#fortheloveofwriting

A passion of passion; Deep thoughts brought epiphanies, each exceeding; creating a mind storm and raining words into my overfilled heart.

[stressvul-deactivated20200822]

reblog if you ever felt like this 

message me if you need anything  also side note subscribe to my youtube channel cause im depressed as shit and it would make me less awful https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPyRIum_ObkKpfsoy8_TKew?view_as=subscriber

[lookatitthisway]

This isn’t a suicide note. It’s poetry. Beautifully spoken. I’ve experienced this myself. It’s like, no shit, why doesn’t anyone respond to my behavior? This one is really deep. If you like, join me on Instagram @perspectively_changing_mindset

I believe you’ll appreciate the reciprocated words bled onto my page. I’m a writer with a goal to be published. Right now I’m interested in being a memoirist. I too want to break myself open so that others can gain confidence and control in their lives. My “I’ve been there” t- s hirt is really old and stained. It’s got a lot of holes and a big rip on the right shoulder. When I try to wash it it seems like it’s hard to get clean sometimes but I still wear it. It’s mine, I like it, so I’ll wear an old raggedy s hirt if I want to. I lov e that ol’ s hirt!

Metaphorically relating to life’s timeline. Worn but worth it because it’s lov ed.

“Opinions with grey matter, don’t matter.” -bjalm

I wrote this a while back. Still working on it. I hope you like it. Inspired by ‘Mercy’ ~Jewel ... a song I think you should hear. Sit down for it!! 💜

[lookatitthisway]

I don't mind being mad as long as it's all nonsense. ---bjalm 10.06.17

[lookatitthisway]

Journey

The road less traveled, is not graveled. Through it's duration, Feet of legion saturation. For the road is hard, Held up is a card. Quick trade for easy, Closed minded and sleazy. Trade I will never, Tough times keep me clever. Be open be free, Allow love unto thee. Don't forget how far you've come, Or how far you can go; Enjoy the steps of your journey; May the Lamplight be at your feet below. ---bjalm 08.20.17

[poems-and-word]

[lookatitthisway]

[lookatitthisway]

Heartache

Roses are red; Violets are blue.

I've got a lot on my mind; how about you?

Wanna talk? Wanna share?

Why does it seem, like no one is there?

At the moment in life when you feel down, You need someone most, but they're not around.

I wish every day, that I could be at my best. To be my friend, is truly a test.

I need a best friend! I need them now! Don't judge me, just show me how;

To open my eyes, and not keep them closed. To open my heart, and not throw low blows.

---bjalm

03.03.2010

[lookatitthisway]

You haven't even seen my wild side yet...

[billiej08]

Thoughts

Thoughts consume my mind. Why do some feel worthless? I’ve felt this way before too, But hate to hear it from others. We all have “faults”. Really, these are individual qualities And we should realize just how uniquely we are made. When we allow thoughts to consume our lives I believe it’s then that we loose ourselves. Focus on the now and refuse to feel past defeat. Accept what had happened. Learn from mistakes to grow. Love I seek and to feel protected. When alone I feel as if there is no one else in the world. How can I feel so distant when people are so close by? The feeling of defeat is the lowest. Sometimes I just want someone else to lead me. Take me somewhere that I didn’t have to plan. Although I’m picky about who’d I’d follow. Because I’m a leader. A tough solider in my own way. Please don’t feel worthless about yourself! You have the potential to do great work! I believe in you! Stand proud in the pool of your failure! It’s a part of you that no one else can touch. Unique and irreplaceable! Support for those that have yet to surpass the thoughts that allow less than a perfect self image to arise. Be proud of who you are! You can not be duplicated! —bjalm

[lookatitthisway]

For The Love Of Writing

[lookatitthisway]

My eyes say something, Without speaking a word. I'm looking for, My special bird. His wings expand, Across heavenly land. Have you found, Or heard this sound? Flapping noise, An angel poise. Looking out, Loud I shout. "Send him my way!" I'll find him one day... 09.07.17 ---bjalm

[lookatitthisway]

Soul souring Voice roaring Seeking release To increase My ambition On a mission ---bjalm

[xfactor5195]

🌈Beginning To End🦄

It began with colourful lives in shady apartments far far away With lost souls, Trying to find happiness in bowls Skinny pants, bitter sweet smiles Playing their specified roles with time With the grass treating everyone kind It began with drops and rides across the cosmic realms Desperate tries Souls learning to fly under the pressure of common lives A will to shine and to runaway from all of them who cry It began with a desire to be free and to set sail across the seas Seas of Joy While others looked for diamonds and more toys Colouring the world in your own way Others could say whatever they had to say It ended with desperate cries and shattered lives No will left to try Victims of fate and time Trying to burn all the bridges that were made Souls now filled with shame and hate

-a.K

[billiej08]

Your value does not decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth!!!

Value yourself! You are valuable!

[billiej08]

Jason G | Alternative from Jacksonville, FL

Alternative | Jacksonville, FL

Valuable Music - A Must Watch!

[lookatitthisway]

My friend has such a musical talent. Please listen and let us know what you think!

[lookatitthisway]

Freakalicious

[thelovejournals]

rawness is so attractive, because so much is being filtered nowadays.

Scottie Waves (via thelovejournals)

[actualsecretone]

This is goodbye

This is a goodbye for the one that has my heart. Goodbye to you, that changed so much in a time when love is so short. Goodbye and take care, you don’t have to rush to leave, just leave a note and the door open when you’re no longer there. Goodbye to your smile that always led to mine, to your touch that freezes my spine. Goodbye to the memories and the laughs, I appreciate you leaving those when you left. Goodbye to late night talks and slow kisses, I’ll do my best not to miss it. Goodbye to talking without words. Just stares and smiles were never misheard. This is goodbye to the one I love. This is an end and a beginning. The start of being friends but the end of the feelings. Never have I felt so blue, now having to say goodbye to you. This is goodbye, but also a thank you. Thank you for being there when no one else was. Thank you for listening and caring cause, honestly, I needed it most. Thank you for believing in me when even I couldn’t. Thank you for the songs, the dances and the things you did for me even when maybe you shouldn’t. Thank for being my first and last thought. Thank you for being happy when I was not. Thank you for showing I’m not like my parents, I know you get it and I thank you caring. Thank you for showing the best and the worst times, I know you didn’t mean to say those things, neither did I. For the one I love, this is a thank you and a goodbye.

[lookatitthisway]

Times are hard

Find the card

They like the most

But do not boast

They don't like to see

The human in me

Let them go

They no longer show

The love and support

You're the last resort

---bjalm

[teacup13-deactivated20200319]

words aren’t heavy until a face kisses them into meaning, eyes are just a landscape we cross every morning until you’ve gotten lost in the way the sun spells his name into every step, my heart is a jagged deck of cards out running every regret waiting to bloom into something beautiful, & yet the only thing that is still missing from us is each other.

@sad-things (via teacup13)

LOVE

[bettybrink]

Your body was not created so other people could judge how well this corporeal form conforms to cultural beauty standards. Your body is the tool through which your soul interacts with the world around you.

Betty Brink (via bettybrink)

Brilliant!!