Back, but not for the reason you think, and here’s why
Heyyyyy, how y’all doing.Â
So, I can’t help but notice that I kinda dipped out of here rather suddenly, not that people were really coming back here to check on my page to see if I was alive. But, if you were, I am.Â
I’ll be honest, I fell out of the fandom for various reasons, one of them being that the episodes obviously take a long time to produce, the work that I was putting out was not getting traction (didn’t care but it does suck regardless when you aren’t seeing the results you want oh well), and the other was that when I left the fandom was horrible. Something that early on when I entered the fandom I said to people was that this fandom is not as ‘sunshine and rainbows’ as people made it out to be, and from what I see when a video is posted is that this fandom hasn’t changed. Maybe, somehow, you have been able to weed out the people that made the fandom like that, but when I jumped back on it didn’t take long for me to see a toxic post.Â
Like I said, maybe its better now but when I was here it was full of death threats over liking any of the characters, it was what I called ‘gremlin witch hunts’ which is when a bigger fandom member sends their gremlin followers to attack a smaller fandom member just because. It was fighting over what triggers should or shouldn’t be tagged, hate accounts tagging people in gore, racism, acephobia, body image issues that people didn’t want to explore, and if I was any more of a dick I would be name dropping.Â
BUT, I will say that through this fandom I met amazing people. I met some of my best friends @moonystea and @stuckonswan . I met the love of my life @unrelatednoted . I was able to commission amazing art by @justisaisfine . I fell in love with a blog series that @friendlyneighborhoodmothman made and has since gone inactive but it was amazing whilst it was active (lots of angst, it was amazing). This fandom helped me figure out who I am with the help of Joan and Talyn, it’s helped me explore and grow my writing and art skills. But, at the end of the day, it’s for the best that I stay distanced and away as I can’t risk falling back into something that also put me at my worst with people that I’d rather go back and never ever meet or interact with again.Â
Everything that is fandom or non-fandom related (fandom being if I write things that are Sanders Sides, or recently it would be DreamSMP writings), it will be on the blog that is below. I want to try writing more when I have time as I really miss it and have been itching to get back into just doing random writings that I really don’t care to expand on unless I feel like it. If there are fandom posts I make they will be here, once again split across Sanders Sides or DreamSMP (some that I am going to start drafting), so stay tuned for that if you wish.Â
This, and my other blog @pattonplaydate will stay up. The other blog for writing in @waveswriting , which I said are for any of the writings that I do. Also if you want to follow me on Twitch and Twitter to follow my journey there with life they are below. With university, work, and volunteering it will be hard for me to go live, but I will do what I can lol.Â
https://www.twitch.tv/logansmess https://twitter.com/logansmess1Â
Anyways, that is all! Bye Bye!!