[luckysignal]

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clover . 21 . he/they

↳ IRL yandere . nonbinary . queer ... posts are not directed .

tw for... obsessive behaviour, sh, sometimes suggestive/nsfw.

MDNI.

asks/dms are welcome! looking for mutuals!!

[luckysignal]

say what you mean and mean what you say

[luckysignal]

people like me!!! i’m nice to be around!!

[luckysignal]

[luckysignal]

i wish being obsessive and possessive was attractive like most people think instead i just wanna kms 24/7

[luckysignal]

i wish i was actually desirable

[luckysignal]

i’m such a gross pervert omg i should seriously die

[rryona]

I either kill myself or find love this month, there is no secret third option.

[luckysignal]

i saw some post on twt showing off a dom/sub relationship where both people got a say on how the other presented themself - clothes, hair, makeup, down to the soap/perfume they wore, the colour of their clothes. it was really attractive…. seriously the ideal.

[luckysignal]

i think it’s fine for me to live like this. i’m probably just too masochistic. the world is horrible and painful and i like it 🆗

[luckysignal]

i’ve always had a very pessimistic attitude towards love. even when i was a kid like 9, 10, 11, i thought “nobody would ever like me in that way. i’ll be alone forever.” despite how desperate i wanted to be loved, it would just never happen. not as a good or bad thing, just a simple fact. so i think when i started dating in my teens, i was really surprised!! i don’t talk to any of my past lovers, some of those relationships ended on a neutral note, some were quite painful. but now that i’ve been single for a while, that pessimistic mindset has started crawling its way back. i wish for true romantic, sexual love so desperately, but it’s something that feels just out of my reach. i’ll probably be alone forever and i deserve it.

[luckysignal]

i have a bad habit of getting attached to people in a way that isn’t consistent or sustainable. i’m quick to jump the gun and think: “i like this person,” “i want to get to know them, “let’s be friends,” “maybe i’m attracted.” but it’s so quick to burn out. things rarely last. in comparison i realize so many of my long term relationships have come unexpectedly. maybe i’m just too impulsive. maybe i just set my expectations too high.

[luckysignal]

love should be as twisted and painful as possible, right?

[luckysignal]

It went okay... I am just quite lonely but I do enjoy seeing your posts and I relate so much <3

yayyy i’m glad people are enjoying them!! 🙇‍♀️

[luckysignal]

i honestly feel so bad for my future darling. i’m such a selfish and hypocritical person,i stun myself sometimes. i have such strict rules for how my darling should act, think, who they should talk to. but i would never apply those rules to myself. i’m such a sociable person, the thought of being solely isolated would drive me mad. though i think it could be appealing in a yan4yan relationship,, a long, satisfying game where i’m ripped away from those i love, broken down bit by bit till it’s just the two of us forever.

[luckysignal]

i seriously hate casual dating culture. it’s all dating apps and hookups and one off dates. it just drains the life out of me, i can’t stand it.

[luckysignal]

i wish for a love so strong and all encompassing it destroys both of us. like a pressure building day after day, week after week, month after month. till we’re crushed beneath its weight.