many mistakes were made

Lillith/ 29/ new zealand/ what do people put here anymore? Might post cosplays/music/fics idk never in a billion years did i think i'd be back on tumblr but this is where the good art and fanfics are so whoops.

[listenuplillith]

Cyclethon 5- Daily Monke

I started learning to draw recently and i'm practicing by doing Daily Monkeys for CDawgVAs Cyclethon 5! I FORGOR HOW TO FORMAT ON TUMBLES I'M SORRY Day 1- Record breaking numbers with $113,000 raised in ONE DAY! Day 2- Tuna Tummy Aches! Day 3 - It was WET (look close monkey is drippy) Day 4 - A bike got broked! Day 5 - Monke nearly lost a long standing good luck charm in Mini Monkey Lion Bear! BUT VAN GANG FOUND HIM!!!! yall have no idea how heart broken chat was. Day 6- IT WAS EVEN MORE WET And now we gots a fun fundraising flag! but it was torrential! Day 7 - SANRIO WARS!!!! (shout out to the 2 people who donated $4.5k and $5k to clinch the win for chococat!) 7 days in and oh my gosh they've already raised $480,000!!!

[listenuplillith]

Ghost Fan Fiction Writers!

Do you need some inspiration or a writing palet cleanser for the spooky month of october?

Grab a 6 sided dice and roll it 3 times , boom there's your prompt. I created this for my Discord community - the Riters Ghuild - but this one is fun, go forth and write crazy oneshots.

And just so you know - Club Foot Scrub is not an actual place, it came from a DND game i played and was a real nasty dive bar - so boom it made an apperance, have fun!

[listenuplillith]

So I entered a Costume competition and pulled off the biggest prank of the weekend. :3

I post on multiple social media spheres that "oopsies i forgot i needed a costume, lets make something comfy and casual this year" So i made something ill fitting, comfy and silly

Introducing my doofy lost Wizard

BIG NOTE: THE THEME FOR THE COCKTAIL PARTY WAS "CREATURES OF ATLANTIS" So it's very odd for a wizard to be there! The story i gave him was that hecast a spell wanting to summon the "Essense of atlantis" turns out he had to go get it himself so now he's here. I SPENT ALL NIGHT IN THIS THING!

The plan was to do the reveal during the entrants parade - BUT ........ because the night was running behind schedule - THERE WASN'T A PARADE !!! So my only chance to do a reveal was IF I WON SOMETHING!

I fully expected to only pick up a judges choice maybe - MAYBE and considering some of the entrants i was up against - Thats a very fair assessment!

Both judges choices were announced -" The Sailor and the siren", and "The Great A'tuin" from discworld - then best group - the Sexy Sirens lit up the room with their LED gowns...

I was fully anticipating that the first place prize would be going to my friend and her mother and i would not be revealing the outfit i'd spent 6+ months crafting, hand stitching, trial and erroring,

but no........

"Outstanding Costume goes to....Lillith! with Pearls of Wizdom!"

I'm GENUINLY shocked , my Gasts are Flabbered , my belief has dissappeared! I not only would be taking home a prize, let alone FIRST PRIZE!, but I would have the best stage to reveal all my hard work.

the crowd goes wild, clapping and cheering, and as i walk out i see nearly every set of eyes on me are not excited but confused.

the thing is. only the judges knew about my marvelous prank, I was buzzing with excitment - this was perfect!

"Lillith wanted to make nods to her inspirations, Jessica Nigri and Dita von Teese" - and i knew that was my cue.

I handed off the trophy to the other judge, Shae, i step forward and bow, letting the hat drop, I take off the belt and step away from the crowd, letting the big robes drop to the ground finally everyone sees just what a winner looks like

And the rest is history

The best thing is litterally only mAYBE 5 people actually knew about this from the beggining!

I still don't believe it's real!

[listenuplillith]

"Only fools think the battle is one after just one fight."

I originally made this costume for the Masquerade ball in 2024 but the restaurant i was reccomended served me undercooked and contaminated food so i missed the ball - I used this time to upgrade and improve this so it could tell a story without a single word being spoken.

This is my Quintesence Dragon Empress. After being struck by a poisoned blade, the poison revealed what the glamours were hiding beneath their magic, begining to expose the true nature beneath the gothic appearance.

Most of the fabrics used in this piece were gifted to me by my Other mother, Linda, the woman who helped me to refine the basic techniques i knew and introduced me to the world of more advanced techniques, she taught me to dream big and beautiful.

A couple years ago she had a traumatic injury to her left hand which has stopped her from sewing all together,considering how we share the intense passion for sewing and creating, it breaks my heart to know that she is unable to continue her passion. but that never stops the bright smile on her face, every time i get to see her she's so bright and bubbly as ever.

So this costume is dedicated to Linda, For everything she's taught me, for always believing in me and always encouraging me that no dream is impossible.

I love you Mama

[listenuplillith]

She was a Fairy~

Oh i thought you said 30, i turned 30

I made the dress and the pettiecoat

[discountdemonwarehouse]

Fuck AI Scraping

Found out all of my fics on AO3 have been scraped by AI.

All of my AO3 works are now set to registered users only

This doesn't stop the scraping entirely, but reduces how often they get scraped.

If you used guest mode to leave extra kudos, just start leaving heart comments, authors don't mind <3

Might start putting "Fuck AI. Stop using AI and do your own work." somewhere on each post so that the AI continues to learn to tell people it can't generate something and they should do it themselves.

Fuck Ai Matthew Mercer GIF - Fuck AI Matthew mercer Critical role - Discover & Share GIFs

Click to view the GIF

[discountdemonwarehouse]

Hey Ghesties

Are you interested in a place to chat with other writers? Maybe you're too shy to approach the other writers you look up to or just aren't sure how to approach to make friends? Have we got a place for you!

@listenuplillith and I have started a Discord Server, The Riters Ghuild, for the writers in the fandom (or at least currently for the writers!) Created to be a place for writers to come together to share ideas - and struggles, cheer each other on, and enjoy our shared hobbies of writing and degrading the world the evil Swedish man created. We have general chat, places to promote fics, and more. One of our channels is called The Thrift Shop, a place to leave ideas/prompts you've thought of but aren't likely to write yourself so that others may use them.

The server is 18+ and open to writers of all levels and experience. If you haven't written in a while, that's completely fine too!

Tell your friends!

[p1nkcanoe]

ZEPHYR—WHEN I CATCH YOU…

— original tweet credit

[stressghoul]

PERPETUA GIVE COPIAS JACKET BACK NOW‼️‼️

I have a gun

[ngnt-writes]

Sleep Token fans: We got told off by Vessel :( going to the corner to think about what we did :(((

Ghost fans: PAPAS MOUTH MOVES!!!! :O

[pickled0ctopus]

Phantom of Rock 🌹

[listenuplillith]

Respite - Sims 4 build - the house she ran from

Yeah I had to make the ass hat Ethan and i wanted to picture the house she ran from for very specific reasons - spoilers

The outside of the house very much a standard subruban house only so many plants - all low maintinence.

Kind of an overview of the house set up - i realise now i missed a few pictures missing. i didn't take pictures of the ensuite and the laundry of the guest room but they're not really important. it's more for like....fwhat was in my minds eye.

Super basic entrance way - same set up with the couch and the tv above the super basic fireplace which is more mock fireplace. I like to think Lauren set the apartment up at the ministry in a similar way because it's what she once was used to and had become comfortable with.

the basic dining set up - no heads of the table at this point in time, but you know it was moved to accomodate as such when both sets of inlaws were there...

the kitchen, wide, empty, Lauren had a system, this would also be the room where Ethan hallucinates seeing Papa claiming Lauren as his satanic bride for lustful activities infront of him.

the very sterile and clean bathroom lauren often locked herself in.

The main bedroom where many nightmares were born....

and the study that was converted into a Nursery for Eva. very squished, very unplanned, very.... basic..... set up with resellability in mind.

[listenuplillith]

Respite - in the Sims 4

SO I got bored one day with writers block - so i booted up the Sims 4 and created the houses and homes i had in my head for when i've been writing Respite - So- this is what i've been picturing as a 2 bedroom apartment in the ministry :3

This is the hallways- all identicle. yay. Now keep in mind some of the little furniture details like the coat rack and the china cabinet may have been brought in later when there was a need for making this place feel more like a cozy home.

This is just inside the door way, right into the lounge/gathering space, Just a humble small gathering space - that picture frame is a tv from the recent holiday special item stuff things i promise it's not custom content . 2 chairs and a couch, a book shelf and a consoll a tthe door - i've kept the tree from the christmas chapter for my own sanity, i liked that chapter.

in the back half of the living space is the kitchen/dining. I've always just pictured this super flat basic kitchen next to the basic bish table and chairs.

i totally forgot to put in a highchair whoops. sorry Eva. Also that balcony is exactly 2 squares across -it's tiny .

Lauren/Main bedroom

Honestly, i couldn't have made this room more generic XD it's the little things like the curtains and that there's an ensuite, I imagine this is designed to be like a "grand suite" comfortable for any kinda Papa or high clergy to live in. Copia and Sister are on the same floor as her, that's just what i picture. idk.

the Ensuite - ft the hamper Eva doesn't entierly fit.

Main Bathroom.

Evas Bedroom~ Featuring the mural drawn by some of the ghouls. I wanted a bay window but none of the bay windows fit the curtains . but no none of them fit. boo The Little Rocking chair is for all the older Papas to read to her. The balloons are saved from her first birthday. The trinkets on her shelf are litle gifts from the Ghouls the more they've gotten to know her and figured out what toys she likes, what kind of things remind them of her, etc. As well as a little memento to 'Ducky'

And just because I finally thought about it - Heres Lauren and Eva~ this is after the hackjob hair cut -

AND BECAUSE OFCOURSE IT'S MY LITTLE GIRL- IMMEDIETLY SHE'S PUT DOWN AND GOES AND STARES AT THE OVEN.

HONEY NO

[listenuplillith]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/53279200/chapters/134832493

Respite: A short period of rest or relief from something difficult or unpleasant. There was only one place left that a young mother could bring her little one to safety, She had no idea if that place would actually be inhabited, let alone if those who were there would keep her safe. Will someone open the door? will someone take them in? Will someone answer the call for Respite?

TW: This is a mature piece of fiction that describes depictions of DV, SV, SA, PA - Not from the higher clergy.

Copia X F!OC !!

They're called Papa - what happens when they come into contact with an actual baby?

This fic was originally inspired by @bitterconfusion and THIS beautiful artwork As well as the incredible works by @discountdemonwarehouse <3 @goldieghoulie and the amazing art of @delulluart . I know you all don't know who I am, but your works have all given me that spark to keep writing, to try writing new things and in new ways. Over a year later and i'm still bleepin writing <3

27 CHAPTERS LATER ........... DOMESTICATED STEP PAPAS .

I can't put this fic into one genre, It's a drama,It's Romantic it's an attempted unaliving mystery, it's a domesticated fluff, it's smutty recovery, it's fantasy, it's sweet, it's sour, it's spicy.

I have JUST finished rewriting the perspective of this fic so it's no longer CopiaXReader - it's now CopiaXOC cause i made the mistake of giving mama a name.

uh YEAH ENJOY.

I want to clarify - this fic does NOT glamorise or romantisice the themes mentioned above. These themes were written for one to dream about the best possible case scenario, I only wish there were fascilities as capable as this fantastical ministry could provide to those who need to run away when the rest of the world fails thems.

[listenuplillith]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/53279200/chapters/143247784

OH.......MY LORD this chapter needed a massive rewrite - If people stopped reading respite I would blame this chapter -

Less cry baby Copia, more ......... working together to overcome fears and frustrations.

NOTE: STILL WORKING ON REWRITING THE PERSPECTIVE OF THIS FIC

[ms-mazarin]

Words to replace said, except this actually helps

I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.

IN RESPONSE TO Acknowledged Answered Protested

INPUT/JOIN CONVERSATION/ASK Added Implored Inquired Insisted Proposed Queried Questioned Recommended Testified

GUILTY/RELUCTANCE/SORRY Admitted Apologized Conceded Confessed Professed

FOR SOMEONE ELSE Advised Criticized Suggested

JUST CHECKING Affirmed Agreed Alleged Confirmed

LOUD Announced Chanted Crowed

LEWD/CUTE/SECRET SPY FEEL Appealed Disclosed Moaned

ANGRY FUCK OFF MATE WANNA FIGHT Argued Barked Challenged Cursed Fumed Growled Hissed Roared Swore

SMARTASS Articulated Asserted Assured Avowed Claimed Commanded Cross-examined Demanded Digressed Directed Foretold Instructed Interrupted Predicted Proclaimed Quoted Theorized

ASSHOLE Bellowed Boasted Bragged

NERVOUS TRAINWRECK Babbled Bawled Mumbled Sputtered Stammered Stuttered

SUAVE MOTHERFUCKER Bargained Divulged Disclosed Exhorted

FIRST OFF Began

LASTLY Concluded Concurred

WEAK PUSY Begged Blurted Complained Cried Faltered Fretted

HAPPY/LOL Cajoled Exclaimed Gushed Jested Joked Laughed

WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved

BRUH, CHILL Cautioned Warned

ACTUALLY, YOU’RE WRONG Chided Contended Corrected Countered Debated Elaborated Objected Ranted Retorted

CHILL SAVAGE Commented Continued Observed Surmised

LISTEN BUDDY Enunciated Explained Elaborated Hinted Implied Lectured Reiterated Recited Reminded Stressed

BRUH I NEED U AND U NEED ME Confided Offered Urged

FINE Consented Decided

TOO EMO FULL OF EMOTIONS Croaked Lamented Pledged Sobbed Sympathized Wailed Whimpered

JUST SAYING Declared Decreed Mentioned Noted Pointed out Postulated Speculated Stated Told Vouched

WASN’T ME Denied Lied

EVIL SMARTASS Dictated Equivocated Ordered Reprimanded Threatened

BORED Droned Sighed

SHHHH IT’S QUIET TIME Echoed Mumbled Murmured Muttered Uttered Whispered

DRAMA QUEEN Exaggerated Panted Pleaded Prayed Preached

OH SHIT Gasped Marveled Screamed Screeched Shouted Shrieked Yelped Yelled

ANNOYED Grumbled Grunted Jeered Quipped Scolded Snapped Snarled Sneered

ANNOYING Nagged

I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured

I’M DRUNK OR JUST BEING WEIRDLY EXPRESSIVE FOR A POINT/SARCASM Hooted Howled Yowled

I WONDER Pondered Voiced Wondered

OH, YEAH, WHOOPS Recalled Recited Remembered

SURPRISE BITCH Revealed

IT SEEMS FAKE BUT OKAY/HA ACTUALLY FUNNY BUT I DON’T WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD Scoffed Snickered Snorted

BITCHY Tattled Taunted Teased

Edit: People, I’m an English and creative writing double major in college; I understand that there’s nothing wrong with simply using “said.” This was just for fun, and it comes in handy when I need to add pizzazz. 

[listenuplillith]

Not me going through the entire (nearly 200,000 word) fic I've been writing for over a year just to change the perspective cause I tried one thing and just couldn't do "y/n" or "your name" .... thank fuck for find and replace