mel

she/her | intj | 5w6 | bookworm | sarcastic | dark academia lover | shane with ilya's life | SHADOW SLAVE!!!

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Intro Post 🌕🌟

Hello! You can call me Mel, my pronouns are she/her, I'm Turkish and I'm currently 16 years old.

Updated 04/07/2026

Fandoms include but are not limited to:

SHADOW SLAVE!!! Heated Rivalry (and the game changers books), The Hellaverse (stolitz. oh my god stolitz), Some musicals (Hamilton, heathers, ride the cyclone, beetlejuice, epic), The Immortal Universe. (the drama. agh), The Amazing Digital Circus, Superwholock individually, The Pitt, Our Flag Means Death, PJO and HOO, All of the MCU and the X-Men movies, BBC Merlin, Red, White & Royal Blue, The Song of Achilles, The Secret History and the Goldfinch, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, House MD, Hannibal, The Maze Runner books. (i hate the films)

and many more series because i basically hate watching movies. But these are the main ones for now

Ships:

Hollanov is very dear to me, although it has now been shadowed (ha!) by sunphis.

I ship the most popular ships in everything I watch or read, I'm afraid I'm nowhere near original.

Don't shoot me, but I do ship larry. They have forced me to.

Interests:

I love psychology, specifically neuropsychology and cognitive psychology. I want to pursue a career on it and go academic.

I love reading, books and especially english books. I don't really annotate but if I want someone else to read it I'll annotate it before giving it to them because it feels more special that way.

I love watching series, I will literally sit in front of my laptop and watch 8 hours worth of episodes but I can't stand a 2 hour movie. Sue me.

I love analyzing characters and relationships in media I consume, and especially complex characters with traumatic backstories. I suspect this is my special interest.

Music:

I love One Direction. Those are my boys. My fave will always be and have always been louis, then harry. Love their individual work as well.

I also like hozier, taylor swift, conan gray, girl in red, chappell roan and the such.

Tags:

#mel just talks basically whenever i post an original thought

#mel talks about series happens a lot.

#mel vents whenever i feel i can't talk to anyone but the void. feel free to block

#mel answers asks pretty self-explanatory

#mel talks about tasn whenever i talk about my book, they all said nothing, which you should all check out. Find more on here.

#mel talks about music whenever I'm a whore for music

#mel talks about london when i talk about the london trip i went on

That's it! Thanks for reading and I hope you like what you find in my blog!

[lost-from-social-cues]

should i rewatch teen wolf??? @prongsievans tagging you as my #1 thiam mutual

[lost-from-social-cues]

crazy how my book won't write itself and requires me to put effort into it. i want the rest of the story where is it? oh I'M supposed to write it? damnation indeed.

[luxiomahariel]

i like it when trans women and transfem people exist

i like it when trans men and transmasc people exist

i like it when nonbinary and abinary people exist

i like it when intersex people exist

i like it when people with culturally exclusive identities exist

thank you

[problematicghosty]

you’re allowed to be a boy btw. You’re allowed to be a girl. You’re allowed to be both or neither or something else entirely. You’re allowed.

[kindaorangey]

very soon the entirety of the tumblr dashboard will be consumed by insane people being insufferable over AMC's interview with the vampire. fortunately i am one of those insane people

[lost-from-social-cues]

is it stupid that i'm making an extensive list with explanations to tell my psychiatrist about why i think i have autism. is it weird. i feel like i won't remember half the things i want to say when i sit across from her. is this bad

[lost-from-social-cues]

so you see i was very obsessed with watching series until i started reading a very specific webnovel and had no time for anything else in my life... now that i'm supposed to wait and do other things i have no desire to watch my series. what the fuck has happened to me

[roanlovesvampires]

lmaooooo tough cookie is so iconic! i love her!

[lost-from-social-cues]

I love that my heated rivalry mutuals are all talking about tvl, like yes queen i love them both too!

[autarkiia]

Daniel's really insisting on calling Armand "dad" and framing their relationship as parental to distance himself from his conflicting feelings, likely evoking his relationship with his own absent father, to sort of soothe the ache. keep denying it boy we know how you really feel. gonna start calling him daddy real soon

[lgbtqiatext]

[lost-from-social-cues]

i desperately need friends btw my friends fucking suck. i need friends that accept me the way i am and who are also a bit like me. i'm tired of always feeling left out because my friends are all like-minded and i'm not. my views are just "women should be able to choose what they do with their bodies/lives" and "genai is bad for the environment and the people" and "racism is bad" and worst of all "lgbtq+ people deserve to live" gasp!

[sugarcarnation]

lestat alone on stage being haunted by his muses. louis alone in the car after getting empty revenge on bruce going to see a vision of his dead daughter. daniel alone in an alleyway without his maker. you can’t fuck away the loneliness fr

[terpsikeraunos]

ancient greek word of the day: κακοθερής (kakotherēs), unfitted to endure summer heat

[aphilologicalbatman-deactivated]

this literally means “bad at summer” pass it on

[zipstick]

Reblog if you, too, are bad at summer

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[lost-from-social-cues]

fighting with my girlfriend is so fucking hard because i crave her conversation and yet i can't allow myself to quench my thirst of her. she's everything and everything is meaningless without her. i know i'm making her sad but i am also sad, how do i stop being sad? i can't live with this crushing amount of stress anymore.

[lost-from-social-cues]

nvm guys we're fine i think

[ink-sky-wanderer]

the funniest part of the vampire lestat right now is that lestat is publicly expressing his feelings through music while louis is making passive income from it