i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

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@losingdaawg
i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.
bingewatching will never come close to bingereading. there is nothing like blocking out the entire Earth for ten hours to read a book in one sitting no food no water no shower no bra and emerging at the end with no idea what time it is or where you are, a dried-up prune that's sensitive to light and loud noises because you've been in your room in the dark reading by the glow of a single LED. it's like coming back after a three-month vacation in another dimension and now you have to go downstairs and make dinner. absolutely transcendental
do you ever think about the child you will never have and get sad
Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.
does lonliness ever truly goes away
i hate being mean to her but she leaves me no choice
ohhhh i get it now. the little seed of loneliness i’ve carried with me since i was five will never go away
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no matter how much i do it is never enough
pulling an all nighter to fix my sleep schedule and get a lot of work done as well
need to kiss a beautiful woman or i'll die
feeling overwhelmed
i admit i want to be loved religiously and i don’t know what to do with my hands
ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a girl with messy hair wearing a big fur coat and smoking a cigarette
it took me 4 years of a constant binge restrict cycle to realise that there is no end. You will never wake up one day in your dream body, or you won't magically learn how to be disciplined for the rest of your life. Not only did I ruin my mental and physical health, but I also missed so many opportunities and social gatherings. There is no "perfect diet", except the one that makes you feel good.
a walk can honestly heal anything trust me on this one