For My Thinkins

This is for me to write everything out because no one else needs to hear me complain

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Do you ever have weird echos of your childhood?

Like someone will say “when I was a young...” I suddenly want to stand up and sing in my best opera voice “when I was a young WART*HOGGGG*

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Am I asking too much?

Sometimes I think I am asking for too much in a man.

All I want is someone who loves animals, animals are my whole life and i want to be with someone who can understand that.

I want someone who loves the outdoors and can come on hikes and walks with me without it being them doing something FOR me, but them enjoying something WITH me. And I want someone who is in shape enough to keep up with me, maybe push me a little.

I want someone who is a good person, a person who can see when to stop pushing, one who can know when to be serious, and one who I can feel comfortable enough with to be vunrable and wrong around.

Is that too much?

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I remembered something else I would like. I love food and I love cooking so it would be great to have someone to cook with or to cook for. Someone I can plan meals with and talk about food too.

But like, everyones gotta eat so I really am not lookin for much here people.

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Am I asking too much?

Sometimes I think I am asking for too much in a man.

All I want is someone who loves animals, animals are my whole life and i want to be with someone who can understand that.

I want someone who loves the outdoors and can come on hikes and walks with me without it being them doing something FOR me, but them enjoying something WITH me. And I want someone who is in shape enough to keep up with me, maybe push me a little.

I want someone who is a good person, a person who can see when to stop pushing, one who can know when to be serious, and one who I can feel comfortable enough with to be vunrable and wrong around.

Is that too much?

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You. You are like the scar on my leg. It has stopped bleeding, stopped hurting, but it is still red. Maybe one day it will become thin and pale; something barely remembered.

But for now it is still there. You did this to me. I did this to me

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This is how I felt when my friends dropped me like a hot potato

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My dog is a super dog

Super Chet, On a hill by some sheep, Aberfeldy, Scotland

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Love

I am not dating anyone. I am not talking to anyone. I dont even like anyone. And sometimes it is soo freeing. Not just to have the ability to live my life for me for a while, not worrying about anyone else, but because i know there is so much to look forward to. I am looking forward to my first kiss. My first meeting. My first date. Falling in love. And i know that there are better things to come. Better love then i have had before. I still get to write my story and that is so exciting!

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Did you ever notice that we dont praise dogs most on their looks? Like I have the cutest most beautiful puppers. His face is so adorable with wonderful big ears and soft fir. He is so fit and muscular and he has the smallest little paws. And while i tell him those things, more often I tell him he is a good boy. A kind boy. Maybe we should praise others more on the quality of their soul and their actions rather then now they look. Because i have the best, most kind boy. And if people could be more like him the world would be a better place

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[half-black-phillip]

I’m so mad because this worked

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help me roger

[telanu]

Reblogging myself because

Originally posted by gifs-for-the-masses

[luthienebonyx]

Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?

O_O

[riskpig]

………my friend has made me curious

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help me roger

[maryburgers]

Update: after I reblogged this someone messaged me offering me tickets to the sold out Hausu screening with a Q&A and autograph session with the director

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let’s do it, roger

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Roger helppppp

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I need you Roger!

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Alone vs lonely in the crowd

I have been isolated from my “friends” for quite a long time. It has been more then two months since i have been with them for any real length of time, especially for lunch or any time to just talk. And i hated it. I felt like i was considered a lesser being. I felt ignored and quite ridiculous. Honestly i felt like i would be much happier eating my lunch with a book then with them. In my book a girl has lost both her sense of touch and her ability to speak. I was thinking that i would definitely loose my sense of touch then to have all my thoughts confined to me and not be able to let anyone know how i was feeling or what i was thinking. But I feel like in this situation people pay me so little attention, they dont listen to me when i talk, that i have lost my ability to let others know me. And i have a heightened sense of feelings because they are hurting.

[shinimegami]

[thestormscrolls]

no way in hell am i passing this up

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a student from uni scrolled past this and ended up failing all of his courses, even the ones he thought he passed… not gonna take this chance.

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I hate when people post "when you leave the baby alone with daddy" stuff. Like it is unusual. Daddy is ONE HALF of the parenting until and should therefore do ONE HALF of the work. How people choose to divide the work is up to them. But men and women need to realise that the father is just as responsible for the child. Being left alone with they baby that is 50% of them should not be crazy unusual. I do understand that some men work while the mother of the child may not be working and may take care of the child full time. But is it fair if the woman works her job every hour of the day while the father goes to make money, gets lunch breaks, and comes home to relax? But nowadays many women have their own careers. We need to push for maternal AND paternal paid leave. We need to find a way that women do not have to sacrifice their careers to have children. And we need to find a way to make it socially normal for a father to be able to take care of his own child alone.

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You want a man who will do good things for you. But maybe i want a man who will do good things regardless.

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Friend: “Hey, I haven’t seen you in forever! how are you?”

me: “Fine, thanks.”

Lemony Snicket from outta nowhere: “Of course, in this case, ‘fine’ is only meant to reassure. She has never been less fine, nor was she ever fine in the first place. Here, the word ‘fine’ could be defined as ‘I am actually slowly dying on the inside, but don’t wish for anyone to worry’.

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I was having a tough time. I live with someone who actively makes me miserable. I broke up with a boyfriend of over a year. School is stressful as always. And i had no friends. My "friends" left me out and didnt care. I reached out to one girl. I told her why I was upset but I didnt blame her, I wasnt angry. I told her that I really needed a friend. But she was too caught up believing in her sainthood to admit anything was wrong. She would rather believe she was good then actually do good and admit she wasnt on my side before. This is why i dont trust any of them. That makes it easier

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My "friend"

She just found out that I had broken up with my boyfriend of over a year. We broke up 2 1/2 months ago and I had openly talked about it at a table she was at. She claims I am one of her closest friends but she knows nothing about me

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It is funny that people can sit here and think I am boring for reading my book when the reason I am reading is because they are too boring for ME

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When I had something. He wanted it. Sometimes it was something special to me and made me angry that I was expected to share something I had with him when he wanted it on a whim. Lets take grapes as an example. I love grapes. I eat them almost every day but they are expensive so I cant have too many. It is also hard to buy and carry home in large amounts. He knows all this but when I would bring out my grapes at the time of day when I could enjoy them and he thought suddenly he deserved half. But he doesnt eat grapes any other time. He admitted that he ONLY wants them because I have them! So why should I share my favorite thing to eat in the day because he likes to take what I have?!?! That pisses me off. If he loved them too I would share much more happily. But he is just vindictive in trying to guilt me into giving him some