Un-Lucid bullshit blog!

[ Account owner is 18+. This profile will have mature content. ] - Generally fucked up trans woman. Mainly into ULTRAKILL but also other stuff too, look at my follows and reblogs! - [ Fictionkin of a lot of characters ] 🇵🇸🏳️‍⚧️⚧️🏳️‍🌈

[lilithseconddaughter]

pinning this while i work on an intro (this will be part of it):

i will do my best to spread awareness about fundraisers i know are legitimate, but do not expect me to donate. im financially fucked enough as is and i am horrible at managing enough money to save anyways, i do not have enough to give out to people to support them.

also, do not message me about supporting fundraisers or support campaigns - direct dms from new or unknown accounts about this stuff will be immediately deleted. with the amount of scammers running about, i can't take any risks with my already limited funds. i am sorry.

[dogpuppy]

[foundonpluto]

[rooniearts]

how was she supposed to know organic beings can't hold their battery acid

[doll-failure]

being a trans woman of color is incredible because "progressive" tme people will invoke my life and experiences to talk down to my white sisters as if they're uplifting me but when i try to speak with my own voice they pretend i dont exist

[doll-failure]

can white trans women be racist? of course. are they disproportionately racist compared to other sub-demographics of white people? not in my experience, no. my point with this post isn't to say that white trans women cannot be racist or should never be called out. instead, i hope it makes people question the motivations of some of these callouts. how genuine is the concern for poc when the one doing the callout is ignoring the voices of trans woc? it's obvious from where i stand that much of the concern about "racist trans women" is really a screen behind which pretty routine transphobia/transmisogyny is being hidden.

[fertilefloor]

me if i was a spider:

👉👈

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👉👈

very nice. yes. you know i fucking want it. plus i'm huge i am a huuge spider girl mmm

alas, me the snake that i am: 🐍. i'm so tiny. i am so timy and smalllll. and with no way to communicate just how badly i want you to top me.

[fertilefloor]

this is my best post. no contest.

[dragon-in-a-fez]

just saw a girl wearing two broken smartwatches on the same wrist. some kind of grunge scifi protagonist perhaps

[dragon-in-a-fez]

I'm a little obsessed with you if that's cool

[xzmqr]

third wheel

[bunnywand-z]

MY most life changing trans woman advice: start wearing women’s clothes!!!! and yes, even underwear too!!!!

you may *think* you’re doing fine, trundling along thru life still wearing “Men’s” clothes cos you think they “fit better” ..but this is a lie, many “Women’s” clothes will actually fit you just as well *and* actually improve how you feel abt yourself.. truly Nothing can beat the feeling of finally wearing the clothes that actually Suit You

kill the boymoder in your head!!!!

[storyweavingspider]

Reading older Black queer writing, it always strikes me how whites never goddamn change, whether it’s 1920 or 1987 or 2023.

It’s so fascinating to me how a lot of people accused me of inventing the idea of “marginalized white people are white before they’re marginalized” but I constantly see writings/media from ages ago referencing it. For example, in this Black lesbian piece from 1987 there’s multiple references to it but I’ll pull one:

“‘And we wanted to meet others like ourselves—‘ Patrice added, gently.

‘Like yourselves?’ The words were thrown like acid by J.L.

You goddamn racist! Lettie thought, as the beer churned sourly in her stomach. Beer and anger don’t mix. White racists and Black militants don’t mix, and white lesbians and Black lesbians are white and Black people first, instilled with personal backgrounds of distrust and hostilities.

Seeing the smoldering fire in Lettie’s eyes, J.L. backed away, putting out the cigarette in an ash tray on the edge of the table. ‘Uh—well—you see, this is kind of a private organization.’ She conjured up a weak grin, which became a clown’s grimace. ‘We meet at each other’s houses sometimes and we are all—er—friends.’”

–A Meeting of the Sapphic Daughters by Ann Allen Shockley (1987) in Mouths of Rain: An Anthology of Black Lesbian Thought

I read this and I think of how a “staunch abolitionist” white trans woman told me “it would behoove you to seek them out [Black trans people] and study their vibes.” How those who are supposed to be in solidarity with us as queer folks are committed to ensuring we “know our place” if we try to disrupt the status quo. So many white queers just.. continue the racism of their predecessors with no qualms so long as it fits them. I hate that so little changes.

[musical-chick-13]

“bUt dOn’T yOU kNoW tHAt tHiS tHiNG yOu LikE iS pRObLeMaTiC?”

Yes. I do. I know. I am aware of tropes and their utilization and how storytelling works and how the entertainment industry works and the ways in which all these things can and do function to create counterproductive messages and fall short of perfect representation. I KNOW. I AM AWARE THAT THINGS HAVE FLAWS. You do not have to keep shouting at me or demand that i preface every comment I make about these works with, “I AM ASHAMED I LIKE THIS BECAUSE I KNOW IT’S pRObLeMaTic.”

[eisthenameofme]

"stop playing with x (your favorite thing. which is dogshit by the way) and come play with y instead" can just be "if you like x you should come play with y" or even just "come play with y".

in fact "come play with y" is obviously much more likely to be convincing than both insulting people and framing it as a situation in which they need to drop their favorite things in order to play with y. they don't. you can in fact enjoy multiple things. easily.

this has been a psa

[thatdamnokie]

[Image description: A Tweet by Cory Fitz that reads "The key to understanding Backrooms is that members of Gen Z were kids when shopping malls started dying". Lunchbox (@fishin4lØve) quote retweets it and adds, "Ive talked about how gothic horror is a fear of the remains of a now dead decadence of the past, ie haunted castles or old haunted mansions. Our modern version of this is evidently empty shopping malls and anamatronic pizzaria arcades." End description.]

[40ouncesandamule]

[tlirsgender]

My hot take about ghosts is that they're only scary if they're mad at you. White christians are scared of dead people cause they're the ones killing them

[tlirsgender]

"I'm being haunted by vengeful spirits" and why are the spirits vengeful? 🤨 victim blaming much

[tlirsgender]

Me and the girls are hangin out with our ancestors they're chill as fuck maybe if all the ghosts you know have a problem with you you should look inward

[hierophagy]

and my take today is that framing misogynistic writing as an "inability to write female characters" subconsciously takes away most of the blame, implying that women are an alien creature compared to men and that it is no fault of the writer because it's out of their skill set. it's not an inability, not a lack of expertise, it's the simple refusal to consider women as individual people and give them the same depth and grace that comes easily to the writer when they write male characters. it's not that christopher nolan, stephen king, james cameron (and frankly anyone using the argument, both professional and hobbyist; yes, that includes fanfic writers) etc can't write women, it's that they just won't. at that point in time it is a conscious decision driven by the laziness to unpack their misogynistic biases, and should be addressed as such

[archouai]

*sighs in Dorothy L. Sayers* (at the misogynists, not at op!)

“A man once asked me – it is true that it was at the end of a very good dinner, and the compliment conveyed may have been due to that circumstance – how I managed in my books to write such natural conversation between men when they were by themselves. Was I, by any chance, a member of a large, mixed family with a lot of male friends? I replied that, on the contrary, I was an only child and had practically never seen or spoken to any men of my own age till I was about twenty-five. ‘Well,’ said the man, ‘I shouldn’t have expected a woman [meaning me] to have been able to make it so convincing.’ I replied that I had coped with this difficult problem by making my men talk, as far as possible, like ordinary human beings. This aspect of the matter seemed to surprise the other speaker; he said no more, but took it away to chew it over. One of these days it may quite likely occur to him that women, as well as men, when left to themselves, talk very much like human beings also.”

— “Are Women Human?”, 1938

[vampyyuri]

lee undergoes a queer affirming bangs trim