nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

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nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
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Shoutouts to that time my ex was so done with my Spamton interest they decided to say I was addicted to him like he's some kind of substance just bc I was involved with the fandom in the middle of a pandemic
How did you get in here
Mikewad and Ogtha from Jabroni_Mike's Tomodachi Life playthrough!
people will really be like "omg to.be cringe is to be free" and then bully animators and fanfic writers and cosplay makers and furries and
keep getting glimpses into an alternate timeline where plurality is more normalized and you can buy shitty tshirts and mugs about it
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Hiiiii! Your art is lovely. You draw Caine with so much emotion and dynamism! I’d like to draw him more, but I really struggle with his teeth/head. Would you be willing to share any tips for how you approach drawing him? No worries if not; thanks for sharing your art with us. 💖
Thanks for the question!
I wasn't sure how to explain it in words, so I made a little visual guide for you.
Wow wow thank you for the kind words on my previous tadc post 🫶 especially to the people who enjoy how I draw caine, so here is another doodle dump for you :)
I also didn't elaborate in my last post, but i have this idea where Pomni is homesick and Caine--seeing an opportunity to maybe be able to make one of the humans like him--recreates places according to Pomni's memories of them to try and make her happy (and by extension, enjoy him and his creations) but it slowly becomes less self-motivated when she begins teaching him about the human world and he eventually becomes more fascinated by it, and starts to find that ordinary life might be something special and worth enjoying after all. So that's what the last doodle (and the ones on the previous sketch dump) are about lol
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Cute you got your hopes up tho :]
Someone pls tell him he did a great job
and give him a little head pat as a reward... and He’d start purring like a cat
Never had a friend like CAINE
(I'm obsessed with Caine's song atm and can't get the "Friend Like Me" visuals out of my head so haha WE MIX BOTH)
Their dynamic is so interesting to me. What do you mean they scold this godlike entity like he’s their younger brother or something with their hands on their hips and everything and he both lets them do that AND reacts accordingly
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Caine's insecurity ultimately comes from the fact that he feels inferior. He was the original and he was discarded and now that he has taken over the new system, he should be better right? Better than this, better than what they treat him, a better creator, a better everything.
But they hate him. They hate what he makes. He is bad at what he does, and he knows it, and he cannot accept it, and people keep fucking dying and so he keeps making new adventures like he was fucking designed to, thats what they wanted him to do, right?? Create???? So he creates and creates and creates and creates and CREATES and all of this to be told YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
You were never good enough.
You will never be good enough.
They all hate you.
They hate what you do.
They hate what you are.
Caine (allegedly) dies KNOWING that he is hated.
And that he is not enough.
Bubble acting as Caine's negative thoughts towards himself, which ultimately are the TRUTH however harsh, and therefore Bubble acting as the voice of REASON is so interesting to me.
Bubble thusfar has been played mostly as a joke. He has been the funny little side character.
But looking back, Caine has ALWAYS kind of hated Bubble. Shoving him aside, trhing to get along with him sometimes sure, but he always loses his temper and dismisses him.
Caine being unable to dismiss the critical truths because they are so overpowering and constant that they overwhelm him because the PROGRAM HE TOOK OVER is breaking through to tell him YOU DID WRONG is so incredible both thematically and narritavely and I think Ill be thinking about Bubble for a really long time actually and I dont even know if any of this actually makes sense outside of my own head.
That scene of them in the office is my new favorite scene of the series and its not even close, it fucked me up.
ALSO, ALSO, THE FACT THAT BUBBLE ISNT REALLY PRESENT THROUGHOUT THE EPISODE ASIDE FROM THAT ONE PART AT THE BEGINNING IS SO FUCKING GOOD BECAUSE IT SHOWS JUST HOW DESPERATE CAINE IS TO IGNORE THESE HARD TRUTHS, AND YET IN THE BACKGROUND YOU CAN STILL SEE HIM, MAYBE NOT HIM HIM, BUT THERE ARE BUBBLES. FACELESS AND WITHOUT NAME, BUT A REMINDER, CAINE CANNOT GET IT OUT OF HIS HEAD, AND HE IS REMINDED EVERY TIME HE LOOKS AT THE CIRCUS
Looking at the files from the computer closer, its likely that Bubble isnt actually the second improved program, HOWEVER, I still think its even more interesting that if Bubble is a creation OF Caine's that Bubble STILL acts the way he does.
In my head that actually makes it MORE likely that Bubble is acting on some of Caine's own thoughts, because that means Bubble is a part of him, and this furthers my idea that Caine actually really fucking hates himself and thinks very lowly of himself because if Bubble is an extension of him, his hatred towards him is very telling.