lulu

she/her who will walk into my kitchen and be hungry for me? ༺⋆ཐི ♱ ཋྀ⋆༻

[lucialee]

Only when I make my softest, pinkest flesh a mess of beautiful words, will you hold me gently?

the words i spew.

[lucialee]

How do I crawl out of the ghost of you that covers me at night?

Your delicate hands haunt me as I lie my body against my cold mattress.

When the air is thick with your swirling words whispered to me in dark rooms,

I clasp my neck in my two fists,

my mind ungroundable and my throat too full with everything I never said back.

Will I ever get the chance to say them, to anyone?

Will the lack of your presence silently eat away at me until there’s nothing left for no one new?

God, I hope not. But isn’t it hope that led me to this hell in the first place?

[lucialee]

Did I say I would post the first chapter to a new Byler fic in a couple days a week ago? Yes. Have I? Ummmm…

But I’m not here empty-handed!! Here’s a snippet of what’s coming soon! I also would love to reveal it’s about Mike and Will growing closer, opening up in new ways they haven’t yet during the summer before college starts. That’s all for now, but I hope you like what you see from this taste of the first chapter :3

[lucialee]

Starting to write again!! Get ready to see a Byler fic’s first chapter in, hopefully, a couple days

[lucialee]

Making goblin noises and laughs as I read slowburn about about two men teasing and flirting with eachother

[iluvemobitches]

Me waiting on y'all to make them stranger things fics

[lucialee]

Me diving straight into old favorites after finishing season 5 like opening a time capsule spilling out gold

[pangur-and-grim]

I feel so insane about ai. I've had face-to-face conversations with people who use it for therapy, who use it to calculate the safety of pill interactions, who use it for all their emails and grant applications and legal documents and academic papers and finance sheets and for every single question they have about the world, and if you tell them about the ecological costs they just laugh and say "I guess I've used a lot of water." and I've been in multiple gatherings of 10+ people where I'm THE ONLY PERSON who doesn't use chatgpt. it's turning me into a ranting raving pariah, because how don't you people see??? why don't you understand??????? this bullshit didn't exist five years ago, you absolutely do not need it, and it is destroying everything

[pseudophan]

how tf did yall handle the hiatus i cannot deal with this

everyone just got into either kpop or substance abuse

[insomniacirl]

"Why did you write that?"

There's something fundamentally wrong with me.

I'm horny.

I'm gay.

[spongelll]

me walking to the bathroom at 3am in a massively oversized shirt, using gay fanfic on my phone to light the way

[fatfatgaybitch]

What accepting yourself for being gay does to a mf

[lucialee]

The price of dog food right now?? Are yall just eating ts cuz why is it $40 for a 50lb bag??

[whiskered]

dan’s habitual “friendship” slipping out but him actually stopping to correct himself to say partnership and romance 😫

[lucialee]

Courtney and Tommy remind me of two magical siblings that have hypnotized people for many millennia so they can lure them back to their house deep into an enchanted woods.

[dpdailyupdate]

Dan replied to these tweets!

22 December 2025

[tetrapaec]

[sleepyslag]

phil trying to figure out whether or not his commitmentphobe partner is dropping hints he wants him to propose

[sleepyslag]

dan trying to figure out whether or not he's serious about the marriage jokes