in a relationship with books

✧ LEI ▫ 22 ✧ I LIKE PRETTY THINGS PSYCHOLOGY GRADUATE SELF PROCLAIMED ARTIST MULTIFANDOM ▫LOUD▫VAIN ✴ALSO I READ HELLA FRIGGIN LOT✴ books - art - interior design music - movies - anime - selfies scrolling

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(Why do I keep abandoning my blog)

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I'm back

It has been quite too long since I abandoned this blog. It's pinterest and buzzfeed's fault, really. And okay yes probably coz of work too. Hurray! Last time I was active here, I was 3 months unemployed, I waited 3 more months after that to finally get a job (and a great one at that!). I'll be celebrating my 5th month at work in 2 days. Life flies past so quickly! I now work as HR for an Australian accounting firm and it has been amazing. I got a ton of workload and had to adjust to learning everything in a few months so that my boss could properly hand some tasks over to me completely. It's overwhelming but it's also a really great way to grow and learn. The environment is so nice, the people are friendly, the bosses are too kind, they're so smart yet so amazing to their people. They encourage me to be the best I can be. We started out as 3 fresh grads who were hired about the same time, 2 of them for admin jobs while I handled HR/Admin and today I'm the only fresh grad left standing. I don't know why they didn't appreciate this opportunity and gave up so easily, but it kinda makes me feel better about myself coz I had more jobs than them but I made it to today. Lol My boss even called me the most confident fresh grad he ever met lmao I got to work with big company events like the Christmas party and the upcoming Team Building. It's stressful but so rewarding at the same time. My checklist never ends. I've gone through a whole notebook full of checklists. 😂 The only super stressful thing about work was when an admin who was underperforming was transferred to our team temporarily to prove herself, gave me the worst month long headache of my life. I was happy for her chance to prove herself coz she was my friend before but every single day I had to do double the work coz I had to teach her then teach her again then end up re-doing the whole job coz I couldn't pass any of them to my superiors. Here's the thing though, she has 15 years of experience under her belt. I don't know what the hell happened. Anyway, she's done and so am I. Lmao I'm less stressed now. I'm gonna get regularized in a month and I'm gonna be busier with more events but at least I'm not as emotionally drained anymore. I will be writing here and updating my blog more again soon. See ya!

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Love my hair but I wanna get a haircut. Ahhh also I'm thinking of getting a purple hombre on my birthday in three months. I hope I have enough courage. ✌🏻️

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Long time no see long time no see

[betheshield]

[frie-nds]

What’s your funniest Friends memory? LeBlanc: It feels like so long ago. But what sticks out in my mind was sometimes we couldn’t get though a scene without laughing. It’s the gag reel stuff. Remember that time you had to say … Kudrow: “At Monica’s you can eat cookies over the sink!” Yes, I couldn’t say it! I thought I was getting annoying. LeBlanc: It was so funny. That uncontrollable laugh you have kills me. Lisa’s very ticklish. Kudrow: Why does anyone need to know that! Do you know how many times I told Matt, ‘I am going to hurt you,’ and he would just laugh and keep doing it.  I have to ask, why didn’t Phoebe and Joey ever hook up? LeBlanc: Towards the end we actually pitched the idea that Joey and Phoebe had been having casual sex the entire time. We’d go back and shoot all the historical scenes and just before a moment that everyone recognizes, there’s Joey and Phoebe coming out of a broom closet together. But they were like, ‘Nah.'  How cold was the fountain from the opening credits? LeBlanc: They warmed it up. I had a good time in that fountain, I gotta be honest. Kudrow: I remember it being cold, and we had to do it way too many times. I don’t think we were in the mood or could even look like were having fun anymore, but then Matthew Perry said, “I don’t remember a time when I wasn’t in the fountain,” and we all laughed so hard. I think that’s what’s on TV. LeBlanc: He was always the one in the 1,000th hour of something that everyone was dreading to crack a joke and make us all laugh. He’s the class clown for sure.  What if social media was around in those days? Who do you think would have used it the most? Kudrow: Probably Rachel [Jennifer Aniston]. LeBlanc: Joey wouldn’t have been able to figure it out, and Phoebe would have thought it was stealing her soul. Kudrow: Ross [David Schwimmer] would have wondered why he didn’t have many favorites for his dinosaur tweets.  When’s the last time the gang got back together? LeBlanc: All six of us had dinner recently for Courteney Cox’s birthday. We had so much fun. It felt like no time had passed, but it’d been almost 12 years. Kudrow: Like Matt says, if you’re trapped in a building with five other people for 10 years, when they finally let you out, you scatter!“ 

                                                                                 -   [x]

[ulibeanzz]

why does no one talk about how friends can break your heart so devastatingly intimately sometimes a million times worse than romantic partners why does no one talk about friend break ups

[suicidle]

okay but does anyone else check people out artistically? like instead of thinking “wow I’d tap that” you just intensely appreciate their appearance and sit there and “holy shit look at the curve of their spine and that POSTURE but then there’s the shape of their eyes and THEIR HANDS AND -” *snaps pencil in half*

[movedto-rykemeadows-blog]

the calloway sisters. {click for hd - it might take a bit to load though}

[ourafrica]

I pray we all find jobs after graduation.

[vriskamylove]

I’m the kind of person that will delete and retype an entire tag sentence if I make a typo and that’s really all you need to know about my personality

[loudtremors]

someday someone somewhere somehow

[rosamundpike]

no offense but trying to find a problematic behavior on literally every single person and every single situation is absolutely ridiculous and maybe the problematic one is you

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I need a distraction from all the nothingness happening in my life

[transcendentalbrilliance]

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to ignore you when you want to talk to him.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to shove you when he’s angry.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to call you a dumbass or a bitch when you’re in an argument.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to threaten to leave the relationship every time you defend yourself.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to invalidate your feelings.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to not tell you who he’s with or where he’s going.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to keep making the same detrimental mistake over and over.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to use your insecurities against you.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to make you feel guilty for having desires and needs.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to tell you that you’re stupid when you cry.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to cheat on you because he’s “just a stupid guy.”

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to rely on you when he doesn’t do a thing for himself.

it’s not normal for your boyfriend to hurt you intentionally.

please stop normalizing toxic romantic relationships. it’s not healthy for your partner to upset you and behave recklessly as long as he apologizes later. apologies mean nothing after he has repeatedly disrespected you. kisses and hugs mean nothing after he has repeatedly disrespected you. public displays of affection mean nothing after he has repeatedly disrespected you. promises mean nothing after he has repeatedly disrespected you. it is not okay for him to hurt you physically or emotionally because he said he’ll change. he hasn’t. he won’t. get out now because THIS! IS! NOT! NORMAL! other couples do not go through this. other couples did NOT have to go through this to be in a happy, wholesome place.

he is manipulative and selfish and he is making you weak every time you agree to stay. even when you feel like “maybe this time, things will be okay,” they won’t – that’s what he wants you to think so you never slip from his grasp. you know as well as i do you’re 50 times overdue for “this is his last chance.” this is not normal.

[transcendentalbrilliance]

​help me get this around so my friend can see how many people agree with me and that she needs to walk away from her toxic relationship

[yaoi-pantsu]

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT

[aboutmuseposts]

calming starter sentences

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“Its okay, I’m here.” “I’m not going to leave you.” “Everything is okay.” “I’m going to protect you.” “I believe in you.” “Hear my heartbeat? Just focus on that.” “You’ll be alright, no one can hurt you now.” “You’re not going to lose me.” “I love you.” “I’ll stay right here, okay?” “Just breathe.” “I’m okay, you’re okay, we’re okay.” “You’re everything to me.” “I don’t care what they think, to me, you are perfect.” “Do you want to talk about it?” “You don’t have to be alone.”

[br0ken-beyond-despair-deactivat]

*hears intro to Sugar We’re Going Down* … *runs into room* AM I MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR YET *kicks wall* I’VE BEEN DYING TO TELL YOU ANYTHING *punches chair* YOU WANNA HEAR *throws table* COS THAT’S JUST WHO I AM THIS WEEK

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me in 2005 and still me in 2015