Boys I Know by Anna Gracia
June Chu is sick of living up to what everyone else wants her to be. On a journey of self discovery, she learns more about sex, love, and her own identity as an Asian American woman.
The premise of this book is more interesting than the book itself by a long shot. Almost 25% into the book there hasn't been any plot, and what there has been plotwise is either still boring or super cringy. I stopped right after June is desperately trying to have sex with Rhys. Just reading that part gave me the ick for no particular reason other than just June acting like she was entitled to have sex with him. It was not fun to read... at all.
The main issue I had with this book though is how much I hate June. She is INSUFFERABLE. I get that she's a teenager and that she wants to fit in with the cool kids, yada yada yada, I don't care. June was about one sentence away from driving me to gauge my eyes out. I mean, seriously. She was annoying all the way around.
From the get-go June seems like she would 100% pick her "almost boyfriend" (don't even get me started on that) over her friends. And then she kinda does! Unsurprising. I'm sure if I had gone farther into the book there would've been some kind of fallout between her and at least one of the other girls in the trio. One excerpt I would like to bring up as proof is this:
"Savannah was Liz's next-door neighbor, whom Candace and I had been friends with since middle school. When Liz moved next door to her, we all became close friends-- until Savannah got her braces off, made the cheerleading squad, and became obsessed with things like football games and spray tans. I'd always assumed Liz stayed friends with her out of convenience because she relied on Savannah for rides to school, but who knew why any friendships worked."
Maybe Savannah doesn't want to be friends with you anymore because you judge her based on her interests? I don't know, just food for thought. Friends grow apart for sure but there was no reason for this to be brought up at all other than to keep June up on her high horse assuming that she's better than anyone else. It doesn't even say that Savannah did anything wrong. I could understand June's perspective if June wasn't trying to fit in with Rhys' friends so much that she allowed them to make racist jokes at her expense.
June's mother even does her laundry for her (very thoughtful!) but June gets mad at her for it because she doesn't do it quite right. Girl. She did your chore for you. At least be a little grateful.
Can you tell I hate June?
All in all, this was not an enjoyable experience. I'm surprised I made it as far into the book as I did, to be quite honest.
Thank you to NetGalley and PeachTree Teen for an ARC copy in exchange for an honest review.