Letters to a Stranger

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What follows these questions

I've begun to laugh at the silence

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Once upon a time

The first time that you didn’t say you loved me 

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The Mind is a Dangerous Place

Insecure, unstable

And so I don’t let anyone inside.

Because to get to know this monster inside of me you might get trapped too

And neither of us want that

So I’ll let you only watch from aside and ponder and wonder,

until you finally get bored and leave.

  They all do

Like an animal in a cage that stops doing its tricks

You move on to the next one….

Whilst I'm left there,

in that cage,

No matter how much I hate it, or how lonely it is, how sombre and isolated I am,

Even if I had a key ill never dare leave, 

its for your own safety. 

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Don't Trust So Easily

Parts of her fall into different people’s hands and as they each hold a piece she becomes a scattered puzzle.

Some pieces erode, others get lost, and some become forgotten about, the puzzle is unable to be joined back together.

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To continue Walking

Where has the start gone?

The finish seems so far,

I’m forever stuck in the middle

I should have never taken those first steps.

And now the ends are closing in on me

But it wont seem to suffocate me

They leave me with enough air, just enough to carry on. On like this.

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In times of distress, one shouldn't think so rashly

Because instead of destroying everything else, I guess it's best that I were to destroy myself

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Choices not made, roads not walked. Still trying to fly but I have no wings.

Some people are afraid of the dark of what they cannot  see. The unknown.

I’m afraid of the light. For the same reasons.

In the darkness that I dwell in I know where to place my hands. Where to guide my footsteps. But the light. No. I know nothing but yet I know too much.

I’m afraid to face reality. The truth. I’m scared.  Afraid of the unknown. And of what I do know. I never thought I’d get this far. It wasn’t part of the plan. And now I’m here…

No matter how I look at it, I don’t think I was made for this. Life.

And yet I am still living.