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Any prns. Mentally ill. Queer. Traumatized. Disorganized attachment. OCD, BPD, ADHD, PTSD, panic disorder.

Lesbian with AWFUL comphet. Genuinely obsessively in love with my best friend/fp lol. Praying I can get that NEET lifestyle again. Sometimes I post mild yan but it's just because I'm obsessive I am not like that IRL.

samvents

i never mattered.

traumatizeddfox

my flashbacks be like "haha..hey..remember this? that moment that scarred u forever? do u remember? i dont think u do..so let me remind you ever 2 minutes...oh wait..thats not enough ill also remind you in your sleep."

phoenix-positivity

I think the difficult thing with trauma responses and fears is that when people try to comfort you by saying your fears wont happen is that: well actually, they did happen? Why would they not happen again? I have no reason to believe they wont. I want to prepare myself for when they happen again. And the advice of 'Don't assume people are out to get you and hurt you' is so hard to believe because you've experienced that actually, people were out there to hurt you. It's so hard to regain trust in people once it's been broken.

traumatizeddfox

breathing-in-fire

obscurix

this is not living this is just surviving and i’m tired of working to be alive

megofwands

There’s a mixture of pain and adoration.

Journal Entries

roadtonothing

bathroomflooder-deactivated2024

no you don't understand. yes, I think that I am the scum of the earth, and hate myself immensely, and think that I don't deserve love of any kind, but I also think that I am the most important person ever, and love myself because I am perfect, and I deserve everyone's attention and love and and and