dallon (43)

he/him | 16 autistic/disabled/mentally ill i never shut up

[lionsonjupiter]

info:

basics:

name: dallon

age: 16

pronouns: he/him

important warning:

i am mentally ill. i have diagnosed bpd and show every symptom of covert npd. everything i do is self-serving. i don't mean to hurt anyone, and i'm unaware when i do. i am also autistic. i'm just here to vibe i guess.

send me things related to twenty one pilots and/or cats if you want an ultimately one-sided conversation.

[anaspdlog-deactivated20220214]

What do you mean you don’t like me? I made this personality just for you 😩

[trauma-ruined-deactivated202110]

attention whore (professionally diagnosed)

[lionsonjupiter]

every day i turn more into my mother. lol.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

NPD culture is coming up with excuses to talk about yourself

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[doeyedangel]

Sigh it’s so hard being so gorgeous/ugly, funny/annoying, an angel/the most horrible person alive, so lovable/the unwanted friend in the group, perfect/severely mentally ill, etc.

[lionsonjupiter]

i watched a video titled "bpd abuse" the other day and it sent me into a massive fucking spiral that i'm just now crawling out of. the video itself was neutral, but the comments were overloaded with people's horror stories about people with bpd, how people with bpd are horrible and need intense treatment, how they would never want to be around someone with bpd. i absorbed every bit of it. so,

hey assholes,

i am not a monster.

i am not an irredeemable piece of shit.

i do not live to abuse or hurt others.

i am not inherently bad.

i am not dangerous.

i am not the disorder you pin to everyone that seems a little bit "unstable" today.

i am not violent.

i am not evil.

i am not the disorder you pin to your parent after they cried in front of you once.

i am not a goddamn biohazard.

i do not need to be locked away in a ward.

i am suffering, give me a goddamn break. fuck, give all of us a goddamn break.

[lionsonjupiter]

oh thinking about ghosting everyone to get lots of attention and messages but knowing the last time i did that no one cared to message me and it made me feel worthless and unwanted and hated and unneeded and blah blah... y'know?

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

[lionsonjupiter]

shout out to me for constantly being both the best and worst person alive at the same time <3

[lionsonjupiter]

it's fucking september? i'm so done with this shit.

[alicedemettrie]

when im listening to my own library and playlists i feel like a powerful wizard but when im trying to show my music taste to anyone it feels like i have a shame cone on

[pizza-hats-of-the-world-1882]

The only difference between a wizard hat and a dunce cap is the wide brim of privacy

[squidward985]

“My child is fine” your child is majoring in psychology

[lionsonjupiter]

[bat86]

[lionsonjupiter]

never thought i'd see the day where blogs dedicated to Catholicism would reblog a post from a my chemical romance blog, but here we are. this is the solidarity we should strive for.

[killrockstar]

you’re laughing. life ain’t just a joke and you’re laughing.

[mysticismmess]

Calvinist (derogatory)

[incorrect-saintquotes]

[sandersstudies]

Me, Catholic, walking into a Protestant church with no depictions of Mary: where's my mom