she loved. She couldn't get away from the #hurt of them. She could leave ... , walk out of her apartment, #walk forever if she liked, but she couldn't #escape what really hurt. Tonight even the #sky felt like a prison." ~ A. Brashares °°°°°°°° #winter2k18 #house #lifeofahobbit #street #streetphotography #urbanphotography #phonephotography #landscapephotography #mountains #cold #hobbiton #citystreets #road #quotes (at Brasov, Romania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsk01vxjzAK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=155wm1jaafmjm

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#The #spirit of the #house had rescued itself by sleeping in the #walls, by retreating into the welcoming #wood away from the #dust. It stayed there with the #memories of its #birth, of the hugs and laughter that once were its #colours and #music, for that is the way of spirits. So though the floors were bare and the #paint was in need of loving care, though the #furniture lay still without the warmth of its family, it stood all the same, strong beneath the #flakes and dirt of years." ~ A. Abraham °°°°°°°° #winter2k18 #house #lifeofahobbit #street #streetphotography #urbanphotography #phonephotography #landscapephotography #huaweip20lite #city #citystreets #buildings #photography (at Brasov, Romania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsk1SpLDE-W/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ctkrjb3ufhkb

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"The So-called '#BlackSheep' of the family are, in fact, #seekers of liberation #roads for the family tree. Those members of the tree who do not adapt to the rules or traditions of the family system, those who were constantly seeking to revolutionize #beliefs, going in #contrast to roads marked by family traditions, those criticized, tried and even rejected, those, by General, they are called to release the tree of repetitive stories that frustrate entire generations. The 'Black Sheep', those who do not adapt, those who #scream #rebel, repair, detoxify and create a new and blooming branch... countless unfulfilled desires, unfulfilled #dreams, frustrated talents of our #ancestors manifest themselves in their rebellion looking to take place . The family tree, by inertia, will want to continue to maintain the castrating and toxic course of its trunk, which makes its task difficult and conflicting... that no one makes you doubt, take care of your 'rarity' as the most precious flower of Your Tree. You are the dream of all your ancestors. " ~ B. Hellinger °°°°°°°° #lifeofahobbit #quotes #lifequotes #poetry #readersofinstagram #art #thoughts #discoveryourself #whoyouare (at Brasov, Romania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsk2PGkDyIe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n2zcltigargl

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I believe in the #magic of #forests. °°°°°°°° 📸 ©@ravenfeathermedia #forestsnowfall #lifeofahobbit #winter #photography #wilderness #forest #walk #nature #wonderlust #trees #snow #mountains #travelinside (at Brasov, Romania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs2rGPdDsfZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nfebm63tc75i

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#Freedom from the struggles of being a #human. You might even remember who you really are... °°°°°°°° #lifeofahobbit #quotes #univers #magicuniverse #mercury #planets #weallhavethemagic #wearepartoftheuniverse #planet #space #astronomy #astronaut #lifequotes (at Brasov, Romania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs2sck8jRm1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tvoirrzv0jug

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#Books are always there for me when #reality becomes too #overwhelming. °°°°°°°° 📸 © @ravenfeathermedia #lifeofahobbit #winter #photography #wilderness #forest #walk #nature #wonderlust #trees #snow #mountains #travelinside #books #read #reader #readersofinstagram #bookstagram #bookshelf #bookaesthetic #bookaholic #tronuldeclestar #throneofglass (at Poiana Brasov) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs461MIjQ9C/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19ihuas2ft2kc

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“What we are doing to the #forests of the #world is but a #mirror reflection of what we are doing to ourselves and to one another.” ~ M. Gandhi °°°°°°°° 📸 © @ravenfeathermedia #lifeofahobbit #discovering #newpaths #forest #snowflakes #picoftheday #mountains #wilderness #winter #trees #protecttheforest #protectthenature #travelinside (at Poiana Brasov) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs2rq_uDQBS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cxh3dzn4s851

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Maybe we all belong among the #stars. But #people, #life, #society, #rules, #preconceptions, #paradigms.. made us #forget. Made us forget the #magic that's within us. Made us forget how #amazing we were before they told us how we should be. Made us forget #whoweare or who we wanted to #be. Made us obey and follow the crowd, to #afraid of being unaccepted, to afraid of the #solitude that comes when you choose to #standout. And maybe our way back to ourselves it's written on the stars. Watch the #sky, ask yourself what's wrong with the life you've got, find your answer and start the #journey of #creatingyourself. °°°°°°°° #lifeofahobbit #quotes #univers #magicuniverse #planets #weallhavethemagic #wearepartoftheuniverse #lifequotes (at Brașov County) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs4-w2vDHMj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ylpgdi6dg0ee

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So you've hurt me...now you're just another one of the monsters that sleep under my bed. #welcome

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“The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay without you.”

- B.M.

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Watching him, peacefully moving on with his life, like he never felt a thing, crushes you all over again...

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The truth is...

I can't do it without you. I can't life without you. I need you, not in the way of killing myself because I don't have you, but in the way that life tastes better while having you. Everything is much easier, the smiles are more natural, my heart beats with a purpose not only for survival reasons. It's been so hard for me till I met you. My life was a continuous struggle for surviving, I had so many moments of doubts and solitude and I never actually had a reason to fight. Maybe that's why is so hard for me to give up on you. I promised to myself that if one day I will meet someone who diserves my love, my attention and my heart, I will give it freely, without second thought, without questioning or hesitating. I've promised to myself that I won't give up on him. Because I know so well how it feels to be given up on. And I don't wanna do that. Not with you nor anyone else. I don't quite on people, usually people quite on my. And if you want to be just one of so many who gave up on me, I'll understand that in some point. It won't be easy, it will tear me apart, it will break my spirit in million peaces. But I will find a way to live with it for the rest of my life. I won't have another option. But that doesn't mean it will be easy, I will probably fall asleep crying for a while, I will wake up screaming in the middle of the night and no one will be there to hug me and tell me that I'm OK, that everything is going to be OK. For a while I will be a ghost walking among the living. There will be no smiles, nor laughs, Christmas will be awful and I will probably think about giving up. I may actually decide to give up. But I hope I won't.  I hope I will find a way to deal with all the pain and I hope that this will be the last time when I'm forced to do it. Because I'm tired of being the lonely wolf...