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I wish I was important enough for someone to care

I HATE BEING SINGLE KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE MY LIFE IS SO PATHETIC OH MY FUCKING GOD

Call me the crazy ex girlfriend but it really makes me upset that they broke up with me bc they wanted to be alone and do whatever they wanted and they also “felt bad” for always canceling plans and never wanting to go out, but then a week later they start going out to really nice dinners and shit with reigan actually all the time and posting about it

I don’t have feelings for them at all anymore or anything it just makes me sad cuz then it feels like they didn’t think that and smth else was the problem, like I was the problem and they just didn’t want to be around ME

#alone 4 lyfe #I don’t want to hate them but i definitely don’t like them #stupid shit #clingy loser

So fat I broke the ladder trying to get into my bed

#big bitch #loft bed problems

Trigger warning XD

Just retrieved a lost memory of when I used to keep a lighter in my room freshman year and would just lowk try to set my hands on fire cuz it seemed easier than cutting myself

#oh…#that’s nice sweetie #sometimes I forget I’m genuinely very ill #oops!#my cousin is staying here for a few weeks and I’m supposed to convince her not to kill herself… how?

My first memory is me asking my mother to kill me…

#oops!!#effed up #4 year old #oven #exploding #XD #no joke when I was little I would legitimately get suicidal anytime I made any mistake that upset my parents

Inferiority complex plus martyr complex plus savior complex plus guilt complex plus persecution complex plus ugly

SOMEBODY JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY

#pathetic #embarrassing

I’m so depressed nothing even helps for more than 10 minutes anymore

#my happiness is fleeting and I am a fool to chase it #I haven’t cleaned my room in like 6 months #I’m disgusting

A moment of weakness

#I am alone

Am I so unlovable that my existence drives away even someone who was obsessed with me unprompted and unprovoked

#alone #in pain #sorry I’m emo but I can’t make myself care anymore #I wish I wasn’t asexual #should I kill myself?