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cupidswoe

Bomb disarmed

siliencedd

“Use your words”

“Don’t you dare use that tone with me”

“Come here now”

“Behave”

“You will do as I say”

“Say please”

“Watch your mouth”

“Good girl”

“Hm?”

“Oh yeah?”

“Who’s mommy’s good girl”

“Honey”

“Say that again and see what happens”

ace-trainer-alice

maybe cannibalism as a metaphor for love or whatever is overrepresented in my subculture but really nothing else captures the precise feeling of it.

like, mm. I don't really see myself as someone who is supposed to exist in society. every time I talk to someone, it is either to another non-person or it is by contorting myself into uncomfortable shapes that will quickly kill me. from my queerness to my autism to the messy pile of other diagnoses, my existence feels aberrant and taboo.

towards this, my love feels deviant. my desire feels wrong. I didn't like love songs growing up. for various reasons, my attraction feels perverted, predatory, or warped. a recurring theme of kink is twisted expressions of love. what happens when kink is all you are?

cannibalism, as a depiction of love as consumption, fits this very well. I worry a lot about my love as temporary. in lieu of forever, I fixate on the moment. and what i can give you in this moment is oh so very corruptive.

it's about destroying you, it's about ripping you to pieces, it's about having you and having all of you and all of you becoming mine forever. it's about proving myself to not be human in that moment. it's about the intimacy of being seen as a monster. it's about violence and violation. it's about the destruction of you, for me. it's about you being unable to hide anything from me and what that looks like. it's about eating you whole.

what is an ordinary desire? I don't really know how anyone else really feels. I keep my own feelings close to my chest, in my own way. maybe everyone feels this way. but, given how most of you seem to dislike the more visceral feelings and how most expressions of love don't involve stealing secrets and watching them hurt for you. probably not.

insomniamamma

The anon button is not for hate. The anon button is for horny and embarrassed about it.

miscling

rb if you want people to be horny and embarrassed on anon in your inbox

glitchgirlgasm

i need to be more active here so lets go ^_^

esthermika

i wish i could jerk off without triggering massive bottom dysphoria… that fucking surgery can't come soon enough

littlest-ren

had our consult last week and its made our dysphoria go from background noise to screaming in my ear, literally need asap

#bottom surgery #starting with zero depth but even that will be so good #ugh

esthermika

i wish i could jerk off without triggering massive bottom dysphoria… that fucking surgery can't come soon enough

esthermika

i wish i could jerk off without triggering massive bottom dysphoria… that fucking surgery can't come soon enough

esthermika

i wish i could jerk off without triggering massive bottom dysphoria… that fucking surgery can't come soon enough

frailangelwingss

Tranfem supremicy and you don't even prioritise those desperate girls with neocunts?

esthermika

its wild how long it takes for me to come back to reality after Goddess is done playing with me. We finished over an hour ago and for the first half hour i drunk on devotion, i could only think about Her and Her voice and the warmth Her commands leave me with. It's long slow dissipation. i waited for dinner to cook thinking of Her, i ate it while thinking of Her, i sat down to write this thinking of Her. It's scary, in a way, thinking of how deep Her authority runs through me, how ingrained its become, hows its never getting out now. I didn't ask for this, I didn't realize I was getting brainwashed in time to save myself from Her.

I'm glad I didn't.

shegayonmygirl

develop a crush on me NOW!! and tell me when you have!!!!

thotsoflore

I learned last night through personal experience that you can in fact fist a neopussy, and it made me realize that so much of the propaganda against bottom surgery, even the really small ways that "a neopussy isn't like a *real* vagina" are complete fabrications.

I get wet when I'm horny, I have a vaginal microbiome, it feels like a cis vagina to partners who've been with cis women, and it can take a whole fucking HAND.

I just want to remind folks that the medical technology we have available is amazing, and that there are people and groups out there that have a vested interest in making sure you don't know that.

If you're on the fence don't listen to the propaganda. At the very least talk to a post op transfem before you decide.

Neopussies are the real deal and I just want as many folks as possible to know that.

dgwwm4

She's not stupid at all, quite the opposite actually. She's incredibly smart and wonderfully attentive. But when I fuck her she's the dumbest little helpless brain dead fuck toy there is.