pathetic creation

specter ✟ he/she/they ✟ 23 ✟ beast in man's clothing

[lostdathomirian]

hiiiii i’m a grad student that draws and writes whatever i want

strawpage

prns page eng + esp

ovw sideblog @talonbreakroom

[lostdathomirian]

also watching grown adults on booktok/bookstagram say that a book is ableist if it has “big words” is so incredibly embarrassing and insulting to the neurodivergent community. please just google it. there’s no shame in learning a new word. hey siri what does precocious mean. it’s that easy. i saw someone ask for an easier replacement word for ASSOCIATE

[nongunktional]

ive never wanted to send a death threat over a game before

[nongunktional]

tautological wordle answer

[nongunktional]

[minovskyy]

posts that make you open wordle

[minovskyy]

[chryza]

Oh boy better go try today’s wordle

[chryza]

WHAT THE FUCK

[chryza]

[lostdathomirian]

moving house is actually the worst thing in the entire world and i would rather be peeling off each of my fingernails and toenails higurashi style than have to figure out a box system like this again

[lostdathomirian]

life is all about drawing extremely ooc swimsuit shots of your yumeship

[faeyuh]

how it felt to fight mad mew mew’s body dysmorphia while hatsune miku serenades me in the bg

[lostdathomirian]

blocking deltarune tags. mostly done with the chapter already but a bitch can never be too careful

[lostdathomirian]

finished and watched weird route. What the Fuck

[lostdathomirian]

blocking deltarune tags. mostly done with the chapter already but a bitch can never be too careful

[lostdathomirian]

progesterone made her more annoying

[lostdathomirian]

i want to make a cookiesona so bad but i’d need to figure out how to put my white ass cookie in the golden city without it looking like the white pharaoh

[uncleromeo]

if you don't do anything else today,

Please have a moment of silence for the people who were killed instead of freed when news of emancipation finally reached the furthest corners of the american south.

have another moment for the ledgers, catalogs, and records that were burned and the homes that were destroyed to hide the presence of very much alive and still enslaved people on dozens of plantations and homesteads across the south for decades after emancipation.

and have a third moment for those who were hunted and killed while fleeing the south to find safety across the border, overseas, in the north and to the west.

black people. light a candle, write a note to those who have passed telling them what you have achieved in spite of the racist and intolerant conditions of this world, feel the warmth of the flame under your hand, say a prayer of rememberance if you are religious, place the note under the candle, and then blow it out.

if you have children, sit them down and tell them anything you know about the life of oldest black person you've ever met. it doesn't have to be your own family. tell them what you know about what life was like for us in the days, years, decades after emancipation. if you don't know much, look it up and learn about it together.

This is Juneteenth.

white people CAN interact with this post. share it, spread it.

[lostdathomirian]

if the blog i just accidentally followed and unfollowed sees that i just followed and unfollowed them i am so sorry my finger slipped

[445ties]

this is the real ending to episode 9

[lostdathomirian]

i cant wait until tmrw so i can spam my post-finale headcanons without that stupid fucking low poly fish hanging my shoulder

[lostdathomirian]

i changed my mind im writing a fic instead YAYYYY everyone clap

[roadkillkitty16]

TADC FINALE SPOILERS

Jax is here to give trans people hope in a time of so much hate and fear.

She lived just as afraid and repressed and hostile as so many people do. She physically fought people away because the idea of being discovered and ostracized was so immense. She became an embodiment of all the hate she’d always felt directed at her identity. When Pomni sees her truth she hugs her, thinking back on moments together and simply concluding “isn’t she lovely.”

Jax took her own life because of the fear and self hate and as she faded into abstraction, she realized in the last moments, in one simple tearful line, “I don’t want to go.”

In her real life, she has queer friends, long hair, she frequents the queer bar run by Zooble. She is free. She is lovely. There was always a better way.

Jax died with her secret because she was so ashamed. But we know through Leroy and Pomni and Ribbit that if she had just lived her truth, she would have been loved. Supported. Accepted. Jax realizes the same thing but it’s already too late, she’s already gone. As a trans man who’s been close to “abstracting” in the closet too, my god was it felt.

There is a world that loves you, you just have to let it try.

[demilypyro]

"if Jax is a trans woman she's still an abuser so she's bad representation so the show is transphobic" you're an idiot. you want your blorbos to be perfect ideal angels, I want my blorbos to be realistic, nuanced, flawed human beings, we are not the same. I LIKE that she's messy and fucked up and problematic, I think it's a realistic depiction of how a lot of repressed and traumatized trans women are. I think the show goes to great lengths to explore how and why she is the way she is, and to evoke sympathy for this kind of person. it doesn't excuse her actions but it does make them understandable. and I think the fact women like that deserve sympathy is an idea worth stating and worth shouting. yes she's a bully and she hurt everyone around her and that may never change. she still deserves sympathy.

[demilypyro]

best case scenario Digital Circus gets remembered in a similar way as Steven Universe: a show that was Really Fucking Good and had nuanced characters and interesting things to say, but the audience wasn't quite ready for it and it imploded into a discourse ball. four years from now I expect to see lesbians drawing Jax like she's a renaissance muse the same way people still draw Pearl or Lapis