✧ strange is the night where black stars rise ✧

hi i'm lexiana ✧ its/her ✧ nonbinary transfem ✧ korean-american ✧ older than 9/11 ✧ i am a twilight dragon (real)

[mothkisserx]

[datadegroove-deactivated2026042]

penis isn't real. pussy isn't even real. the only thing that is real, is the pleasure of combat

[bluering8]

listen to me, this is so so important: you've gotta get used to really giving it your 60% as a default. like don't half-ass it necessarily but try not to go over 70% or so of an ass. you'll feel better and live a happier more fulfilled life, and on the rare occasions where you do need to lock the fuck in you'll be able to pull off bullshit that the sad miserable wretches giving it their 100% can never dream off, because they're busy draining themselves dry and you have energy reserves to spare.

[smokingchagga]

This is actually what I was adviced to do at the work rehabilitation program I went to. Hasn't left my mind since. 10/10 solid advice

[shittykinaesthetics]

Shitty Jax aesthetic: i'm probably transgender but i'm trapped in the amazing digital torment nexus so idrc about that rn

[boyphrodite]

whats the fucking point

[dasswerke]

How to Set Fence Posts That Won’t Rot.

[tropylium]

have a bunny kiss them for luck. got it

[lizardonline]

i wish there was a way to metaphorically Log Off For A Bit without having to actually log off (from the things that Don't suck). like right now the way i'm feeling about tumblr is that i really need a break from things that piss me off and scare me, but i want to keep seeing the art and music and my mutuals' funny posts. without The Horrors. you know.

[radiavoc]

smh you could have stolen noelle's name

[kazumi404]

isn't she...lovely?

[machi1895]

持ち上げたい気分

[gunsandfireandshit]

[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

[auramgold]

a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around

but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood

i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH

[auramgold]

(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)

media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something

when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.

no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.

and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.

[silentsoleil]

Honestly, I forget that Xal'atath is possessing a body and that it's not just her. Do you think there are people who knew Inanis once, who loved her and held her, and that when they see Xal'atath they can't help but feel nauseated at the sight of their old friend, lover, or relative being puppeted by an ancient void being? Even if Inanis wanted it

[beadyeyes]

Tell me why Portland refuses to establish some orc outposts?

[cryptotheism]

Can I hit or do I have to pay tribute to the rest of your polycule first

[cryptotheism]

Twenty bushels of millet to milady with the neopussy. Twenty five to the it/she because it does the dishes most often.

[pavizi]

everyone say hi xenia