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UGHHH TWINS NERDJO AND FRATJO ARE MY LATEST OBSESSION...
nerdjo who is an absolute freak in the sheets, fucking you until you're sobbing with pleasure whenever he gets the chance. he likes keeping you in his room, and he finds himself watching you more than he's actually doing anything else, imagining all the filthy things he could do to you. he eats you out like a pro, glasses fogging and practically falling off his face because he just can't get enough of you.
he'll shove his books and papers off his desk without a care in the world just so he can have you spread out and shaking for him, thumb circling over your clit as his tongue drags through your folds again and again, having you cumming in mere minutes.
shoving his glasses up with one hand, he's already undoing his pants, sliding his aching cock through your drooling folds and letting out a hiss in pleasure as he holds back from fucking you until his desk breaks. he's rough in a gentle way, but loves to drag out your orgasm as well as his own, building it up with quick thrusts before pausing, eliciting whines of protests from you. but oh does he love it. it makes it feel so much better when he's finally able to fill you with his load, breathing out curses and groans as you cum with him, making a mess all over his cock.
fratjo on the other hand, just as freaky as his brother but definitely likes to change things up a bit. he loves when you suck him off, tears brimming at the sides of your eyes while you look up at him, trying to take him as deep as you can because he just tastes so good. he'll hold your hair up for you, the other hand gently holding your head up so he's able to feel his cock in your throat.
he doesn't prefer to cum down your throat though, he'll love making a mess all over your face and lips, the sight of you licking it from your lips making him hard again almost instantly.
he'll clean you up first (obviously), and can barely make it to the bed, his lips already on yours, grip firm on your waists as he holds you flush against his body. he lifts you with ease, pulling you down onto the bed with him. his lips will trail to your jaw, up to your ear where he'll nibble on your earlobe, breathlessly begging for you to ride him because oh he loves watching you use him like that, getting off with his cock.
of course you say yes, how could you not with him whining about how badly he needs you? his eyes are locked on you and his touch firm, watching how your tits bounce in rhythm with your movements and how your cunt so eagerly sucks him in. fuck, he has to hold himself back from cumming right away because you look like a goddess and he's positively entranced by you. his head'll fall back against the sheets when he cums, needy whines and moans falling from his lips as he fills you while at the same time feeling you gush all over him.
and both at the same time? you're in for a treat. fratjo at the front and nerdjo at the back. they do switch when they so please. your senses are filled with just them, how nerdjo fucks into you and hits every one of your sweet spots, while fratjo makes your eyes roll back as his cock hits the back of your throat.
“you like it when he fucks your throat like that, huh? i can feel you tightening around me so much, god, you're making a mess down here.”
“hey now, don't forget about me just ‘cause he feels so good inside you, yeah? your mouth feels heavenly… oh, just like that…”
and after they fill you up, leaving you spent from cumming so much because of them, you hear them talking in hushed voices.
“you think she can take both of us at the same time?”
bunny, bunny, bunny! ✶
“oh your pretty bunny may i come near? can i hold you and touch your ear? oh you pretty bunny i love you so stay with me, oh please don't go” — the golden orchestra
★ album genre ; nsfw! (mdni) — hybrid!au, bunny!afab!reader, smut, yandere, reverse harem (individual warnings can be found on corresponding fics)
★ composer's note ; since its gotten so big, ive decided to make a masterlist for my hybrid!au!! please comment on this if youd like to be part of the taglist!
★ listen on ao3, back to playlist, or to general tag!
dividers by cafekitsune!
Looks like the new bunny is the talk of the town! Who knows what you’ll get up to.
dumb bunny, sly dog. ☾
★ now playing ; puppy!phainon x afab!bunny!reader
★ genre ; nsfw! (mdni) — hybrid!au, title is a play on the zootopia quote wtv, samoyed!phainon, horny!phainon, pervert!phainon, dwarf rabbit!yume, phainon is a humper, possessive phaichan, lwk yandere!phainon, missionary, doggy style, knotting, biting so slight mention of blood, mating, breeding kink, creampie, dryhumping, dacryphilia, dubcon (?), size difference, dom!phainon, sub!reader, reader is shy but also kinda bratty, brat taming (?), multiple rounds, maine coon!mydei mentioned, scent kink, reader lwk stalks phainon LOL, porn with lots of plot, oral sex, reader has a crush on mydei lwk, mydei likes teasing phainon and pissing him off, edging, phainon calls reader bunny, phainon has too much stamina, both reader and phainon are kinda obsessed with mydei and mention him even when hes not even there LMFAOOO
★ lyric count ; 6102
★ composer's note ; its finally here!! kinda wanna make this a series… thats why theres so much worldbuilding… if this does well maybe i will!!
★ listen on ao3 or back to playlist!
dividers by cafekitsune!
The samoyed next door is strangely obsessed with you… You can only wonder what will happen when he finally gets his hands on you.
TRIPLE THREAT (A Business Plan With Your Three Hot Bestfriends Gone Wrong!)
Yandere NSFW artists/Camboys Tartaglia (Genshin Impact) x Aventurine (Honkai Star Rail) x Scar (Wuthering Waves) x Fem Manager Reader
WARNINGS: pornography, slight allusions to mental illness, alcohol, dubious relationships, mentions of sexual kinks, profanity, spoilers for Tartaglia's and Aventurine's names, coercion and non-con towards the end. YANDERE/DARK CONTENT AHEAD, PROCEED WITH CAUTION. 2.1k words.
You work as a manager for your three dearest friends.
A manager of what you ask? You work as their social media manager. Well, what kind of social media?
Well to put it simply, you manage their OnlyFans and Patreon content, alongside their other social media services that got added along the way. You arrange their video release schedule, plan around their photoshoots and help them record their audios. You basically manage their skyrocketing pornography careers and honestly, as weird as that sounded — the pay is hella good.
Texting HSR Men about your new bra
Characters: Aventurine, Jing Yuan, Dr Ratio, Sunday, Boothill
Tags: A bit spicy
PT2: Dr Ratio, Sunday, Boothill
I wrote this in one night lol. I also been so outdated in hsr rn so i forgot how to write some characters.
A small stroll to Victoria Sercet in search for the perfect bra. It was rare to find a cute bra that suited your chest perfectly, so when your eyes landed on that stunnig fabric, you knew it was faith for you. A bra adorned with a tiny bow in the middle, a charming heart shape dangling from the bow, and elegant lace details. Without a second thought, you ignored the price tag, swiped the bra from the basket, and strided towards the checkout. Excitement bubbled within you at the thought of surprising your beloved with this new found piece!
Aventurine
At home, you eagerly grabbed your phone to share this exciting news with Aventurine, your heart racing at thought of his reactions to seething the declicate piece.
It wasn’t long before Aventurine appeared before you, carrying Victoria's Secret bags. Curiosity sparked as you wondered what he was up to. It was certainly an unexpected surprise.
“I got you something to match your new bra,” he said with a playful hum, setting down the bag on the nightstand before leaning in to give you a soft kiss. As he pulled away he nipped gently at your ears and whispered, “I can't wait for my personal fashion show. I’m very eager to see you try on the panties and bras I picked out for you. I know you’ll look stunning.”
Jing Yuan
At home, you eagerly grabbed your phone to share this exciting news with Jing Yuan, your heart racing at thought of his reactions to seething the declicate piece.
Your heart flutters as you set your phone down on the mattress. A rush of anticipation building inside of you. Jing Yuan had always been sweet and yet, yet the last two messages had a playful, almost mischievous tone to them. Knowing him, he could be sweet, gentle, sly, playful, and even serious, all in one breath.
It didn’t take long for Jing Yuan to appear in front of the bed, settling down beside you with ease.
“Did you put the bra on yet?” he murmured, slipping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you in closer to his warmth.
“Not yet,” you replied.
He grinned, his gaze mischievous. “So that means I get to help you put it on.”
A small stroll to Victoria Sercet in search for the perfect bra. It was rare to find a cute bra that suited your chest perfectly, so when your eyes landed on that stunnig fabric, you knew it was faith for you. A bra adorned with a tiny bow in the middle, a charming heart shape dangling from the bow, and elegant lace details. Without a second thought, you ignored the price tag, swiped the bra from the basket, and strided towards the checkout. Excitement bubbled within you at the thought of surprising your beloved with this new found piece!
Ratio
Your jaw dropped at his last message. K? Just K? The audacity of this man. Before you could send the wall of responses you'd been crafting, a soft cough caught your attention.
“Ahem… since it seems rather important, I assume you're going to wear it and show me right now.” Ratio’s voice was a little more hesitant than usual, a faint blush coloring his cheeks. He’d never admit it outright, but he was clearly fascinated—and intrigued by the thought.
A smug smile curled on your lips. “But you said it wasn’t important. Looks like even the smartest man can be captivated by these things.”
“Only when it’s with an significant other,” Ratio replied, his tone smooth, though his eyes betrayed his intrigue. “Otherwise, your low intellect wouldn’t be worth my time.” With that, his hands gently lifted your shirt, a bold move that left no room for further argument.
Sunday
Your heart fluttered at his sweet messages, a warmth spreading through you. How you adored this man with every fiber of your being—it felt only right, considering how deeply he worshiped you in return. Sunday arrived at his usual time, bringing with it a comforting sense of familiarity.
“I missed you, my beloved angel,” he hummed, nuzzling his face gently against your neck. The soft flutter of the wings on his head tickled your skin. “That new bra would look absolutely stunning on you. I mean it.”
Your heart skipped a beat at the tender moment unfolding before you. You couldn’t help but gently play with his wings, a reminder of how much trust he had in you.
Boothill
You couldn’t help but smile at his cheeky, playful messages. Suddenly, with a burst of energy, Boothill stormed into the room. His movements were swift and purposeful, like an electric current racing through the air. You saw his sharp teeth glinting as he flashed a grin that was equal parts mischievous and endearing, his gaze locked on you as if he were already devouring you with his eyes.
"I’ve been rushing past the seven seas just to come and see ya, darling," he said with an exaggerated sigh, as though the weight of the world had been on his shoulders. His voice was rich, teasing, and undeniably smooth. He took a slow step forward, the air between you thickening with every inch closer he got. “And now,” he continued, his voice lowering to a near whisper, “it’s time to prove how sexy and cute you look, darling.”
having sex with aventurine as he fills u up and couldnt help but admire your bulging stomach.. ugh..
𝝑𝑒 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒. aventurine x female reader. smut, pwp. (unrealistic) tummy bulging. lots of cũm and creampiēs. reader gets called ‘baby / good girl’. not proof read !
“fuuuck, yeah— there we go, baby,” aventurine pants, the lopsided grin etched onto his lips as he watches you make those lewd expressions that have his balls tightening.
your drooling over yourself, looking a hot mess, but that’s exactly how the blond man likes having you beneath him. high-pitched moans fill the room—accompanied by the erotic squelch of your well-fucked hole.
I love and think about Emperor Jing Yuan a lot. Like a servant girl getting called in to be the emperor Jing Yuan's Concubine 😋
I love ancient China like the history, art and clothing. when I think about Chinese Emperor Jing Yuan I think of Cinderella Chef (animated version) it's so cute and romantic. I also think about the fic series I used to read in 2020 or 2019 when the reader is the selected tailor for the emperor and the emperor falls in love.
It was such a good story, with many good different story elements to it even though it's was an yandere x reader 😭 and I'm not even exaggerating how good it is. It was slow burn yandere yet sooo good and worth it
I have to read it again cause it's sooo good.
There's sooo many good art of Jing Yuan in ancient Chinese clothing and I love and appreciate it sm 🤤
Jing Yuan kept a servant girl as his concubine, wanting her by his side every moment. As emperor, he faced countless threats and worried constantly for her safety. Yet, he couldn’t resist making her his bride, even though the public and his family disapproved. How could a servant girl from a humble background become empress alongside the emperor? But he paid no attention to their criticisms, choosing instead to live in his Fantasies with her. She was the only woman he’d ever met who cared for him beyond his wealth and title, and he was determined to keep her close forever. 😇
Wow, I also like Chinese palace stories actually!! What you said made me imagine a lot. It turns out that Jing Yuan is so suitable for the palace AU🥰✊
Have you watched "Story of Yanxi Palace"? It was a popular palace drama in 2018, and social media was all about it at that time. The historical prototype of the female protagonist is Empress Xiaoyichun (孝儀純皇后). She first started as a concubine. During her lifetime, she was the "Imperial Noble Consort" (皇貴妃), which was the highest position among the concubines after Empress. The core of its story is about a confident servant woman who starts from the bottom and moves up through the ranks with wisdom and courage.
A negative example is "Ruyi's royal love in the palace". The show still gets a lot of negative criticism in China today (yes, that's happening in 2024) - for its slut-shaming and superiority theories. The lower class people must be loyal to the noble people, otherwise they will be severely punished. There are a lot of torture scenes of women, never criticizing the mistakes of the misogynistic system, vilifying all historical figures just to beautify the female protagonists, advocating that women must be loyal to one man throughout their lives or else they are sluts, vilifying and torturing ambitious women, etc.
Oh, I'm sorry I really hate that TV show so I'm talking too much about it, but to get back to the point, it occurred to me that if Jing Yuan were the emperor, he would be very - very infatuated and dedicated. There was an emperor in Chinese history called "Emperor Xiaozong of Ming"(明孝宗) who insisted on living a monogamous life with only one empress. The same is true for Jing Yuan! Jing Yuan has only married you from beginning to end! You are one of his servants. No matter what your personality is, witty and lively/shy and kind, or even arrogant, Jing Yuan finds you really cute🥰💖He is very happy that you entered the palace and were assigned to serve him. He will sometimes sleep on your lap and ask you to feed him. He was like a big sleeping lion. But no one in politics dares to underestimate Jing Yuan because he always predicts everything.
Jing Yuan built a fruit garden in the palace, as well as a place to raise cats and birds. He got to pet cute cats and birds every day. The kittens purred around him. Maybe you were the servant who took care of the cats here. And he discovered you💖You are so suitable to be the mother of cats. And maybe he's hiding his identity and you care about his health and happiness before his status.
Politics and the harem are closely related. Those ministers petitioned Jing Yuan to marry a girl who matched his status, but he would not marry any girl except you. This is his own business! There was an emperor named "Emperor Gaozong of Tang"(唐高宗) in Chinese history. Despite the objections of his ministers, he insisted on marrying his father's concubine (named "Wuzhao"- 武曌) as his queen and sharing power with her. This is a very real love among emperors! After her husband's death, the queen became the only female emperor of China. The expression of the emperor's love for someone is to give them the best at all costs, including power, fame, wealth, and status. Jing Yuan wants to give it to you. He married you. Based on your status as a maid, you start as a concubine but work your way up. And he will also give birth to kitty babies with you. Those little princesses and princes running happily are all of your blood and his.
And he also decided to discuss politics and decide national affairs with you, collectively called "two saints" (based on Wuzhao's history haha), and share power with you. Because he knows how smart and cute you are, able to sharpen your claws and handle government affairs💖He is also ready to build a royal mausoleum, where only the two of you are buried together (it may be a bit scary, but this is how the Chinese emperors express their love haha). Even after Wuzhao became the empress, she didn’t build a mausoleum independently because she loved her husband. No matter what, you are always together, with sweetness and honor forever💖
Aventurine x reader
Warning: +18, Sweet kind sex
Aventurine
Who is so smooth with his words while leaving soft kisses on your skin as he pushes his fingers inside of you earning delicate gasps and moans from your pretty lips. The way his lips would linger on your skin every momentarily. Every idiom that left his lips was gentle, lighthearted and affectionate.
“You really are squeezing my finger mh? Proves to me: how much you indulge in this,” he moaned as he pressed more tender kisses on your neck and curled his fingers, pressing in and out at your warmth.
His face softs at your expression as he bats his eyes over at yours. His heart fluttered like a butterfly gaining its first wings. Everytime he looks over at your face it is love at first sight all over again.
“Kakavasha.”
His heart burst like flowers blooming in the spring. The muscles in his mouth curves to a smile. His eyes falter to your words.
He taunts you by gently bopping your nose as you ask for more, “Aren’t you greedy? Can’t get enough of me, mh? Am I that hard to resist?”
In his heart, you were the most alluring art that he was blessed with. His heart plays a beautiful melody in your presence. He couldn’t help but indulge his lips against yours, relishing this as it was his last. This every amorous moment felt warm and inviting.
With his finger still moist with your wet slick, he pushes you deeper into the mattress, snaking his hands beneath your legs. His lips trail up your thighs, planting soft kisses against the skin. He bats his lashes, observing your frame relaxing in his tender touch.
“Do you know the most cherishable prize I’ve won from all my gambles?”
“Mh?”
“You.”
He truly felt content.
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what about friends w benefits w aventurine but he's actually in love or something idkk im just love with ur writing♡(> ਊ <)♡
・✶ 。 synopsis — aventurine and you have sworn that your special relationship would never cross the most important line <3
warnings — fwb, spooning position, big dick aventurine is in love, fem! reader <3
aventurine lays behind you as his nose silently forges a road up your neck and behind your ear for his lips to swiftly follow— for once, he controls himself and leisurely drapes one arm around your waist, pressing your back against his cold chest.
you cannot see it, yet his eyes glint with that familiar mix of curiosity and, well, something else— something deeper that he never voiced nor actually planned to voice at all.
since your arrangement had been clear from the start;
friends with benefits, point blank, in fact, it helped the both of you let go of much needed steam every now and then— it's perfect, truly, if feelings aren't involved that is.
yet here it began, because every time you were together there was an unspoken tension on his part, a feeling he couldn't quite place.
he strokes over your waist now, his touch lingering way longer than necessary as he slowly lined himself up with your heat, "you feel a little tense," he whispers, voice soft, heart beating.
as he inserts his tip, his fingers trail down your bare back, sending a multitude of shivers across your skin as you immediately lean back into his touch, craving the comfort and the thrill— the somewhat exciting thought of being intimate with a man like aventurine himself yet keeping it hidden from outsiders, even from your own emotions.
Hi I hope you're having a nice day. So being shared between Ratio and Aventurine. What if reader prefer one another like in a emotional relationship + physical relationship + during sex. Like we prefer and like Aventurine more than Ratio; constantly cling around keeping Aventurine company all the time and only wanting to be in bed with Aventurine which is super obvious, but when we're with Ratio we're very unaffectionate towards him, not affectionate and loving like when we're with Aventurine. And reversed with liking ratio more than Aven
This dynamic is delicious, isn’t it? 🤤 Ratio looks so stern... you can't help but turn to the arms of the gentler one...
Ratio is not happy with this and will be harsher on you…
Aventurine and Ratio share you. Not the exact "Monday is yours, Thursday is mine" kind of thing, but a casual sharing. It all depends on their mood and decision at the time. So, it's obvious that you prefer Aventurine. You always nuzzled your face into the gambler's chest, looked at him, shook his arm (even obediently put on that super revealing outfit, put on bunny ears, or let him decorate your body with jewelry ).
But when it's Ratio's turn, you always show reluctance and endure without emotion. Ratio thought that reading a book to you was a very indulgent act of intimacy, but you were drowsy. You pouted and sighed, not appreciating his intellectual questioning and sharing of knowledge. What's unforgivable is that when the gambler calls you, your eyes light up, you jump off his lap and run to him.
You little idiot. There is no requirement for wisdom. Only interested in capitalist fetishism.
He watched you with your hands spread wide, bouncing on Aventurine's cock with overwhelming pleasure. That's definitely not fair, right? After all, both he and he have restricted your freedom, why do you only show your feelings to one of them…? Just because that gambler can talk sweet talk…? If grandiose words attract you, then you are superficial. He accused you inwardly, frowning.
You need correction, no doubt about it. Aventurine had no objections. Put you on Ratio's lap. His harsh palm is branding your ass. Smack smack. You were squirming and sobbing, "I-I'm sorry!" After the spanking, you sat on him with your legs spread wide, your private parts rubbing his cock, tears streaming down your cheeks. There will be "training" for the next few hours. You must look him in the eyes without looking away for a second, and without asking for help from that cunning gambler.
It's about how you respect the Veritas Ratio, after all. (You couldn't look away, so you didn't notice Aventurine stroking his cock.)
cw: oral sex, gunplay, dacryphilia, dubcon, coercion/manipulation
you realize aventurine will do anything to chase the high that comes with adrenaline.
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"do you like it? i picked it up from a friend on my travels."
aventurine waits for your reaction as he hands you the velvet case. you hold up the revolver. not sure of the make or model. it looked like an antique- but very recently refurbished. the manufacturer was from another planet. they didn't even make these anymore, as aventurine had bragged to you.
"its heavy? is it real?"
you hold the weapon in your palm, feeling the weight of it. your gaze travels from the leather handle along the barrel and muzzle, watching as the metal glinted in the light as you passed it back to aventurine.
you felt uneasy seeing him load the chamber with a few rounds from his pocket. was he planning on using those?
he smiles at you as he loads the last round, gives it a spin and pops the chamber back in place with a click. he lets out a bark of laughter at the sound and the way you flinch.
"yeah..." that sounded like money, he emphasizes with a sigh, throwing his head back and taking in a deep exhale.
he aims his sights on you now, stepping closer with the gun in tow and you eye him with uncertainty. you trusted him, no doubt. but he'd never mentioned his interest in guns before. you wondered how much experience he had with shooting.
he seems to read your thoughts, offering you a laugh.
"i've won a few thousand with this little party trick here. a couple guys throw cash in a pile and we pass it around."
"and do what?" you question. you had this gnawing, anxious feeling that told you you already knew the answer. you hoped you were wrong.
aventurine looks over his sunglasses with amusement. like an idea had just formed in his head.
"come here babe.. why don't you let me show you?"
TW: non-con, mean, lots of punishment, sorry I'm a masochist 😔😌
So…I can't help but think how similar Ratio and Aventurine are in giving confusing punishment instructions…well, assuming you did something wrong, for Aventurine that would be a random excuse, for Ratio it would be because: you are not reading and wasting your time doing things you like.
And then…you have to face your punishment. Aventurine sighed like he didn't mean to do this. It's unfortunate that you forced him to do this. He explains to you the rules of choosing a punishment, like gambling. If your die lands more than 4 then it's 10 minutes spanking, if only 1 it's 20 minutes spanking + edging, 3 is 20 minutes spanking + over stimulation, if 2? Yeah, okay, he will only spank you for 8 minutes. If you win 3 numbers from his lottery ticket you avoid the penalty, and if you win 2 numbers you win a dildo and a ribbon to tie your hands! You are always so confused when you listen…
This punishment, that punishment.
There’s also the orgasm challenge I mentioned before. If you don't cum within the time limit, you'll keep getting creampied, but the orgasm will be against your will. Imagine you are being face to face with Aventurine. His cock was buried deep in the warm wetness of your vagina and thrust in and out, almost bruising your cervix. You were crying, your areola bulging under his thumb, a little sweat on your skin, glistening in the light.
There is also a timer placed next to you. You turned your head away, noticing that there was not much time left, but Aventurine deliberately slowed down the pace of his thrusts, grinning to see how you would respond. If you don't want to be creampied for the rest of the night, you have to be smart about your arousal. You move your hand to your clit, trying to rub it, but he puts your hands back above your head while rocking his waist back and forth, pressing his balls against your quivering petals.
"No cheating."
Your tears were building, "P-please. Aventurine, I…"
"Uh-oh, last 30 seconds," he announced easily. You watched in horror as the seconds ticked by, urging your body towards orgasm. You cooperate, but Aventurine stops moving, just watching you passionately ravaging yourself with his cock. He counts down.
"10- 9- 8- 7-"
You trembled, curled your toes, and bounced up, pretending to orgasm on his cock, then exhaled. He smiled. "Fake orgasm. You really think I can't tell? You used to scream and squirt."
"No-I'm serious-" You bit your lip, defending yourself.
"Yeah, now the next round begins. You win your own creampie." He started thrusting again, hearing your whimper drowned in the moans, immersed in the whirlpool.
Eh, it's really late at night😴 I can't write the Ratio part. That's it for today.
Hi!! I've been reading your first for awhile and I think you're such a great writer and I was wondering if I could request a yandere Sunday/welt/jingyuan/blade where the reader has depression and how they'd handle it? You could add anything you like :) thank you!
Thank you sm for the compliment. I'm so glad someone enjoys my works <333 Tbh I don't find my writing good cuz my English isn't so good for writing ;-; also when i writing this on google docs it was like 7 pages long.
Warning: 2.7K words, A bit affectionate in Jing Yuan and Aventurines part, manipulation, abuse of power, gaslighting, emotional abuse,
Info at bottom
Pairing: (Yandere) Sunday, Welt, Jing Yuan, Blade, Aventurine x Reader
Sunday Sunday wouldn't be able to handle it well, but instead, he would unintentionally cause further damage to your mental state. It’s elusive getting you to cooperate with his subjectives. He couldn’t quite bring himself to understand why you aimlessly slumber like this, showing little to no affection and he deluges you with this subjective perfect life. You were in a gilded cage ornate into a display of artwork, but to Sunday you’ll always be that vulnerable bird, needing guidance and protection. He couldn’t grasp the idea of why you still yearn for freedom when he can provide you with everything you desire.
You reminded Sunday of the time when he and his sister Robin once took a weak bird under their wing. The bird is like you; too weak and vulnerable for this cruel reality. Yet, his subjective never appealed to your line of reasoning. To you, people are meant to make their own choices and yearn for the touch of freedom. But to him the weak must be helped and preserved by the strong and by that you’re weak.
Instead of offering you normal support and seeking treatment for you he would isolate you further, making watch of your every movement and ensuring you’re always in his presence every second.
To Sunday he couldn’t just let you go now, not after all his sacrifices and efforts to hold you captive in his presence. He started to lie and twisted his thoughts into believing that this is the only path to achieve mutual happiness and to ensure your safety. Yet, it further broke him even though you refuse to make and remain apathetic with him. Your constant depression and lack of motivation left him feeling adrift. You rarely are able to take care of yourself anymore leaving him completely lost.
All he can hope is for you to develop Stockholm syndrome. He prays that your depression and lack of happiness will lead you to believe he’s the only one who can mend the wounds on your heart, filling any empty void.
“Please stop lying on the bed. You’ve been there all day. You know that’s far from healthy and will only worsen your state,” he silently pleaded with you hoping by any miracle you would follow through. This constant isolation he put you through has been driving both you and him mad. But in the end, you lost all light in you. No longer able to plead with him any further for salvation.
You can just simply close your eyes falling further back into nihility.
“Please, my dear, you can't keep doing this to me… to yourself-”
‘I’m fine, ' you snapped. How his heart ached at your indifference.
“No, you’re not okay. Your behavior is absolutely absurd!” he remained unfalter on the edge of the bed next to you. Sunday’s mind ran blink on ways to save you from deluging any further in depression. He could release you, but he’s scared the moment he does. You would leave him forever like the bird he and his sister raised.
He leaned in, brushing your hair aside to plant a gentle kiss on your forehead. He will continue to keep you here with him indefinitely, trying to keep his own sanity intact as well as yours. He only remains resolute to keep you here with him, refusing to open his eyes and acknowledge his wrongdoings.
“It’s not a sin. I’m doing this for the greater good.”
I believe Yandere Sunday is just manipulative in wanting to keep you, he’s no sadist but I also believe he cares a whole lot about his public image which is now RUINED! Sunday would be a good lover if you comply or not obsessed over you. Sunday would be the type to say, "Oh my days." :)
Welt During his lifetime Welt had witnessed a lot and many tragedies. Despite his knowledge and understanding of the consequences of his actions, he couldn’t suppress his urges when it came to you. Welt always made sure to keep a watchful eye over you, safeguarding you from any troubles. He would usually spend a lot of his time watching over you and observing any anomalous behavior from you.
One sudden day he started noticing you developing odd behaviors and your daily schedule becoming a trouble. You also started to develop a habit of dissociating away from your peers, he was no exception. This unusual behavior disturbs him because it meant he can’t keep a close eye on you.
Now I feel how he’ll handle this can go two ways: He seeks immediate professional help for you OR tries to handle this situation himself. The reason why Welt would try to handle this situation himself is to prevent you from becoming self-aware. To Welt, becoming self-aware poses a challenge to him as you’re more aware and knowledgeable of your surroundings and who is around you. He would do everything in his power to leave you clueless and thoughtless towards your surroundings so you don’t become aware of any manipulation he inflicted on you in the past.
Manipulation such as convincing you to stay with the Astral Express by his side 24/7. Welt truly cares about you and needs to see you heal. To him you’re the light in the room full of darkness in his heart. Every time you smile, laugh even when you’re clumsy or mess up he can’t help but smile, feeling relaxed near your presence. Even if you're not the brightest person you still light and warm up his heart.
“Are you alright?” he asks, raising a brow as the bottom of his cane taps the floor behind you. Deep down he knows the answer and urges you to tell him the truth, finding comfort in his presence like he does in yours.
“I’m alright,” you intensity waiver him away.
Unfazed by your response, he persisted, “You really don’t need to pretend, around me.”
If you do manage to admit and confess your feelings he would categorize it as depression. Welt will immediately try and cheer you up, letting March, Dang Heng and Stelle; his trusted companions around you. He will try every day to lift your spirits even letting you choose where to go for the next trailblazing expeditions.
Welt attempts to educate himself more on the topic of depression, so he can create a safe environment for you. Although he might not exactly provide professional help he will solve it ethically.
Lol I can't see Welt keeping you captive. He would probably pressure you or convince you to join the Astral Express so he can keep a close eye on you. He's very careful when being possessive over you. Himeko and Dan Heng can catch on quickly so he would try to make you fall in love with him.
Jing Yuan Jing Yuan, a high achieving General, a man who no one can hate personally, aged over 600 years and has experience of yearning over the dead and betrayals. As he watched you drift into the endless abyss of sadness he could not help but share in your sorrow. All he truly wanted for you was your happiness and safety, including your undying love and attention.
Yet this draining illness simply wouldn’t allow that for you. Jing Yuan is a man who is willing to go to extreme lengths in pursuit of your happiness which only he should be the one serving. Yet under one condition, he’s willing to do things that go against your happiness just so he can satisfy his impulsive desires.
“I love you so so much. Please don’t be sad,” he murmured softly into your eyes, biting down gently on the top of your ears, which sent shivers down your body in a sensual way. He twirls the end of your hair with his fingers holding you against his embrace.
You continue to stare out into the distance, while his fingers play with the ends of your hair.
“If there’s anything you must need…. Please,” he implored in your ears from behind. The warm breath on your neck, “Tell me. I care about you and you know that.” his arms wrap around your waist telling you you’re all for him alone, all while he nuzzles his head against your shoulders. His white fluffy strands of hair tickle up against your cheekbone.
If you ever found yourself in his custody and requested freedom, he would by all means exploit rapid, white little lies.
"Recently, there have been reports of numerous mara-struck soldiers on the loose. 36 tragedies have resulted from these mara strikes," he warns, emphasizing the fake danger outside. "Luofu might need to go into lockdown, so it's safest for you to stay here with me."
He soon begins to take into account your condition growing rapidly worse. Your depression started to overtake your everyday life. That’s when he knew this was severe. Although sometimes delusional, he does take into account his mistakes.
“I arranged us a date, a vacation even! It’s been many years since I left Luofu for anything other than urgent matters.”
You smiled and nodded profusely in agreement. This smile and small action deluges his heart with warm sweet love <3 How his heart jumps and flutters like a butterfly because of you. If you don’t get any better he will hire and get you an appointment with the best psychologist.
Jing Yuan just wants the best for you wholeheartedly and truly. If he does kidnap and detain you, it’s because of his impulsive actions to keep you for himself. There will be no other 4th betrayal or the 4th person to pay the price.
Blade Blade’s cold demeanor and sharp eyes were enough to sway anyone away; he never believed himself capable of love or being a good partner in general. Some people in this cosmos were simply not cut out to be in a relationship, or so he believed since his journey began with the thought of death lingering in his mind.
Yingxing would have been a more suitable man in a relationship, but Blade? He doubts on the idea of love and interest. Yet, when he laid eyes on you he couldn’t ignore the strange stinging of an electric sensation in his heart. He wanted to delve deeper into this unusual sensation he was feeling. Although he knew he could never truly reveal himself.
Who wouldn’t recognize a man whose bounty is worth 8.13 billion credits? At least he has a good credit score unlike me (╥﹏╥) Blade slowly started by stalking you, falling deeper into the spiral of love and obsession. He knew with his records you could never reciprocate his feelings.
He restored to drastic measures, keeping you in his custody. It’s difficult to say he’ll treat you top-notch. Being under his care seemed more like a physiological experiment. Providing you with basic needs while expecting obedience, as if conducting an experiment.
Blade never once will lay a hand on you, raise his voice at you, only expressing annoyance through small grunts and groans. However, the isolation drove you quickly to the brink of insanity. Every day, waking up to a meal, lack of interaction; he would simply stare down at you as you chew on the food he provided. You even lack social interaction with your kidnapper. The daily routine went on, like a trap in an asylum.
His cold gaze lingered on you, studying your every move, all while silently making mental notes of your behavior. If you did fall into depression he wouldn’t recognize it immediately, attributing it to your natural state or how you express disappointment.
Every tear shed or harsh remark towards him is met with silent observation, perceiving it as a natural reaction. Only when severe signs startsd occurring; refusing to eat or neglecting basic hygiene, did Blade acknowledge something was amiss.
He attempts to coax you with better-tasting meals, even dessert. If you die from starvation how else will he get the same sensation he feels when around you? This strange sensation in his heart is much more desirable than death.
“Eat it, you mustn’t starve yourself,” he says nonchalantly, placing a bowl of Mapo Tofu and a small portion of rice before you.
“Just leave me alone.”
“Eat it.”
“No.”
Blade shot you a deadly glare, his intimidation palpable, urging you to reluctantly pick up the chopstick. Blade’s method or strange way of love worsens your condition. I think with Blade you probably wouldn’t relieve yourself from the chains of depression. Yet I also do believe Blade will try to understand your mental state yet fail.
If Blade were to love; he would start by, placing a hand on your shoulders and gently massaging your shoulder blade as you ate. The thought of Blade saying “I love You,” seems inconceivable, but he’d probably say it underneath his breath.
“Do now dwell in longingness for too long,” he muttered against your ears, perhaps the most motivational phrase he said to you since the decline in your mental state began. Although he won’t admit upfront he loves and feels affection toward you, his demeanor is more relaxed around you and his sharp intense eyes soften at your presence.
How to help a depressed person 101: The reader is Blade trying to figure out what’s causing you this and how to help you.
Aventurine From the moment Aventurine first laid eyes on you, he knew exactly what he wanted for the rest of his life. He had always felt most alive when gambling at high stakes, but being near you brought a sensation even more profound; a mix of obsession and love washed over him.
When you begin to struggle with depression, Aventurine tries everything to lift up your spirits by lavishing you with extravagant gifts, hoping they would bring you happiness. Yet the joy was only ephemeral and wasn’t what he truly desired. What he craved was not only your happiness but also your love and affection.
He couldn’t bring it into words but, your presence was like an addictive drug he constantly craved for. His dopamine goes crazy near you, almost exploding his brain. There was something about you that he yearned to possess and preserve for himself.
“Sweetheart, I brought you this exclusive necklace,” he announced from behind, presenting the box to you.
Your face lights up only momentarily at each lavish gift presented to you, but as gifts keep coming, their extravagance holds little value. Aventurine could only find himself lost. What could he do now since he can’t seem to please you any further with his riches?
To him, his identity revolves around his wealth and luck, without the appeal towards money, he feared that he held no more value in your life. He wished you found solace in him as he did towards you.
“Is something the matter?” he asked anxiously, feeling you slip away further despite all his efforts. You’re his safe haven but he can’t fathom why he’s not your after all of his efforts.
“I’m fine,” a transparent white lie escapes your lips.
“That’s a blatant lie,” he frowned, wrapping his right arm around your waist and pulling you in closer to him while on the bed. “Please, tell me the truth. I’ll buy you anything you want,” he continues coaxing you with the power of money.
“I’m okay,” you continue to refuse despite his effort.
Aventurine hesitates to pressure you any further, fearing that you’ll start to withdraw from him completely. He would insist, forcing you into therapy, though each session came with a price because nothing in this universe is free.
With Aventurine’s dirty money he coaxes the therapist to make every session involve him in some way while actually helping you. With the power of money, the therapist starts to manipulate you into seeking comfort, and attention from Aventurine. Every session ended with something about Aventurine, so he can linger in your thoughts.
Slowly, you began to heal, finding yourself drawn to Aventurine's presence. He welcomed this, craving pleasure since he- himself is constantly drawn to you every second.
"How are you feeling?" he asked gently, his arm draped around you as you both lounged on plush casino's cushion.
"Better," you replied softly.
He smiled at your response, knowing it was what he wanted to hear. Finally, he was becoming your safe place, just as he had always hoped.
His hand gently massaged your back, drawing you closer until your lips were almost touching.
"Is that so?" he grinned, closing the gap with a tender kiss, savoring the sweetness of the moment. As he pulled back, staring at your bashfulness, he brushed your hair behind your ear and whispered, "If I win this, I'll buy you everything you desire."
P.S: I'm going to sleep after this but idk much about Welt despite playing hi3 since near release date. I also like keep character in character but Yandere or any NSFW +18 works are probably gonna be ooc.
Sorry this took so long I'm Trying to get my life back together :(
Mental Health
I take mental health seriously since I’m studying to become an expert in the medical field for mental health! If you’re ever in need of help please ask a trusted adult or seek help right away before it becomes worse! Just know mental health doesn’t make you a bad person but rather you’re suffering and depression is also an illness. Everyone is allowed treatment no matter what.
pov you're in the trenches and i just lobbed this fanart of @yinyuedijun 's "zero-sum game" fic at you because it's none of my business anymore!! take it away from me!!! 三(>д<)/
anyway i highly recommend you read the fic (mind the warnings) uwu
a big thank you to mao for letting us read their writing for FREE!!! :screaming:
I chocked on my saliva cause what??? Omg it's so good too actually!!! 🫡😻
This is Mona Lisa🫣
What if reader has turned into a kitten or a cat? How will the hsr boys react to that?
(got this idea from this post https://www.tumblr.com/matchaitham/717357559079665664/how-un-fur-tunate?source=share )
Pairing: Aventurine, Jing Yuan, Dr Ratio
Aventurine(Kakavasha) Would spoil you with a luxury cat life. How could this have happened?! Aventurine was just on a peaceful stroll around the IPC headquarters when a sudden peculiar cat perched its head out of the corner and started tailing him. Who allowed the cat in this building? Topaz? Oh, he wouldn’t be surprised.
Unlike Topaz Aventurine was never too fond of animals himself. It’s never that he dislikes animals but rather he feels indifferent towards pets. Yet for some reason, this cat held his regard.
“Meow~” the cat's eyes falter before Aventurine’s presence.
“Are you talking to me, kitty?”
“Meow”
“Mh? Is there something you want to say, pretty kitty?”
“Meow!♡”
Communication was harder than he anticipated, but the urgency in the cat and anomalous behavior were enough evidence that he should follow through.
“Look here, Little Kitty,” he heaved a sigh, “I really don’t have the time for this. I need to go back to work,” he gently cushioned your head between his palms so he could feel the softness of the cat fur.
But in the end, despite all his protesting, Aventurine yielded to the cat’s insistence. Aventurine trailed behind the cat into his beloved bedroom. Strange why would this cat bring him into your shared room with him? The cat directed its attention to a portrait featuring both you and Aventurine, suddenly it all clicked to Aventurine. You are the cat!
“Kitty, what do you mean? Yes, I know my sweetheart is beautiful,” he would tease you pretending he didn’t catch on to what you were trying to hint. He watched the panic arise on your kitty's face.
“Meow!”
“Just playing, sweetheart,” he knelt down, opening his arm for your embrace, “Come here you good, little kitty! Aren’t you just a clever kitty?” his fingers scratched behind one of your fluffy ears. “God, you’re adorable and lovely even as a cat.”
You profusely let out meows while in Aventurine’s embrace. You would hiss at Aventurine whenever he tried feeding you cat food.
“Well, aren’t you feeling a little feisty today, sweetheart? Okay okay, I’ll get you back in no time”
He would prodigal you in luxurious cat beds and toys, even if he realizes or knows he’ll have to turn you back into your true self sooner or later. He just wants to embrace this special moment he has with you. Plus he knows he wouldn’t be able to have you stay a cat forever. You’re his lover, not his pet. Boom! Now he adores cats! Whenever he sees a cat he would think back to the situation between you and him.
Jing Yuan He would find this situation adorable and silly. Jing Yuan strolled around his garden frowning and sighing at the weeds hanging around his garden. A sudden cat perched at his feet. His thoughts immediately wandered to Mimi, yet he knew it couldn’t be her.
“Meow~”
He gently patted the cat’s head as it nuzzled against his fingers, looking up at him with familiar eyes. It was uncanny how much this cat resembled you in his head. Jing Yuan couldn’t help but chuckle to himself thinking about how’d you react when he introduced this cat to you.
“I’m sure my love would adore you,” he muttered, scratching the cat’s chin. He couldn’t help but bring himself to smile every time the cat nuzzled, brushing his head against his touch. Such an affectionate cat.
“Meow Meow!” The cat darted off expecting Jing Yuan to follow behind. Amused by its anomalous behavior, he let this little feline lead him to the bushes.
There, he watched the cat retrieve his lover’s phone, attempting to unlock your phone. The cat meowed trying to convey a message to him as a form of communication. Jing Yuan observed the strange cat’s behavior and was intrigued by the cat’s intelligence.
Before you the cat could succeed he takes the phone away from your captive. “Sorry, kitty. I need to return this to my lover,” his eyes stay falter, stretching the cat’s chin.
“Meow!” you hissed at him trying to get him to understand you ARE the cat, yet communicating with him was inefficient.
“General!” A high-pitched voice interrupted, and a purple dragon girl appeared, recognizing her as Bailu, rushing up to Jing Yuan in panic. “I-I turned your lover into a Cat! I’m so sorry!” Bailu pleaded.
“Mhhh… how fortuitous, “ he mused, his eyes relaxing on your small frame.
“I’m so sorry General! I was giving them medicine because they came in sick! I gave them something else by accident!” Bailu continued pleading with Jing Yuan, even if she knew the General was too kind to mind.
Jing Yuan can only chuckle, kneeing to your level and patting your head. “How unfortunate, yet how adorable. I’m sure we can fix this in no time,” he scooped you up in his arms, “Right my love?”
“Meow!”
He found himself adoring every moment spent with you while you’re a cat. He even prodigal a lot of cat toys and beds for you to feel comfortable. Of course, you still choose the bed with him. When you turn back into your former self, he’ll adopt a cat who looks just like you!
Veritas Ratio Let’s say he’s certainly not the brightest when you do. Ratio would cast you a disapproving look eyeing you up and down, as you can only meow at his direction. You had somehow shifted yourself into one of Ruan Mei’s creations while messing around with the Liveform Oven, creating new Cake Cats. Due to the potential danger, Ruan Mei had to return you over to Ratio for your safety.
“You imbecile,” was the first response he came up with seeing your circumstances. He surveyed you nestling in your cake as if it’s your bed which it technically is. He shook his head in disappointment as all you could mutter out were soft meows. “What am I ever going to do with your idiocy?”
“Meow~”
His heart falters at your meows. He couldn’t deny the unbearable adorableness, yet he would never express it to keep his ego intact.
Ruan Mei did assure him the effect would wear off in 60 system hours, but could he really handle 60 system hours of this? He was certainly not thrilled knowing it would slumber his intellect. Although harsh and overly honest on the outside he did have a weakness inside of his heart for you. Ratio is just an impatient man who sounds like him who cannot keep up. He never meant to offend anyone by being honest. Needless to say he certainly enjoyed it when you nap on his lap while he engrosses himself in a good book.
I wanna start improving my writing and wording, plus i really don't know my writing style. I never had a style or anything. I was also mid writing Boothill and stopped cause idk what to do for him. I love you Aventurine ur my new obession. Still loyal to Jing Yuan. I do proof read once but that's all.