it's make believe.

[cinzentava]

[jabberbabywocky]

meet hayley kiyoko (2015)

[fyeahmaia]

[clarerps]

Much, much worse? Is that even possible? Okay… —‘tis something we expected! Ye knew very well that this was not going to be easy. Ye were going to have to fight for it. Not physically! Of course not physically! But Rosa, as long as ye are still here, ye are a threat to whatever she has planned herself. Nothing has changed… ye are still on the path to becoming queen. Marriage is about business and from what I know, which isn’t much, ye are the better deal. This old queen ye speak of may nae want the crown. Un passo alla volta, va bene?

[lizaofrps]

‘Tis the thing! There is no plan! She does nae even need a plan! She can say and do whatever she wishes, and I’m sure they will allow it. I cannot grasp how they handle things here, how everything is not about the law, but about the heart. ‘Tis driving me completely mad to think that she----a woman who ran from her country, without even a moment’s notice---might still hold more favor than I, a princess of Italy, born of an empire, daughter of the Gaxholli crown.... it means nothing to them. Absolutely nothing. I----I hate it.

[clarerps]

Do nae fret sister. Life tends to play out in the most unexpected ways. I promise that ye will get to hold him. Anthony just needs a small kiss to his forehead and all will be better, ye hear me? It will be okay. Remember when mother used to kiss us while we were sick? I swear the next day I woke up and felt as healthy and happy as I usually did! Mothers are the cure to everything in a child’s life. You’re a good mother and ye will continue to be one, Auds. But— if Harry does decide to lock ye up, just know that Audric and I are nae going to leave. We shall once again be one large dysfunctional family. Think of the stories we will tell the little one! Of course that munchkin will try his absolute hardest to make Uncle Audric smile. And I’ll be right there beside him. What will ye be doing? Ye will be sitting in a chair watching the whole thing play out, blessed with several people who will always be by your side. Even when we’re all pains in your arse.

[lizaofrps]

I fear ----I fear that it may not be so simple as a kiss and a few coaxes... I fear what the doctors might say. I do not wish to doubt, for I know my son is a fighter, and that no illness will simply take him from us, but... There is this feeling, in the very pit of my stomach, that I have nae been able to shake since I heard the news ----before then, even. I knew something might go wrong... but I figured it to be in my own fate, not... not his... He’s far too young to be fighting these battles already, and surely if I were to ask God to allow me to fight it for him, He wouldst deny me... All I can do is wait, and hold his hand, and tell him that everything shall be alright... Ye know, in times like these, I truly miss mother and father more than anything. Father would be doing everything in his power to get the best physicians, and conducting business like a madman----shouting at just about anyone he could to make things better... and mother would be here, with us, rubbing our shoulders and trying to cheer us up, telling us stories, and...and making things better by simply being in proximity... I just... What if I can never be that person to Anthony? What if I am not meant for this like they were? I am so.... terrified, Autumn... So, so terrified. 

[phoebsrps-blog]

Make way for the Queen of England… [ He should have been angry, he knew that. He should have had the guards take her away and lock her in the towers but his energy was wavering. He too was driving himself sick. Sick with worry and despair.  In front of her was not a king, it was a husband. A father. A husband longing for his wife to come home and a father worried for his child. Clinging to every bit of hope that was available. The man walked close to her, wary of his steps. Anything that may make her leave again before finally closing the gap between them and wrapping her in his arms. A small sob fell from his lips as he held her. ‘Forgive me’ he wanted to say, among other things but the words just wouldn’t come out. ‘I should nae ‘ave kept ye away from him.  ‘Parliament wanted a new Queen.’ He knew she would have heard. Finally only one word managed to fall from his lips as he held her and practically collapsed in her arms. Her name.]  …Audrea..

[lizaofrps]

[It took her a moment to register. She wasn’t quite sure how she felt. There was a whirlwind within her, one she was terribly frightened of, and Audrea didn’t want to overstep her boundaries. But his arms, his scent, his body, his---entirety. His being was all that she had wanted to touch, to see, to hold. She’d missed him so horribly, so much so that every night it was a trial to keep her eyes shut and her tears at bay. Her family, while she had tried to be strong and tried to keep her head held high, was more than what she needed. They were everything. He was everything. She fell into his touch as she had many times before, and refused to let go, wrapping her arms around him as though he were the one thing that might keep her afloat. She didn’t care any longer; she couldn’t.] Harry... [She whispered into his skin, her height barely matched to his. Part of her wanted to stay as such forever, but she died with every passing second of not having her son in her arms.] I’m so--I’m sorry. [The words choked out of her, and the tears rolled down her cheeks like rain water.] What’s-- Anthony--

[punkingrp-blog]

[lizaofrps]

[punkingrp-blog]

Occasionally. ‘Tis a terrible habit in my family. I beg your pardon, m'lady.

[lizaofrps]

Is it? A normality, even? I should say I’m quite used to it by now, but sadly I’m always given a fright. ‘Tis fine. Come in.

[boymeetsworldgifs]

[lizaofrps]

“We think that we are the center of the universe, but the truth is we need to circle the ones we love for as long as they’re here. We need to hold them close because no matter how far we travel, they are the ones who hold us in place.” - GMW 2x01: Girl Meets Gravity

[jordangavaris]

I don’t know who your last teacher was, but I’m not like that.

[lizaofrps]

GIRL MEETS WORLD S2 IS GOING TO BE BETTER THAN SEASON ONE AND THE FIRST EPISODE IS AMAZING AND THAT IS THE BEST SHOW OKAY GOODBYE

[peacequill]

Cute little Lumberpunk family moments

[rachelsquinn]

i did comic con… & comic con did me right back.

[andreaarps-blog]

Ah dae believe ye forgot tae add the words Yer Majesty, Rosa [ The brunette spoke as she approached the two blonde’s immediately curtsying before Audrea. ] Ye are right, ye are nae a Queen, show her the respect she deserves. [ Liza’s voice was hushed, however her posture indicated otherwise. Audrea wasn’t just a Queen, this was family, her god sister and in The princess’ mind there was no better woman suited for the English crown, no one better than Audrea Remigio. ] “Er Majesty wishes tae see ‘er son please. [ Her attention had turn to the guards that were in front of Anthony’s door, her doe eyes flashing dangerously as she spoke. She hadn’t liked the tone that Ross used when addressing Drea, nor did she liked the way she was looking at her as if the rightful Queen was an intruder in her own home. ] Ah will ‘andle the King myself, but ye will move aside and let ‘er see Anthony. [ She would get her god sister inside, it didn’t matter how or if she got in trouble for it and perhaps it was that she now understood what being a mother was like and she couldn’t even begin to imagine what being away from her Liam for that amount of time would feel like. ] Drea, ye go on inside aye? Leave Harry’s anger tae me.. if ‘e is tae be upset with anyone about this it will be myself. Ye gentlemen will suffer no consequences, ye were simply following the orders given tae ye by a Princess of York. Now on tae ye, “future queen” go off and dae whatever it is that ye have been doing since ye got ‘ere and leave er be. Ye may be the queen that parliament wants but Audrea is the Queen, Aunt Elizabeth chose. She is still the Queen of England, my Queen.

[lizaofrps]

[Audrea stared at the queen to be, the one who would ultimately take her place, if parliament had their way. She was shook, not only by the adversary she met with no purpose, but to be glaring into the eyes of a woman that might refuse another access to her child. It was wrong, it was not right.] I may not have my power anymore, but I will never bow to the likes of you. [She spat, her voice cold and unwavering.] I had hope that the one that might take my country would have some sort of heart, some sort of sense, but clearly all you do is bend to the will and testament of the law and the crown. A queen must care, truly and completely. Not pretend. Someone is in need, you do nae turn the other cheek, ye help. No questions asked. [She turned to Liza, dismissing Rosamaria without saying another word. The woman was so beneath her, she could not stand to even look in her direction.] Thank you, Liza. I will forever be indebted to you. [She swore, placing her hands on her sister’s shoulders before rushing passed her to her son’s chambers. Inside, she heard him cry, she saw his tiny arms reach into the air, and despite the worried nurses fluttering to and fro, she picked him up and held him tight against her breast; silently promising to never let him go again.] Mummy’s here, now, love. [She cooed, kissing his forehead, feeling his cold little body against her warm skin. Slowly he calmed in her arms, and she felt his anxiety subside.] It’ll all be alright.

[lizaofrps]

She would try to teach me of sense? Of caring? [Coming from the woman who ran, faster and farther than anyone could imagine even, was rich. It was all too rich. Somehow Rosamaria was the enemy, and while she knew that there would be trials and tribulations, she had not expected so many walls. England was supposed to be hers one day, and here was the former queen, ready to strip her of the thing she wanted most.] Ay, I do bend to the law and the crown because ‘tis duty. Ye put your heart far too much into everything that ye do, and where has that landed ye? I may not be favored, and I may not have the same love and adoration as ye, but I only have best interest in mind, and I would never do anything to intentionally wound this country. How many of ye seem to think that I would is astounding. Ye think I would dawn a crown of a place I do not care for? [There was a sting in her eye, completely unfamiliar. She knew the sign of weakness, the tears that trailed down the cheek in a showcase of just how soft and damaged one truly was. If her family had seen her, if anyone had seen her, knowing that there might be a part of her that was not callous, cold, hard----it tore her apart. She quickly turned away, wiping her cheeks frantically, pushing away hands that tried to help. It was not fair. She was trying so hard, and constantly coming up short. Why must all of her dreams be stolen from her?] ‘Tis nonsense... ‘Tis useless. [As Audrea went inside to her son, the Italian walked slowly behind her, arms folded, and eyes low. She didn’t understand. She wanted to, terribly and awfully, but she couldn’t. None of it made any sense. How were they all so attached to each other? How could they all let their hearts make decisions instead of their minds? How was their love stronger than hers?] I was not attempting to be disrespectful. [She said to absolutely no one, before turning her skirt and walking away.]

[lizaofrps]

[Rosamaria rounded the corner with intent. No, no, no, no…. If the whispers were true, if her ladies were honest, then there would be hell to pay. Nothing was supposed to ruin this, it was just a few more weeks, and she would have that crown atop her head. It wasn’t fair, it wasn’t right.] You’ve only just returned and you are already causing quite the ruckus. [She commented, holding her head high and her hands in front of her person. What was she supposed to say? That by default they had to be enemies? That she could not have her within the same walls without being threatened? That upon her return, the budding respect she was gaining would instantly go down the tubes.] I hope you would understand that ‘tis not my jurisdiction, ‘tis up to the King. Ye will have to await his verdict, just like everybody else. I am nae queen yet. [Ross eyed her, biting her tongue. Oh the things she wished she could say.] I might ask that ye lower the tone, and the cursing. ‘Tis not going to get you anywhere, especially not with me.

[andreaarps-blog]

Ah dae believe ye forgot tae add the words Yer Majesty, Rosa [ The brunette spoke as she approached the two blonde’s immediately curtsying before Audrea. ] Ye are right, ye are nae a Queen, show her the respect she deserves. [ Liza’s voice was hushed, however her posture indicated otherwise. Audrea wasn’t just a Queen, this was family, her god sister and in The princess’ mind there was no better woman suited for the English crown, no one better than Audrea Remigio. ] “Er Majesty wishes tae see ‘er son please. [ Her attention had turn to the guards that were in front of Anthony’s door, her doe eyes flashing dangerously as she spoke. She hadn’t liked the tone that Ross used when addressing Drea, nor did she liked the way she was looking at her as if the rightful Queen was an intruder in her own home. ] Ah will ‘andle the King myself, but ye will move aside and let ‘er see Anthony. [ She would get her god sister inside, it didn’t matter how or if she got in trouble for it and perhaps it was that she now understood what being a mother was like and she couldn’t even begin to imagine what being away from her Liam for that amount of time would feel like. ] Drea, ye go on inside aye? Leave Harry’s anger tae me.. if ‘e is tae be upset with anyone about this it will be myself. Ye gentlemen will suffer no consequences, ye were simply following the orders given tae ye by a Princess of York. Now on tae ye, “future queen” go off and dae whatever it is that ye have been doing since ye got ‘ere and leave er be. Ye may be the queen that parliament wants but Audrea is the Queen, Aunt Elizabeth chose. She is still the Queen of England, my Queen.

[lizaofrps]

[Audrea stared at the queen to be, the one who would ultimately take her place, if parliament had their way. She was shook, not only by the adversary she met with no purpose, but to be glaring into the eyes of a woman that might refuse another access to her child. It was wrong, it was not right.] I may not have my power anymore, but I will never bow to the likes of you. [She spat, her voice cold and unwavering.] I had hope that the one that might take my country would have some sort of heart, some sort of sense, but clearly all you do is bend to the will and testament of the law and the crown. A queen must care, truly and completely. Not pretend. Someone is in need, you do nae turn the other cheek, ye help. No questions asked. [She turned to Liza, dismissing Rosamaria without saying another word. The woman was so beneath her, she could not stand to even look in her direction.] Thank you, Liza. I will forever be indebted to you. [She swore, placing her hands on her sister’s shoulders before rushing passed her to her son’s chambers. Inside, she heard him cry, she saw his tiny arms reach into the air, and despite the worried nurses fluttering to and fro, she picked him up and held him tight against her breast; silently promising to never let him go again.] Mummy’s here, now, love. [She cooed, kissing his forehead, feeling his cold little body against her warm skin. Slowly he calmed in her arms, and she felt his anxiety subside.] It’ll all be alright.

[clarerps]

‘Tis just the woman I was looking for! Tell me, future Queen of England, shall all our days be like this? Ignored by those that hate us and judged by those that don’t know us? Oh, I can almost feel how wonderful that will be.

[lizaofrps]

‘Tis only the beginning. It is going to get much, much worse, Nic... Audrea Adair has returned, and my position is officially in question. Si... ”Future queen,” I would be wary using those words. I’m sure all it will take is a flip of her hair and a bat of her lashes and I shall be tossed aside, yet again... I cannae let that happen...

[andreaarps-blog]

On a good day, oui. - Ye know me always doing something silly, unintentional or intentional never in between. What’s with the face cousin? Ye seemed troubled? 

[lizaofrps]

Oi, don’t worry about it.... Things are----things are going to be very different very soon, my friend. I’m just biding my time... Now, tell me about the unintentional. I need a good story.