🌑Not Safe🌑

-46lbs 4/28/23 UGW: 120

[littlestrawberryjam]

Me: omg I binged

My body: this.. thIS IS A FUCKING HOTDOG BUN WITH TUNA IN IT YOU SICK FUCK.

[somelolada]

like i feel like this rn

[littlestrawberryjam]

500 calories today.

Fuuuuuuck. I feel like I can do better..

But my body aches and I cant focus all that great.

Coffee does help a lot.

[lenusworld]

TW M3AN$P0

I worked out for a bit less than an hour, this is a reminder to get your fat ass up and work out. Stop looking at thinspo on Tumblr, by not doing anything and eating like a fat pig, you will remain a fat pig. It can be anything, just make yourself exhausted like you should be. After you do, drink water and get exhausted again and again. Even if it takes a lot of tries, try longer than 25 minutes. I know you can do it, you'll get there.

[littlestrawberryjam]

I cant exercise for my own reasons but I havent been eating again and I just laid in bed in full bliss as my whole body was aching.

But I felt so serene and peaceful being so hungry. I drifted off to sleep without even noticing..

✨

[littlestrawberryjam]

Anxiety is bad this week. Sigh

[littlestrawberryjam]

And I realized.

This never goes away..

It can only become dormant. But fucking think about the fact that it never goes away. I think about calories instinctually, even when I thought I wasnt restricting or thinking about it, the amount of calories each food item had automatically popped up into my head.

Maybe even for a split second I felt guilty.

[littlestrawberryjam]

Hmm..

Back on my shit for like the millionth time.

600 cals yesterday. Good start. Lets do better.

[smalls-swag]

the reality is that a lot of us do binge, we just don’t say anything cause it’s “embarrassing”

[kcalssuck]

doing this bc i thrive on low restriction for some reason so

[skinnycrystalline]

I might try this

[lostallbraincells]

“Anorexia doesn’t mean that you don’t eat. We all would be dead by now.

Anorexia means that every time you eat, you suddenly feel fatter.

Anorexia means that every time you eat, you feel a voice in your head that says “you should’t have eaten that”.

Anorexia means that every time you see someone skinny you feel like dying.

Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself every hour just to see the numbers going down down down.

Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself but being afraid to because you know you shouldn’t have eaten that piece of cake yesterday.

THIS IS ANOREXIA. So please, if you don’t know anything about it, don’t come to me with your bullshit, because I don’t wanna hear any of that. “

- sum random ana blogger

[dollhouseattic]

[skinnysourpatchbitch]

Morning b*dy ch*ck 🤪🤡

[littlestrawberryjam]

God I want to look like this 🥲

[littelpiceofshit]

[littlestrawberryjam]

So I didnt realize my food had gluten and now my tummy hurt~

Which means ill eat less... right?

My fatass will still try to shove food down my throat. My life is a lie.

[theselflv]

How I feel after eating.

[littlestrawberryjam]

Sugar free choccy milk make the pain go away...

[idontfeelenough]

morning routine

pee

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