seven loves you so much

but do me a favor, baby, don't reply. c-did system - autism - npd

[an-expensive-fake]

fucked up i'm walking around with no indicators of my superiority. like obviously im better than everyone here?? but they can't see it at all?? i need a halo or something

[your-fav-is-a-narc]

Vox from Hazbin Hotel!

VOX from HAZBIN HOTEL is a narc!

req: @alhyastarain

[bugicidal]

” Not everyone has to like you ” ‼️ VERY loud VERY incorrect buzzer noise ‼️‼️

[sleepcollective]

Comic we made about our syscovery omg

More under the cut

Even if some of us are still in denial, we wouldn't want it any other way.

Don't think I need to say this but ofc some of us are more vivid and distinct than others, but really, so many of us are subtle in the way we present. We also didnt draw aaalll of us at the end, too lazy to draw all of us lmao. Way too many.

[rabbittongues]

the death of my freedom on display to commend

[azellene]

NUDITY CW

Lyrics is from Dirty Night Clowns by Chris Garneau i started listening to it again

[theiasystem]

indecision

[folklorespring]

If We Lived Here by Paula Rebsom

[derpyjackarts]

My friend said something about Jax in the new episode, which reminds me of something Mae Borowski said in Night In The Woods.

[dysaniadisorder]

i got it down guys trust me.

[hisbrunetteroots]

Dear narcissist in need of supply,

You are the best.

Yes, you specifically, I'm looking at YOU.

You're not a monster, you're not evil like society makes you and your disorder out to be.

You are perfect, you don't need to change for anyone and you're important. Everyone wants to be your friend, everyone wants to be like you because you're so fucking amazing.

You deserve the spotlight.

[ycoil]

(walking and twitching with a meandering direction muttering to myself) dumb fucking idiots, im gonna kill you all, im going to fucking kill you *approaching stranger on sidewalk who looks slightly concerned* (suddenly straightens up, puts on a million dollar smile, and starts waving) how ya doin? the rain makes me so god damn gleeful, it fills me with boundless energy and joy, tell me you can feel it my friend

[semiplural]

States of Being

We were trying to explain to some friends earlier that saying "this person is in front" and "this person is co-conscious" isn't always the most useful phrasing for us because either of those terms can mean a lot of different things. We have our own words that we like to use to describe where folks can be in relation to our awareness.

The states on this chart are still a bit of a simplification, as we flow between them and it's more of a spectrum than a discrete set, but they're close enough to the actual language that we use to do the job.

[permanenteclipse]

Btw I drew it to immortalize it because it's something I keep thinking about every other month

[etchetcetera]

Been feeling frustrated a lot about not having energy to make art like I’d like to so decided to make some art about that

[sysotd]

SYSTEM OTD is...

★ kris dreemurr from deltarune

coded; kris's body is controlled by their soul / the player, making them do things they don't agree with.

[thegalvanizedstaff]

Ableism? The fact that Vox is so NPD coded, but everyone immediately assigned him BPD instead, because they saw him "obsessing" over Alastor, and we all know how much BPD is just associated with "unhealthy obsession" and other "romantic" aspects, while NPD is "unacceptable and evil and our favorite character would never!"

While PDs in one cluster can be similar, it is the core that can differ them. And the core of Vox is that he needs positive attention. He needs to feel better than and above others, he needs praise and admiration and control. He is generally composed and professional, he knows how to twist the news in his favor in order to look like he's in the right.

It is just Alastor, his chosen person, that makes him lose his cool. Because Vox opened up to him, he trusted him, let his guard down around him and expressed genuine admiration (which is an extremely vulnerable thing for pwNPD). And then... Alastor just laughs in his face, steps on his heart, tears his trust apart? The narcissistic crash and the narcissistic rage is nothing you can imagine after that.

Vox is not in a good environment. He is not in therapy or surrounded by emotionally available people. Of course he doesn't move on. He makes it his goal, his dream to make Alastor pay for humiliating him, and the fact that Vox has a high status in Pride Ring just feeds into the dream. His chosen person rejected him and now he needs to show Alastor that he is smarter, he is stronger, he is better. Make Alastor feel the same humiliation and despair he felt... Even if it means fucking killing himself and everyone, apparently.

Yes, you can see Vox as a borderline, but like, c'mon now... Hear me out.