Whats ur reason to live?
My brother and my parents. I can't hurt them. I don't want to give them pain. I know they love me deeply and so I have to live for them. That's my reason to live. Sometimes it is very hard to think about them because the pain I feel makes me want to end my life without thinking about anyone else but me. But if I stop for a moment and think about how they would feel if I died I realize I can't kill myself. It's a sacrifice because it means putting them first and not me but I'd do anything for them.
Get off Tumblr and get some real help for fucks sake










