Thin & Cloudy

Should be in a clinic rn

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Please let me Espace

from this horrible place you call my Mind. I really cant do that anymore, it has been a few Months and i wasnt able to keep this mask longer.....not even a Year and im back alone again. All that keeps me going is the Cigarette in my Hand and the Smoke in my Lungs....

[plathsbitch]

it’s that time of the day again, where I want to turn off my phone and run away and start a new life, maybe even change my name to something more Shakespearean– I want to forget this life without leaving existence, how do you do that?

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

I want to keep running and never stop....

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Oh why you always just sleeping and yet so tired huh?

Oh I don't know, maybe km just tired of living, tired of the same shit every single day, tired of beeing me?

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

"You see, I have two thoughts Before touching someone's hands Are they soft? I hope not Not too soft Because four years ago I fell into a hole So as soon as they touch I wonder if they’re strong enough To help pull me to the top And are they cold? God, I hope so Because mine are so cold That anytime someone touches them They ask me if something’s wrong"

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

I could literally run away, no phone, no car just me and music on my mp3 player. No one would care, no one would know.

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Maybe.... Mybe if I will get thinner, maybe he will like me, maybe I will get his attention when I pass out in front of him....

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

So long-

It has been so long till I felt safe, and as soon as I found someone who made me feel safe, they realized what makes me to me... And left.

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

So hey, I just stopped everything, everything that makes a day. I don't talk, write, go out, I don't even do school or watch something, I lay in bed and does someone notice?

I bet yes.

Do they care?

Defenitly not.

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

I'm just another Candle of Life, Burning down and getting smaller. I just never were a tall one......i think im getting out soon.

Me

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Im so fucking tired. I need a break from constantly sitting on the Edge.

me

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Lonely

Ever felt Lonely? Yeah me too, but im getting comfortable in my loneliness way too fast. Im getting used to be alone, and get used to just suffer in silence. I get used to sit in my Bathroom smoking and screaming, knowing no one will hear.  So....you ever felt Lonely?

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Call me Peter Pan, Im in Neverland

Daylo117

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

I need hours to eat,

Seconds to fly.

I need days to go out,

Minutes to go down.

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

Every time I smoke a cigarette, I stare at the end of it and count the years I take myself with it...

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

I'm just another sad Teen in a Black Hoodie

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

How fast I could end it all,

Hours, minutes, seconds...

It doesn't need much, one cut, one rope..... One bottle, one lighter

Simply no hope, it will end, but I'm too weak.... Just too weak

[lost-in-an-forgotten-world]

I fucked it up again.... Like I can't do anything else......