Living Quiet But Screaming From The Inside

[geek-girl7]

A Study in Love Masterlist

Pairing: F!Rook x Emmrich Volkarin

Summary: As a member of the Mourn Watch, Rook's crush on the striking Professor bloomed throughout her years around the halls of the Necropolis. When the Veilguard needs a Fade expert to join their team, Rook is forced to confront her crush, but what happens next is more than anyone can say.

Chapter 1: Visits From Old Friends

[pathetichimbos]

[pathetichimbos]

He's truly so handsome and beautiful in his own way, he's so tall and strong and his hair is so messy yet so mesmerizing to look at and the way he just does anything is worth watching

Thomas is a very handsome man, and there's not a single doubt in my mind that he didn't have such a severe skin disease and clear neurodivergency in such a small, judgmental town, he would've easily found someone and settled down quickly.

He's tall, with thick, curly hair, strong arms and a wide build set, he's practically begging to be wifed up, but in classic southern culture, anything different is shamed and shunned.

To them, it didn't matter that he was just a kid born with a bit (well, a lot) of bad luck, he was diseased and contagious.

Parents warned their children not to get too close, people covered their faces if he breathed a little too hard, and no one ever treated him like a normal child.

There was more than one instance where young Tommy would go to the store with Luda Mae when she managed to scrape enough cash together to get something small, and everyone would drop what they were doing to give him odd glances and confused stares.

Thomas has never been confrontational, so he hides quietly behind his mother's dress, tiny hands pulling at the old, stained fabric to hide his face.

Of course, his mother is a lot more argumentative, noticing rather quickly how uncomfortable everyone was making her precious baby feel.

"You really think he can help you find your groceries or you just like starin' at little boys?" She asks loudly, staring down a younger gentleman with a warning glare in her eyes.

"What!? No-- I--" The man stumbles over his words, trying to back-track and explain himself.

"Come on, Tommy," Luda Mae grabs her sons hand, pulling him down the aisle, "Let's get away from this pervert."

"I'm not a pervert!" The young man calls back, letting out a sigh in defeat and going back to his shopping.

Thomas can't help but smile, stifling a chuckle as he follows behind quickly.

...That's how it always went when he was a kid. Of course, and unfortunately, things changed as he got older, and not for the better.

He shot up like a weed, his shoulders got wide, and he got big.

He was no longer a strange, deformed kid hiding behind his mother's dress, earning pitiful looks and sympathetic head shakes, he was dangerous, and a monster.

Suddenly the town he grew up in wasn't as kind (not that it was all that kind in the first place), and people that once spared him a rare, feel-sorry smile wouldn't give him a second look, quickly leaving the room in unjustified fear.

He was even more shunned than before, ridiculed by the men he worked with and fearfully avoided by any woman that might catch a glimpse of him.

He could hear people talk about him in rooms he walked past, laughing loudly as they verbally berated him behind his back, most of them too afraid to actually say anything to his face.

He didn't understand why they were so scared. He had never hurt anyone, not so much as raising a fist in anger, but he was treated as he was just some dangerous freak who could snap at anytime.

Years of abuse and mistreatment falls on his shoulders, but he never hurts a soul. He puts up and shuts up, keeping to himself and trying not to cry himself to sleep most nights.

Only when the factory shuts down and he has to face that his entire life as he knows it is over does he finally snap, and in my opinion, it was well deserved.

But, that's another topic for another post. I'll go ahead and end my drabble rant here. Thanks for sending in the ask love <3

[dethklokfanboy]

on my hands and knees begging for slasher x plus size/fat reader fics

[peter-aaa-deactivated20260316]

[devildomwriter]

Our Good Boy

[livinglifewithoutbeingseen]

He is my favourite ❤️ I love him

[mxa13xx]

"Readers slips on his hoodie, it's huge on her"

Me a plus sized person reading an xReader with a character who has the skinnest (sluttest) waist ever: 🧍

[livinglifewithoutbeingseen]

True omg. Knowing fully well it would be tight on me

[thetorturedbuckydepartment]

chapter one: the bolter

pairing: Bucky barnes x plus-sized!reader

summary: Six months ago, you were appointed to be Head Nurse to the Avengers by Tony Stark. Every day, you count your lucky stars, knowing the horrible past you quickly ditched back in England. It holds you back, restrains you, from getting close to anyone when on your new job.

That's until you met and fell in love with Bucky Barnes. The supposed assassin with a heart of gold, who seems to be eager to get to know you. To peel back your layers piece by piece, but could you trust him once you're laid before him raw and vulnerable?

warnings: language, self deprecation, mentions of school bullying(?)

word count: 1.6k

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy! I used to write fan fiction a few years back as a weird, lonely teenager, and this is me making a comeback! I have a few original works I like to write, but that's about it. I know a lot of you guys have been waiting for a while, but I hope you enjoy this chapter, and please feel free to comment any plot theories or thoughts! :)

Pathetic fallacy is a fucking bitch. Steve’s been away for a day or two, off to Wakanda, and everyone’s here, faces sour over grey clouds and heavy downpour, busy making preparations for the big day. He says that his best friend is coming home, finally, where he belongs.

Everyone’s heard of this best friend in question — James Buchanan Barnes. Your friends are a bit skeptical, afraid he’ll come with his eyes painted as dark as the night sky and his hair long in some lab rat’s defiance. You can’t help but fear the same.

When you were hired to work as a nurse in the Tower’s infirmary, you’d kept to yourself. It’s a wonder anyone’s wanting to give you a job after the way you were fired from your last one, let alone Tony fucking Stark, taking pity and picking you off the streets of a foreign country. You’re currently perched on a wobbly stepladder, trying your best to not fall headfirst as you stand vulnerable, trying to push the damn pin into the sign that reads Welcome Home, Bucky! In sloppy, maroon handwriting made entirely by you, ever since you heard it was his favourite colour.

You wonder if it could’ve been a poor choice considering the striking resemblance to blood — the same colour as your shirt, white coat long forgotten over the back of the couch in the main communal living area. 

“Here, let me help you with that,” comes a gruff voice from beside you. 

“Oh no, I’m fine, honestly. Can you go check to see if the quinjet’s landed?” You glance down, and directly into deep blue, entranced by the hypnotic hue. No dark paint, hair cropped messy over the crown of his head. Dressed in a sweater the same colour as yours, and you could’ve sworn it’s like fate. 

“Bucky,” you breathed. Bucky? What is he already doing here? He’s not supposed to be for another hour or two? These are just some of your racing thoughts as you examine his face, looking as bright as fucking sunshine. And then you stumble, the ladder giving out from under you and you yelp, expecting to come plummeting to the cold, hard ground. And instead, warm arms envelop you instead, holding you firm to his chest as you struggle to find the words.

“Sorry! Sorry, I don’t usually fall like this I promise.” He looks directly at you, and you register he hasn’t set you down yet, still holding on tightly. He laughs, the vibrations igniting something inside your chest, the flame spreading itself all over your cheeks.

“Don’t worry about it. What’s your name, beautiful?” He gently helps you place your feet on the floor, and you find yourself desperate to cling to his warmth once again but letting him go, blushing at his compliment. As if it couldn’t get any worse, he’s probably a smooth charmer, fuck. You stumble a little bit over your words as you give him your name and he runs it over his tongue.

Has your name always sounded this pretty? Especially spoken in that gruff, heavenly voice of his?

“I, I thought you weren’t supposed to be here for another hour, we’re still setting—.” You look around, only to find the room completely empty and every decoration in its perfect place, save the ladder now laying on its side in one corner.  When had everyone finished, and why have they all just left?

“They’re all talking to Steve.” He attaches your name at the end of it like a newly discovered drug he’s desperate for another hit of. You tilt your head, a million questions on the tip of your tongue.

“It was really loud in there. Steve takes all the attention anyway, so I used that moment to sneak out.” Your heart breaks for him. This was supposed to be his party, but you offer him some reassurance instead.

“Well, I know we just met but when they all come piling in here to give you a big hug and bring all the noise with them, you can come to me. I know what it’s like, but for now…welcome home!” You awkwardly gesture to the sign behind you, giving him jazz hands. He chuckles and nods his head in thanks, making you smile. 

“Now what’s your favourite baked treat? I heard you like just basic brownies?” His grin only widens. “Yeah, I do love basic brownies.” You gasp in joy, glad to get it right, practically skipping to wrap one and hand it to him. 

He tentatively takes it from your hands, ensuring they brush and one more spark flies into the raw distance between you and him, and you don’t miss the way his beautiful ocean eyes flutter at the contact. You clasp your suddenly sweaty palms around each other, patiently waiting for him to take a bite, and the second his pearly teeth dig into the sweet treat in a way that makes your heart run hot, the noise arrives. 

A cacophony of shouts and cheers make the both of you flinch as Steve walks up to his best friend, attacking him in a hug. “So happy you’re back Bucky!” And takes a bite out of the brownie in his hand as he turns to me, moaning.

“Did you make this? It tastes amazing, dear.” You beam at his praise, nodding along when your eyes fall back on the ladder, long forgotten in the now crowded room. You wouldn’t say you’re lonely, after all, Natasha and Wanda are some of your best friends in your current situation, but they’re almost always off on missions and all the nurses love to talk about is the Star Spangled Man they’d just die to get in their beds. When you first arrived, you were almost always found silently chuckling in the corner, always wanting what you can’t have. Now, your days are always busy, being jetted off on missions once Tony finished the extensive background check on you and letting you figure out who you work the best with. But still, all the days staying silent and to yourself have left you quite…left out. Even as the masses party around you, you feel oddly still. Stagnant, almost.

“Sorry guys, I’ll be right back, I need to go put the ladder away.” You point, and both super soldiers follow your finger, when Bucky interrupts.

“It looks really heavy, let me carry it for you,” he all but begs, a pleading look in his eyes to be taken away from all this din. You glance at Steve who doesn’t argue, letting his gorgeous friend do whatever the fuck he wants. The look on his face is smug and omniscient, as if privy to a secret you’re on the outside of when he glances between you and Bucky. 

You decide to take mercy on his poor soul. “That would be lovely thank you.” You smile politely, moving off in the direction of the bright yellow ladder, trying your best to not stare at Bucky’s bulging muscles rippling beneath his sweater with your mouth so wide open. And to ignore the heat in the pit of your belly at the ease with which he does so, as if the hunk of metal you struggled with for an hour is only a feather to him. 

You lead him to the storage room in silence, thinking it best to not overwhelm him with questions in a saccharine tone. “Thank you, I know it’s really heavy.” You stand in the doorway as he walks up to meet you, and you push yourself as hard as you can against the doorframe so he can pass, but he hovers. Inches away from you. You stare up into his beautiful eyes, taking a quiet moment to admire his pulchritude. Full lips more pink than a spring flower, stubble just enough to catch on your hand if you were to touch him. Cheekbones carved by the careful hands of the Gods themselves, so well-versed in human attraction. How is anyone not to fall in love with him when he can haunt you so stunningly? 

You’re so lost in him you don’t register the lean of his body closer to you, intent on studying your face right back, hellbent on memorising the constellations of your moles and spots. You swallow dryly, unsure of what to do. Is the tension so palpable that he feels it too? Surely not.

Being the way you are, you’re no stranger to rejection. Or to have nobody feel anything for you in the desolate wasteland of your youth, all the nights you’ve screamed at the sky to feel just one genuine connection and all the days you’ve tried to accept it and move on. It’s not the people around you, they are the understanding ones, and apart from one man, someone is yet to treat you like you fear they would.

But someone is yet to truly love you. To truly want you. 

And you highly doubt it’s going to be Bucky Barnes, man whose house can be found in the highest echelons of heaven. Stick to safer things, you try to remind yourself but when your eyes fall back into his, that flies straight out the window. You find yourself not caring, wanting to try anyway. You—

“You’re really pretty, you know that?” The words fly past his lips before he can stop them, and your cheeks turn crimson. Maybe he’s the cruel sort — trying to hook you onto him just so he can laugh when you beg for a fix. At your desperation, at the naive hope you’d hold onto with your dear life that he could feel the same high as you on even the tiniest morsel. 

The taunts of children on playgrounds still echo in your ears, all these eons later. 

So you do the only thing that feels familiar and right.

You run away, and in your haste miss the longing, confused stare he gives the path you take.

NEXT PART

[livinglifewithoutbeingseen]

I need more

[deviljesterlamb]

Asmo: I've decided MC needs more special love, care and attention in their life now.

The brothers: *nods and "Mhm" in agreement*

Asmo: Which is why I'm going to now keep MC by my side for now on daily! So they can receive that special love, care and attention they so desperately deserve 24/7! ♡

The brothers: *cue mixes of disapproval head shakes, shoutings of "NO!"/"HELL NO!" and so on*

[sidneymarek]

Gray and Juvia Episode list.

This is an episode list that shows what episodes Gray and Juvia are in together.  I made this for all the Gruvia lovers out there like me, that would like to go back and re-watch certain moments between Gray and Juvia and to see the overall development. I may have forgot a few little things here and there but overall this is most of it. So please no hating, this took me a while. Enjoy ◕‿◕

Gray and Juvia Episode List:

Episode 25: Gray and Juvia meet, They battle. Later on Gray saves Juvia.

Episode 33: Juvia and Gray at the Casino, Juvia protects Gray.

Episode 41: Juvia joins FairyTail, gray tells her congrats. 

Episode 48: Juvia and Gray on a float together during the festival. They put on a show together with their water and ice magic.

Episode 50: Juvia buys a love potion to use on Gray, it doesn't work. He ends up going insane and trying to compete with everyone. 

Episode 71: Juvia defends Gray and everyone is bashing him of his actions against FairyTail.

Episode 72: Gray and Juvia do their 1st Unison raid together.

Episode 75: Gray and Juvia participate in the FairyTail race. Juvia waits by a stream for gray but accidentally turns into water and flows down the stream, crying because she flows by Gray.

Episode 77: Gray shows Juvia how to eat a caramelized frank. 

Episode 78: Juvia and Gray in Edolas form.

Episode 97: Gray and Juvia are going to participate with others for a S class mission.

Episode 110: Juvia VS Meredy. Meredy sensory links Gray and Juvia together from their strong feelings. 

Episode 115: Gray protects Juvia from Ultear.

Episode 116: Gray tells Juvia to go after Meredy and Zeref. Gray believes in Juvia.

Episode 122: Gray carries Juvia on his back, protecting her from the dragon Acnologia.

Episode 124: Lyon falls in love with Juvia. Gray says this is going to get complicated.

Episode 129: Juvia follows Gray and Erza while on a mission to make sure nothing happens between them.

Episode 133: Juvia, Gray and Lyon get paired to go on a mission.

Episode 134: Juvia, Gray and Lyon looking for the missing piece of the clock. Lyon flirts with Juvia a lot and she gets creeped out. Gray gets mad.

Episode 141: Juvia cheers for Gray, while him and Natsu argue.

Episode 151: Juvia pushes away Sugarboy for trying to get close to Gray.

Episode 153: Juvia and Gray go with other members to train for the Magic Games on an Island. They all end up going to Celestial World. 

Episode 154: Still on the Island, juvia tries fro steal Gray away from others fro alone time. Meredy notices Juvia hasn’t made any romantic progress. Juvia, Gray and the others unlock their second Origin.

Episode 155: Juvia asks Gray out to dinner, and he agrees. But, Lyon intrudes in and take Juvia away. Lyon then makes a deal with Gray, whoever that wins the Magic Games gets to have Juvia in their Guild.

Episode 157: Juvia is in FairyTail B team and Gray is in FairyTail A team.

Epiosde 158: Juvia and Gray participate in the same game, Juvia tells Gray she has no intention of loosing to him and he tells her to hit him with everything she’s got. Juvia ends up falling in love with all the Gray statues around her. Juvia attacks Lyon when he gets close to Gray. Lyon and Gray see Juvia’s panties.

Episode 161: Juvia had an imagination of Gray and Lucy together. Gray tells Juvia its not true.

Episode 165: Lyon and Juvia talk to Gray about who wants who. Erza talks to Gray about Juvia’s feeling towards him.

Episode 171: Juvia goes into the “Naval Battle” at the magic games. Erza tells Gray that Juvia is worried how he sees her. Juvia uses a move called “Wings of Love” that she unlocked after releasing her second origin. The move was a declaration of her love to Gray. Gray Blushes and yells knock if off. Juvia knocks her opponents out of the water but also looks back to see Grays reaction to the move and accidentally falls out of the water.

Episode 176: Juvia cheers on Gray while he argues with Natsu.

Episode 177: Juvia replaces Natsu’s spot on FairyTail’s A team. Gray doesn’t mind, and Lyon blushes and is surprised.

Episode 188: Gray and Juvia fight together against Lyon and Chelia.

Episode 189: Gray and Juvia do a unison raid together to defeat Lyon and Chelia. Chelia says it is “Romantic”. When finished Juvia tells Gray she's gong to hold his hand forever. Juvia helps carry Gray because he is weak. FairyTail wins the Magic Games.

Episode 193: Juvia and Gray do a unison raid on a fire dragon. Juvia gets Gray all flustered.

Episode 196: Gray touches Juvia’s butt on accident. Gray pushes Juvia out of the way of a dragon and sacrifices his life for hers.

Episode 197: Juvia cries over Gray’s body. Gray comes back to life, saves Juvia again.

Episode 199: Juvia and Gray at the grand banquet. Juvia shows Gray her new self and he rejects her. She doesn’t stop trying and he calls her crazy.

Episode 201: Juvia can tell Gray is upset. She tells him to smile and he does.

Episode 202: Juvia and Gray are out together in town when they meet up with Frosch.

Episode 203: Juvia and Gray brought back a billiard table to the guild from a mission they went on together.

Episode 205: Gray and Juvia go on a mission in their swimsuits to cool down a town from heat waves. 

Episode 208: Juvia blushes and calls Gray courageous for striping.

Episode 214: Juvia is upset because she felt like she missed something important in Gray’s life. 

Episode 217: Juvia and Gray with the others, are working to defeat the celestial beast. Juvia gets turned into a consolation when trying to attack the beast. Gray screams her name.

Episode 218: Juvia and gray are reunited. Juvia hugs Grays arm and he smiles.

Episode 220: Juvia and Gray 413 days.

Episode 223: Gray and Lyon argue about when is Gray getting married to Juvia.

Episode 226: Juvia tries to find Gray when the Ichihya disease hit the town. She finds him and hugs him, but Gray hugs her back and was affected by the disease already.

Episode 234: Juvia made Gray, Gray buns and Juvia buns. Gray decides to eat a bun and blushes before eating it.

Episode 237: Gray and Juvia riding on a cheetah to the council member’s house. Juvia and Gray in the broken town together. 

Episode 239: Gray and Juvia on their way back to the guild. Juvia tells Gray she upset. Gray holds Juvia’s hand and says “Im here with you”. Gray promises Juvia that they will win like always. 

Episode 241: Juvia and Gray with the others fight off enemies at Tartaros Guild. juvia attacks an enemy behind grays back and says she won’t let anyone embrace Gray’s back.

Episode 242: Juvia and Gray with the other jump into Tartarous’s Guild.

Episode 243: Gray tries to fight Keyes. Keyes reminds him of Juvia because his body is made out of shadows.

Please Enjoy and have a nice day! Please like & reblog too! (｡◕‿◕｡)

By: Sidney Marek

[lets-curse-each-other]

Sukuna: haha, that dude just called you a stupid useless slut, AND I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH HIM!

Y/N:

Sukuna: oh, um, you know, I'm going to cut this fucking bastard's head off and deliver it to you. Be home by 5.

[freakwentflyer]

Sukuna: *walks in covered in blood*

YN: *holding fake microphone in his face* Sukuna, tell us who you’re wearing today

Sukuna: …the baker from down the street

YN: Aww what? I liked that guy!

Sukuna: that’s why

[fattuccini-afraido]

Y/n: Bro-

Yuuta: No, no, hold up, rewind.

Yuuta: My tongue was down your throat just a second ago, and now you're calling me bro?!

[freakwentflyer]

YN: fuck curses, but also *looks at Sukuna* fuck curses

[freakwentflyer]

YN: *sees Sukuna*

YN: it’s okay, YN, calm down. just picture he’s in his underwear

YN: oh no, he’s hot!

[freakwentflyer]

Sukuna: *does literally anything*

YN: oh that’s hot, that’s hot

[freakwentflyer]

Gojo: go comfort your mother she's upset

Gojo and YN’s child: The fuck am i supposed to do

Gojo: I don’t know, shouldn’t you know? You came out of her

Gojo and YN’s child: YEAH AND YOU CAME IN HER