Inkspot4Life

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[lowlife4lifesposts]

It’s never about me, never the cute little texts. Never the sexy pictures. Never the deeply thought out love letters. Never the special dinners. Never the prancing around in lingerie to get me excited, Never coming to my work to have a lunchtime quickie with your man. No that’s for everyone else.

I just get the honor of supporting, of caregiving, of helping the in-laws with their needs. I get to pay them an all expense long term free ride on my couch and pay for and hook up the new larger than needed tv. I get to confront those that have done them wrong. I get to wrench on their cars and unclog their toilets, pour their concrete and pay for it. I’m nice and attentive and listen carefully, supportive through the tough times and rarely get a thank you.

Then after putting the work in, paying for the expenses, sitting in the hospital waiting rooms and watching their ridiculous television shows I’m the one that gets the letter from their lawyer while they’re o off to the rodeo. My bills went unpaid, the money I put in the bank to pay them ain’t in the bank. I’m frustrated because they haven’t been concerned with my concerns and I have addressed there’s to the level they desire and I’m out and the other guy that likes hitting on married women is in. He doesn’t do what I did, they can’t trust him to be faithful, he isn’t 100% with them but he’s “the guy”! He gets mad because he got caught and they work it out. I’m home every night and if I get mad then I’m an asshole.

Well, so what exactly is the point of any of this? Again I could have sat on the couch and secretly cultivated one night stands, been unfaithful and unkind. I could have kept my money separate a never said where I was going. I could have done everything wrong and still ended up in the same place and still never got a letter from my chick just her lawyer. This game sucks and I’m not going to participate in this bullshit anymore. Get your money from your 3rd party, get your support from the mail man and get your gentle reassurance from your perverted boss at work. I’m not playing this rigged piece shit game any longer. You can have your fucked up mess of infidelity and secrets. You can use your couch to hold you can you cry and have a social worker take the blame for everything that upsets you. Have yourself a great time and don’t forget to send some sexy pictures with your love letters to the other guy. Maybe he won’t sell them in the internet this time?

See ya and enjoy this program that you’ve got going because it does have a finite end and that’s they you designed it!

Peace

[lowlife4lifesposts]

Lost my girl Sadie today. She was my one true ride or die friends💔13 years of mutual Love and Respect and she always had my back. She was the most maternal dog I’ve ever seen and she never had her own puppies. She risked her life more than once to try to save a strangers child. She went through two divorces. 3 truck rollovers and one high speed jack knife. She was falsely accused of a couple bites and the truth is Im the only one she ever bit. She’ll be deeply missed and I’ll always regret losing the ranch she loved to someone that just was about the money.

[lowlife4lifesposts]

Didn’t Winston Churchill say something about” Tyranny can spread only where good men do nothing?”

The same gies for when someone does you dirty and you don’t speak up about it. Especially if the person that did you dirty only focuses on your response to what they did or cant admit and apologize for what they did!

[niq13stuff]

#wagonwednesday

[niq13stuff]

Custom Corvette

[ilikeit-art]

Ellen Everett is a poet, author, illustrator, and graphic designer from Tennessee with a passion for storytelling through both language and art. In 2018, she published her first collection of poetry, "I Saw You As A Flower" at the age of nineteen. In 2022, she released her second soul-stirring collection of poetry, "If Hearts Had Training Wheels," a book she designed, illustrated, and formatted from the cover to the interior. She graduated from Middle Tennessee State University with a BFA in Graphic Design with a concentration of Illustration and from Roane State Community College with an AA in Mass Communications. Ellen has always been captivated by the process of taking an idea and turning it into something tangible and accessible. She finds something magical about creating something out of nothing and bringing an idea to life. She continues to express herself through language, art, and videography on her social media platform.

Instagram / TikTok page: elleneverettpoetry

I love her page, you might too

[lowlife4lifesposts]

Beautiful! All it takes is one deceitful person to ruin a life well lived with realizes dreams and accomplished life goals, coming up from obscurity and poverty, creating wealth and notoriety but then unconditionally loving and blindly trusting someone who is deceitful and entitled and they can and likely will ruin you and everything that you built through hard work, tenacity, sacrifice and determination! When it’s late in your life and you can’t start over and early in theirs but they didn’t want to earn it themselves they will ruin your world as to not be required to build anything in theirs.

[elvis2130]

[lowlife4lifesposts]

Working in this direction!

[brecbc123]

[thespilledquotes]

“i think it’s attractive when someone texts you after hanging out just to say they had fun with you”

— Unknown

[lowlife4lifesposts]

I used to but then I found that I was stupid and she was a rip off artist after we were married

[brutalexhaust]

[lowlife4lifesposts]

Impala 3 wheels without hydraulics!

[thepersonalquotes]

[lowlife4lifesposts]

To make a correction as the Moon emits no light of its own. It merely reflects the Suns light back into space and to the earth. Without the Sun we would not exist obviously but without the Suns light the only way we would have known it existed us because it would block out the light from the stars behind it. This is also a metaphor for real life and who is a sun and who is a moon.

[lowlife4lifesposts]

You will be missed😥❓🗝⚓️🔥👻👀💋👣🎩👙🐶🦄🐺🐴🦋🦇🕷️🦀🦈🐩🌵🌹🌚✨🔥☔️🥨🎂🎱🏹🥊🧘‍♀️🏇🎬🎪🎼🎭♟️🏍️🪝🌅🎆💻📞🎥📺⏱️💸💵💰⚒️💣🪬🩸💊🚿🗝️📗📘📙📚📕📒📔🖊️✂️🔐💔❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹🖤💝☪️☯️♑️♋️☣️❌⭕️❌⭕️🚫❗️⁉️⚜️🏧💤🚺🚮🚻0️⃣🆓#️⃣0️⃣↔️🎶♾️💲🔚🟢🔕♥️♠️🃏🏴‍☠️🏁🇺🇸🇬🇧🇳🇿🇯🇵🏴🏳️🕛🔀9️⃣9️⃣9️⃣🆙🆘🛑📴✏️🗑️

I guess you never really were my North Star? In my excitement of being in love with you I overlooked so many things like “who’s Matt”, our honeymoon, you never sharing your phone and always saying you’d give me the password but never doing it. The couch, the zero effort, the day you showed me the Washington property, you never buying me a gift or fulfilling any promises, the secret texting, never meeting any of your friends, the way you lit up talking about your exes, how they all abused you, not wanting me to go to Park City, your lack of effort and excitement about getting married, the narrative that you couldn’t veer from in the divorce, rehab, getting all the advice and doing the opposite, the zero participation, ignoring me constantly, not caring what I was up to, not caring what was wrong with me, not ever coming to be see me at work, never getting horny for me, gaining all that weight until your ex pops up, the conversation about “how fun it would be for you to screw your ex and how he wanted you to screw a bunch of other men and wouldn’t that be fun”, the secret past and your old email addresses, the odd non understandable work promotions, the segregating of your money, your purchases were cash and mine were financed, the whole surgery thing and staying in the hospital even though the doctor said to go home, the all of a sudden start calling twice a day to fight when you never called before, how you looked up the value of my panel truck out of the blue months before the divorce, the acting hysterical all those times, the false violent rape threat, selling my new shotgun the day after I left your moms, the marriage counseling sessions only about rehab, treating me like a stranger when we were together at the end, never wanting to do anything for me or with me, making me stay home from club activities and ignoring me. It’s just sad that I loved you and all you wanted was my money and some other guy saying sex was painful yet you could run to him immediately and I waited years without even a blow job. Why did I love you? Why did I trust you? Why did I defend and protect you, why did I believe you cared about me or wanted to be with me? I’m am a fool and you are ruthless and that is a really bad combination for the fool!

You got everything and you ruined me and my life. You made me pay for everything everyone else ever did to you and you ran back to them as soon as you made me pay their debit. I was ready to buy horses to spend more time with you and you couldn’t wait to get rid of me. You said you hated hearing me talk and what I had to say, you acted like I was out of bounds if I wanted a massage and you treated my money like it was your money and your body like you were married to someone else and I was a stranger hitting on you in a bar. You hated me being close to your parents and you hated me but wanted everything that I had. You caused me more pain and grief than everyone in my life before you you all together and called me a monster. I wished you never pretended to love or care about me but I did enjoy loving you and believing that you loved me made me happier than I’d ever been. But I was just fooling myself and you had me fooled completely. I’ll never try to love anyone again and I haven’t since we split, I’m just too stupid and gullible for relationships in this world and before I met you I could feel like I knew a little about love and being there for someone you loved but I don’t. I don’t know anything at all. You won, you beat me, I’m just pathetic like you said I believed in you, I believed in our love and I believed I had someone in this shitty world that I could trust and that would never intentionally cause me harm. I was wrong on all counts. Thanks for the education and thanks for destroying everything about me and stealing everything that I worked for, I didn’t need it, any of it and I didn’t need you or your fake love. You can have this piece of shit world with all of your deceitful friends and life and just use each other and lie about how enlightened and empathetic and self made you all are. I’ve got me and my dogs and a I’ve got my integrity and a love for nature and kind people that you can never take, you can’t take anymore from me and you have everything to lose and nobody that you can trust like you could trust me. So you enjoy the world that you couldn’t live without and enjoy my hard earned life that you took lock, stock and barrel but most of all enjoy knowing that there was one person who loved you completely warts and all and would have done anything for you and to protect you and would never cheat on you or knowingly harm you and you went at home with both barrels and a mountain of lies and fucked him out of his life and everything he held dear in the most ruthless and thorough way possible and he won’t ever be able to forget it even though he was so easily discarded and forgotten by you! Good fucking job you really showed that guy that loved you what a fool he was and made sure he couldn’t ever have the life that he had earned., thanks “Sweet Pea” I am in awe of your abilities!

[lowlife4lifesposts]

She’s 3 years on the couch. He’s 3 years taking care of her with no arguments, no complaining and no animosity. Her body weight doubled in 3 years, he never says a word, because he loves her. She finally has good health starting to happen. She starts arguing with her husband, drops 100pounds then ghosts her husband divorces him taking him for everything and already has plans to marry someone else before even getting a divorce.

[lowlife4lifesposts]

He says to her “it seems like you are starting a bunch of arguments to justify a break up?” To which she says “oh no I’m not” 3 months later they are divorced. Phone records show contact with her ex begins at same time arguments begin.

[lowlife4lifesposts]

“I’ll never do to you what your ex wife did to you”

[lowlife4lifesposts]

So she says to her husband, “now I can be with the man that I really love”!

[lowlife4lifesposts]

“If you want blood, you got it” AC/DC

Takers take, liars lie, thieves steal

Players play

People that accomplish shit, do,

Oh and Bills come due