My emotional breaks

This is a blog for my little moments when I need to say something but will refuse to bother any body. So here are my thoughts, my fears, the little things that run through me when I have these emotional breaks. This isn't meant for anyone to see and to feel sorry for me. Its just a place where I want to write, to be me.

[debreran]

Grey Peacock-Pheasant (Polyplectron bicalcaratum) of southeast Asia.

[ohcorny]

yo why didnt i know about these

[mcsprinkles]

Wow man forget regular peacocks this thing is magical.

[thetinybutimportantthings]

 Peacock pheasants as a whole are incredibly beautiful birds.

Mountain Peacock-pheasant (Polyplectron inopinatum) http://www.liewwkphoto.com/blog/?p=3975

Bornean Peacock-pheasant (Polyplectron schleiermacheri) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G72zmAU0dII

Palawan Peacock-pheasant (Polyplectron napoleons) https://www.pinterest.com/pin/392165080024946562/

[speciesofleastconcern]

those are some shiny chickens all right

[mugwomps]

I’ve not heard of any of these; they’re magnificent!

[five-rivers]

Oh my gosh?????

[norstrus]

Free comic book day 2016 The Legend of korra: “Friends for Life”

[ino-buta]

Naruto: in all this time…. Sasuke…. Has always been my one friend.. My best friend..!

Shikamaru, Lee, and Kiba:

[leon-the-artificer]

taako: i’m a stone-cold motherfucker who’s never felt an emotion in his life

angus: [accidentally calls him ‘dad’ for the first time]

taako: [visibly sobbing] i’m…a stone-cold motherfucker…who’s…fuck,, oh my god,,

[leon-the-artificer]

magnus: i feel so many emotions all the time. i’m basically a pro at them.

angus: [calls him ‘dad’ for the first time]

magnus: HELLO MERLE?? MERLE. I’M DYING. MY CHEST FEELS LIKE IT’S GONNA EXPLODE AND I CAN’T STOP CRYING AND,, HOLY SHIT,, WHAT IS THIS,,

[rosecolouredheart]

#angus: (calls merle ‘dad’ one time) #merle: you’re grounded (via corvidcall)

[m--ood-deactivated20181217]

UPDATE:

[evjazurian]

If you spend all day in a well, thats a day well spent

Nott casting Hideous Laughter (via indigoire)

[lizzyisabigissue]

Why the hell am I no good?

Why can't I do anything right, want so badly to be good at it. Its all I want in life and I can't. I am no good.

[lizzyisabigissue]

Is it too much to ask that I am thought about and consider on my birthday? Even after it was pushed back so my sister could have her graduation day?

[lizzyisabigissue]

Alright I have heard the same fucking lecture 3 times now, yes in one consecutive day.. how 'bout that. The sadness and self loathing I felt at first has boiled down to seething anger, rising like bile in my throat.

[lizzyisabigissue]

If I withered away, would anyone notice? A few of my friends would miss me, and my family would be without their scape goat, but aside from that, would they notice if I just took off?

[lizzyisabigissue]

All of you can go FUCK yourselves, seriously, I mean that. Just leave my shit out side and don't even bother telling me it's there, yeah you are all a piece of work, truly...

[a-lonely-tea-bag]

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[shortshit]

melissamend:

nigglex:

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obdormio:

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[bradshawisaklainer]

If you don’t reblog…

[rivianrudolf]

I just smiled instantly. First note. Smiled.

[cardinaldavejohn-blog]

All my feelings. ALL OF THEM.

[speedofdarkness]

i think our entire generation gets chills when they hear this

[justwastingmywordsoneveryoneelse]

All it takes is one note and I reblog

[fortheloveofneps]

I just got the biggest smile.

[kuroshiro-shit]

This is going to survive the ages, I promise.

[cchhiill]

This is my ringtone.

[lizzyisabigissue]

When you realize a big part of your group has left  you behind, and you just kinda crumble

[lizzyisabigissue]

Good Mood Gone

now I just feel empty

[lizzyisabigissue]

These books make me feel alone too, when the characters are hanging out with friends, or talking about a loved one or choosing not to tell them something to help them, I want to plead for them to say something because it could cause problems later on

and it doesn't help that first person books allow me to take on the pain or emotion on that character, and slowly I start feeling the negative ones eat away at me.

[lizzyisabigissue]

I feel this darkness

when I'm alone, it creeps up and sits there in my thoughts turning everything darker, gloomy almost.

When I am with people I don't notice it at all, by when I sit in my room or wander from place to place, I feel heavy inside. Something I can't let go of is just flowing over my thoughts, giving me a dark perspective.

That's why I bury myself in books, shows, characters. To find a distraction from this looming cloud raining down the words, "what use is it, what use are you, you'll remain alone"

I don't know where these thoughts come from but I'm afraid, afraid of them, afraid they will take over, and afraid of myself.

[lizzyisabigissue]

Like I want to let my friends borrow things for costumes and such, its just with wigs I am so scared of something happening to them and them being over stretched and becoming unusable for myself. And I don't want to be mean and say no, its just I can't risk it so I avoid the subject altogether

Though I suppose I'm always doing that, hiding, averting my eyes, avoiding things that I should