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((I need to improve on my dress drawing abilities and proportions for things that aren't chibis wow But here's a giraffe in a dress. He does it behind closed doors. Surprisingly not one of my characters that is trans, but he does like to feel pretty from time to time. |3))
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Hi! I don't know if you have covered it before, but I can't seem to figure out what the Ishgardian heretics are all about. Their motives seem to be everywhere, as well as their final goal and who actually lead them. Could you clarify it for me?
FORSAKING THE FURY, HERESY OF ISHGARD
Well, you’re not wrong! The reason their motives vary, their goals differ, and they seem to be more or less without unified leadership is because “heretics” is a broad umbrella term under which most of Ishgard’s undesirables sooner or later get placed. Most commonly termed Unbelievers, those who further decry the name of Halone the Fury or act in opposition to Her laws writ in the Enchiridion or spoken by the archbishop of the Holy See earn the title of Heretic.
The ways to go about becoming a heretic in the eyes of the Holy See are many and are listed below, but the list briefly includes making contact with a living dragon, denouncing Halone in favor of another god, summoning Familiars, practicing magicks not approved by Halonic doctrine, making mention of any fellowship between man and dragon, etc.
What makes a heretic?
Hubairtien: “A man must gaze not upon the eyes of a dragon. A man must hearken not the words of a dragon. A man must lay his hands not upon the flesh nor blood of a dragon. The archbishop, his Holiness, declares thus, and thus is it law.”
Janlenoux: “The unbeliever is not to be given succor. The unbeliever is not to be given absolution. Woe betide he who cowers before the lesser moon. Woe betide he who lives in thrall to fleshly desires. The archbishop, his Holiness, declares thus, and thus is it law.”
Alphinaud: “To even acknowledge that you heard the voice of a Dravanian is a grave but necessary risk. Lest we forget, men have been executed as heretics for declaring as much.”
Loloma: “The Fury shuns those who refuse her call to arms, deeming them as traitorous as the First Dragons. If you, too, are an unbeliever, you will find no succor within our hamlet’s gates.”
Tutubuki: “The Ishgardians’ way of life is based on a false myth, in whose name they fight and die. For them, those who serve nobly in life are rewarded with eternal glory in death. Preaching the Order of Nald’thal’s words there is tantamount to heresy, and punishable by death.”
Georjeaux: “Those taken prisoner are heretics, plain and simple. They decry the faith of Ishgard, and are eternally condemned for it. That is why they fled and sought refuge in the Twelveswood.”
A Reward Fitting of the Faithful: “Able-bodied men border heresy when they refuse to join the knights in the battle against the Horde. They could learn much from Jasper, a deaf-mute with a twisted leg who wakes before sunrise to spend the day hammering wooden planks and roofing destroyed buildings. Though born of such circumstances, he is deserving of the Temple Knights’ appreciation, and a just reward to boot. A blessed cedar necklace should guide him in his prayers.”
Summoning the Courage to be Different: “While Ishgard’s scholars are quite adept at manifesting Halone’s blessings from their ancient grimoires, summoning an entity from a tome is something that had fallen entirely outside the realm of permissible magics, as heretics oft use them in their occultist plots. However, with more liberal interpretations for the sake of our advancements in the war, the scholasticate under the auspices of the Holy See has been granted special permission to experiment so as long as they are wrapped in the skin of a fallen dragon to remain faithful to the teachings of the Enchiridion. They request three volumes at once.”
Fernehalwes: “The same can be said regarding religion. Each city-state has a patron (matron) deity, and most people in that city-state will follow the teachings of that god or goddess. There are, for the most part, however, no strict religious codes that must be followed. Some Eorzeans will choose to worship a deity connected to their profession (for example, weavers often follow Nymeia the Spinner). Some follow the deity associated with their nameday. There are even some Eorzeans who choose not to follow the teachings of the Twelve, but they are few and far between…and often will not admit it.
The exception to this rule can be seen in Ishgard, where they take the teachings of Halone very seriously… to the point that the church and state have become inseparable. They go as far as calling those who do not follow the Fury ‘unbelievers,’ and those who are found to have communicated with the dragons of Dravania (the mortal enemies of Ishgard), are branded as heretics and in some cases executed.”
Roujin: “Sharlayan astrology, eh? You a heretic? Because you’re talkin’ like one. There’s only one kind of astrology in Ishgard, and it ain’t the heathen kind.”
Gerolt: “Fancy yerself a dragonslayer, eh? Well, I happen to know jus’ the weapon for ye…but wouldn’t it be quicker if ye had one of the Holy See’s blacksmiths pound one out? Hm, yer expression tells me there’s a reason why ye came to me instead. Well, I ain’t one to pry into the affairs of Ishgard. Don’t fancy being branded a heretic, see. Also, I don’t reckon I’d enjoy the view from the Gates of Judgement half so much if me head was on a pike. Anyroad, it’s a spear named Gae Bolg that ye’ll be wantin’. I’ve heard tell it’s made of dragon bone, but how it’s forged is a jealously guarded secret.”
Portelaine: “It is the duty of every Ishgardian to root out and destroy heretics─all else must wait until this matter is resolved.”
Remaclon: “They say those ruins up north were built by heretics. Even just goin’ near them might have people doubtin’ your allegiances.”
Ayleth Absconds: “Margyt is glad that Ayleth is safe. She explains that the girl’s drive to bring about change in Ishgard stems from the murder of her lover by an Ishgardian nobleman. Many lowborn seem to share her sentiments, but are afraid to speak out for fear of being branded heretics.”
Penelope: “A beautiful enough story for an Ul'dahn audience. But milord would do well not to regale a soul with it around these parts. For it has been branded a heresy by the archbishop in Ishgard, and his Holiness has ears even in this very wood.Lower your voice! Aye, I’ve heard the tale of the Boy and the Dragon Gay, and more times than one. But the archbishop in Ishgard has declared it a heretic’s tale. Best not to recount it here, so close to the mountains.”
The Disciples of Saint Shiva
The most common faction of “heretic” we see in the game currently. These heretics, who were led by Lady Ysayle “Iceheart” Dangoulain, learned the truth behind Ishgard’s founding treachery and vowed to end the war betwixt man and dragon by silencing the source of the lies that fed the war - Ishgard’s archbishop.
The Dreamer and the Dream: “Through his memories she had glimpsed the truth behind a thousand-year lie. An eternal requiem sung for his murdered sister. What could I do but speak out? And so, after years of hushed half-heresies, of coded missives and midnight gatherings, she had gained a flock. ‘Redemption is not beyond us, my friends! Come and hear the truth! Come and hear the Lady Iceheart speak! Spread the truth and cast down those who concealed it. I was so certain that would be enough… Men have ever been fond of lies.’ ”
Lucia: “…Have you not read a single line of the Enchiridion, Master Alphinaud?Shiva was a traitor to kith and kin─an apostate who lay down with dragons.”
Haurchefant: “Now, now, we cannot expect all foreigners to know Ishgardian scripture so well─particularly when it concerns the patron saints of heretics.”
Pierriquet: “Still, as long as they keep paying me wages, I ain’t fussy as to what they have me do.Not everyone’s as patient as me, though. Plenty of lowborn lads who get pressed into service start grumbling before they’ve seen their second battle.And once they’ve got to thinking how unfair it all is, it don’t take much for the heretics to turn their heads. From what I hear, the simple promise of freedom tends to do it.Sad to say, some mates of mine gobbled down the heretics’ tripe and asked for seconds─told me they were off to the western highlands to light a signal fire. That’s how you let the heretics know you’re serious about joining their ranks, apparently. Send up some purple smoke, and the bastards come to you.”
The Bloodbearers
Alberic: “They call themselves the Bloodbearers, and their leader is a man named Matheonien. He and his minions are all capable of assuming the form of dragons. Such a transformation is possible by partaking of dragon blood─I daresay you have borne witness to it─and it grants the individual unholy strength. Though the sanguine substance is precious, the Bloodbearers have access to an abundant supply owing to their pact with Graoully. That is why they have been able to offer our forces such fierce resistance.
They say that strange merchants have been acquiring goods in prodigious quantities. It seems to me the Bloodbearers are replenishing their stores. Let us split up and scour the area for these so-called merchants. Should someone strike you as suspicious, confront him and gauge his reaction.”
The Mourning After: “The half-man, half-dragon abomination Bloodbearer Robairlain has laid claim to the sacred cavern known as Mourn, slaying several of its peaceful guardians in the process.”
The Faces of Mercy
Beli: “A band of assassins is said to prowl the mountain passes. The Faces of Mercy, they call themselves. Some think them outlaws exiled form Ishgard, but some go so far as to claim they are part of the Conclave. Whatever the case, they’ve a reputation for being fierce killers to a man.”
O’dhinek: “The conjurers claim an outsider was driven from the wood. Some sort of assassin from what I heard, and a wanted man in Ishgard. Have you ever heard of the Faces of Mercy? If not, I envy you your innocence. Some evils in this world are best not known.”
Nonolato: “He had another item of interest, this messenger. A mandate for capture, dead or alive. They wished to forewarn us that a band of assassins known as the Faces of Mercy has given Ishgard great cause for concern of late. Little and less is known of their ways, yet it is rumored that initiation into their ranks requires that they destroy all that they once were. They must kill their own friends and relatives - any that might know their weaknesses. Did you ever hear of anything so depraved? As every swain knows, there is none more cursed in the eyes of the gods than the kinslayer. The world beyond the Twelveswood is truly rotten, I fear.”
Hasthwab: “You came for information on the Faces of Mercy, yes? The infamous company of thieves, brigands, mercenaries, and outlaws who will do almost anything provided the fee is paid up front? Well, it is said that they have connections within all the houses of Ishgard, and that those connections can grant them passage into the region’s many restricted areas, including the Darkhold. The Faces of Mercy do not maintain a permanent headquarters, and they only communicate through a complex network of contacts. Each member will only know the names of three others, and no two members will know the same three. That way, if one is caught and tortured, he cannot divulge more than the bare minimum to his captors.”
The Lambs of Dalamud
Janlenoux: “Woe betide he who cowers before the lesser moon.Woe betide he who lives in thrall to fleshly desires. The archbishop, his Holiness, declares thus, and thus is it law.”
Foxe: “Have you heard of the Lambs of Dalamud? They are a terrible moon cult known for carrying out all sorts of hideous rituals─demon summoning, spirit channeling…even blood sacrifice.Their followers claim it is the scent of freshly spilled blood that shall lure Menphina’s hound back to the Land to usher in a new era.To fulfill this fell prophecy, they’ve been kidnapping women and children from all the nearby hamlets and farmsteads. The cultists are said to use the lifeblood of their victims to weave powerful thaumaturgies, so be certain to exercise the utmost caution when nearing the area. I’ve marked the location of the stone circle on your map.It is an ancient place known only as Gwyr-Aen. No one remembers when or why the monoliths were raised, but they are said to burn with arcane magicks. The cultists are rumored to use the location for their bloodletting, but you may have to wait for nightfall, for that is when they conduct their rituals─so Dalamud can watch.”
Gods’ Quiver Bowman: “In case you’re unfamiliar with them, the cult emerged shortly before the Calamity put an end to the Sixth Astral Era. The cultists took the lesser moon, Dalamud, for their god, believing that it would deliver them from the devastation. And so they were rather disappointed when Dalamud exploded into a thousand flaming pieces before it could complete its descent.Now, having seen their god turn to ash, one would think that the cultists might feel moved to question their faith. On the contrary, it served only to stoke the flames of their fanaticism.The Lambs of Dalamud are convinced that “heretics”─that is to say, everyone but them─interfered with the coming of their lord and savior, and that it’s now their sacred duty to avenge him.”
Heretic Sects of Centuries Past
The threat of dragonfire and heretics is not always a constant in Ishgardian history. In fact, the Dragonsong War has abated for many decades in between the eight awakenings of Nidhogg. Given dialogue in the MSQ regarding the recent rise in heretical action against Ishgard, we can infer that sects of these organized factions of heretics come and go roughly concurrent with heightened Horde activity. That said, the number of “heretics” found guilty by the Halonic Inquisition likely remain about even throughout history.
Alberic: “Tell me, Sounsyy - do you believe that these events truly transpired? Or are you inclined to think them faerie tales? I ask you this because few folk have seen dragons in the flesh besides we Ishgardians, and most would as soon dismiss them as products of the imagination. Alas, dragons are no less real than you and I, with Nidhogg perhaps the most real of all. In the course of its history, Ishgard has suffered under the creature on eight separate occasions. Each time the great wyrm rouses, the blood of countless Ishgardians is spilled.”
Maenne: “You pulled this from the beast’s corpse? Hmmm…this armor dates back to before any of us were born, but there can be no mistake─it was forged in Ishgard! This must mean that dragon was once a heretic, and drank of the dragon blood until he… The gilding on the armor indicates it’s hundreds of years old… What would drive a man to choose to become…that? To a heretic, does such a transformation indicate transcendence?”
Gandarewa: “It isn’t only the dragons who have brought heretics into our midst, you know. Five hundred years ago, another heretical sect gained traction among the smallfolk of Ishgard. The heathens adopted the customs of the Near East, bathing themselves in perfumes brewed from strange flowers and forging idols from rare metals that they used in their bizarre and unholy rites. Naturally, the Temple Knights were quick to clamp down on the sect’s activities. Its leader, a peasant who styled himself the great guru Gandarewa, fled to the next holiest place he knew─the sacred mountain of Dravania. There he supped on the blood of a dragon, and was forever changed…”
The Fate of the Heretics Caught
Death, usually. Though after a thousand years of war, the Halonic Inquisition has become graphically creative in their methods of imprisonment, torture, and sentencing of their captured heretics. Heavensward levequests issued by Holy Inquisitor, Gaidelie the Just paint a pretty gruesome picture. It’s little wonder that many heretics and exiles attempt to flee to Gridania, however, they will find no refuge to be had there.
In Gridania:
Cassandra: “Of course, how could I have been so blind? Nonolato called upon the might of Ishgard to flush out the heretics hiding in the wood.”
Nonolato: “It is comforting to know the heretics have been apprehended. Gods knows what madness could have driven them to take refuge in the Twelveswood. This is the belief of the outsider - that the forest exists to provide for him. That to take and not to give is the way of things. In their desperation, they broke branch and bush for shelter, and foraged carelessly to fill their foul bellies. Summoning the Temple Knights was an act of compassion. I spared them a far worse fate.”
Keelty: “There are those who oppose the Conclave - condemned by Ishgard for their crimes. Such sinners cannot escape the eyes of the conjurers. If Siward were to return to the forest, he too would face a similar fate.”
In Ishgard:
Encyclopedia Eorzea - Witchdrop: “Those accused of heresy under Ishgardian law are sometimes made to answer to a higher power, and are thus cast into this gorge. If they are deemed innocent in the eyes of Halone, their death will be quick, and their soul gently guided to Her halls. However, if the accused is indeed guilty of consorting with dragons, then they will surely spread their fiendish wings to save themselves from the sharp crags below. Their absconsion will surely be fleeting, though, as the presiding inquisitor is often accompanied by a skilled bowman to shoot any who try to escape.”
Holy Inquisitor Cyr Blyme: “Receive your orders, detain your heretic, meet your quota… Fury take me, it used to be so simple.”
Oncenedl: “O adventurer! I claim your time in the name of the Holy See. Search the body downstairs for personal effects and deliver the lot to the Gates of Judgement. He was a heretic in life; you need not be gentle. Usually we leave the carcass for the crows, but…as you well know, there has been some trouble of late and now we’re told to rifle through these lousy pockets.”
Chaunollet: “Ah, the leavings of unbelievers, most excellent. You have served with honor. Let us hope there is to be found here a clue… Long have I hated unbelievers, but no more, for they too serve the Fury─if not in life, then in death. What ruth has Halone to grant them such a chance!”
Alive and Unwell: “The special inquisitors’ office of the Holy See of Ishgard writes that they are in need of single-spell wands “to preserve life in the heretics until such a time as their ultimate fate can be determined by the laws of gods and men.” I am bound to honor our contract. All the documents are in order.”
Necrologos: Of Sallow Vizards: “I had a criminal executed for his public display of heresy, but I fear he may have sown seeds of discipleship. When I granted reprieve for a moment of quiet repentance ere the cold steel’s cut, the miscreant drew a copy of the sacrilegious tome, the Necrologos, concealed within the folds of his robes. His obsession led him to rip out the pages, scattering them to reach of strong winds and cackling about his “followers” until I ordered his lunacy be brought to an end. Retrieve the torn pages and exhaust the monstrosities within so no others might succumb to the void’s taint.”
It’s All About Execution: “I am in need of a tool of execution for a heretic found to be in perjury after dragon spawn was found in her cellar. An axe, you say? Perish the thought! None of the forsaken should be afforded the luxury of a quick clean death for offending the Fury. A longsword wrapped in barbed twine makes for so much the better, as the barbs interfere with the blade, unraveling and entangling with muscle, allowing for three whacks. That should give the convicted enough time to contemplate their birth, adolescence, and death before reaching the gates of the first hell. Mayhap you disagree with my methods? ‘Twould be best to satisfy with taking coin than through the looking glass at judgment upon yourself.”
Ferdillaix: “Boyle wants another sacrifice, eh? That crazy unbelieving son of a trull, he won’t shut up when he gets in this state. Makes these dungeons a living hell, believe you me.Here, just give him this dead rat. That’ll keep him quiet for a bit. He does these…rituals, you know. Fair turns the stomach, but anything for a little peace.Finally, some peace! I tell you, some of these unbelievers seem normal enough at first, but they show their true face after the inquisitors get to work on them. Best not consort with them that’s in the dungeons, eh?”
Heustienne: “Aye… I have already turned… Were I to set foot in Ishgard, I would be charged with heresy of the worst order. If I alone must suffer, then so be it. But you know as well as I how the inquisition works. Should I be declared a heretic, suspicion is like to fall upon my parents as well. I will not allow that to happen.”
Roujin: “No. I wouldn’t let anyone see me at that gathering. I’d be branded a heretic and sent to Witchdrop. Or worse, they’d just slit my throat and toss me out to the beasts. Like as they did that other astrologian from the Old World.”
Hope this helps, @moko-ffxiv! ^^
Fun FFXIV memes and things;
‘_____ the Twelve!’
Referring to any slight inconvenience as ‘the Calamity’
‘SICKNESS MUST BE PURGED’
The horrors of the DPS queue time
‘Who’s in control of the marketboard?’ ‘who undercut my item??’ ‘…a Lalafell.’
Lalafells trying to ride/cling to an Au Ra’s tail (and possibly being flipped into the air)
The players that run around naked no matter where they go–yes, even in Coerthas
‘Don’t marry _____, marry the choir moogle!!!’
S L O P P Y
Everyone pretending to be horribly afraid of wiping Cape Westwind
THE Teledji Adeledji face. (You know the one)
The lust for Ser Aymeric
*Everyone does the Manderville*
photobombing someone’s /gpose at the very last second
Playing a Lalafell and being /petted or /hugged
‘Who made this mess?!?’ ‘….The Allagans/Garleans/Ascians!!’
Having a favorite Scion of the Seventh Dawn and lamenting their lack of screentime
People crying when Answers begins playing
People screaming when Answers begins playing because you’re about to be Tera Flared
forward and back~forward and back~~
Everyone singing Good King Moggle Mog or Ravana’s theme when the fight pops
Lalafells’ questioning why they don’t have a Hyurian ‘mount’ to carry them around wherever they go
Waiting through maintenance/down time–especially the night before a patch
Waving to every FC member you catch sight of regardless of whether you’ve spoken to them or not (extra: saying ‘same FC!’ ‘SAME FC!!!’ in chat)
Gathering and a fate or hunt mark spawns right on top of you
the supreme hatred for the 15,000 moogle quests in Churning Mists
Aether currents
Being the sole crystal guardian during Frontlines and watching the oncoming teams rushing at you with clear, murderous intent
Sastashaaaaaaaaaaa
Someone changing the BGM in your FC house/your own house to ‘Pa~Paya~’ every time you leave
Doing cute /gposes with NPCs
Gorging your chocobo so it changes color
*hushed whisper* ‘death stick’
Forming a parade in any town and watching the line get longer and longer
Don’t forget
Paissa brats in general
THE EDGE IS CALLING TONIGHT
by extension, Powerman 5000
“7 tank 1 dragoon ______ Ex Run have 19billion dps or kicked” party finders
full 24-man runs as ______ class
year of the COCK
Yoshi-P learning about The Puns
BLM and leylines
Transformation macros
DABBING
seeing someone you know from tumblr and being afraid to say hi
seeing someone you know from tumblr IN DUTY FINDER and screaming
trying not to murder the people spamming holy and/or dragoon jumps in the middle of your RP
“______ CITY STATE IS ACTUALLY SHIT JUST GIVE IT TO THE GARLEANS”
Squadrons in general
Short Character Meme
▌ Name: Ludivraint Georjioux
▌ Height: 7′ 2″
▌ Species/Clan: Wildwood, Elezen
▌ Gender: Male ("Genderfluid")
▌ Nationality: Ishgardian
▌ Nameday: 20th Sun of the 4th Astral Moon (23 y/o)
▌ Alignment: Neutral Good
▌ Sexuality:
▌ Body Type: Lanky, toned
▌ Eye Colour: Deep Sky Blue
▌ Hair Colour: Dark Grey, Blue Highlights
▌ Favourite Colour: Woad Blue
▌ Relationship Status: Leviathan Seagreen - Husband, Partner ▌ Residence: Original Manor Location: The Pillars
Stormblood Relocation for tragic reasons: Shirogane
▌ Likes: Exploring, Trying new things, Cute things, Hugging people, Singing & Making his own songs, Making others happy or laugh, Unity, Cute/Fuzzy things, Unicorns
▌ Dislikes: Touchy subjects about his past, Total loneliness, His own faint-of-heartedness, Arrogant & Self-Obsessed Black Shroud/Gridanian Elezen, The aftermath of “drunk him” leaves, Being called worthless or annoying
▌ Favourite Drinks: Hawthorne honey with a Coerthan tea leaf and yak milk, Hot chocolate, Anything Sweet
▌ Favourite Foods: Many types of Roasts and Steaks, Hearty foods, Azeh’a’s cooking, Cheesy dishes, Any and every kind of pastry or dessert (anything really sweet), Breads
▌ Least Favourite Foods: Excessive vegetables or “Health” foods, Bitter or overly Sour things
▌ Favourite Flower: Rose (The Blue Rose is his family crest, afterall!)
▌ “Pets”: Kidragora, Random Forest or various kinds of friendly Wildlife
▌ Other Quirks/Side Notes:
Due to all that has happened to him in recent years, he consistently has night terrors. If sleeping by himself, he hardly sleeps. If sleeping beside someone, he clings and cuddles them like a needy child, no matter who they are.
Although raised in Ishgard, he has an oddly strong connection to nature– to the point where he speaks to anything with a strong aetherial bond. This is why he essentially adopted a Kidragora that was destined to be slain by some farmers, and has full-on conversations with it. He can understand what it says, but everyone else only hears squeaks and little “Pfffbbbht” sounds. This sense likely is influenced from being a Bard. Maybe…
Because he is so self-conscious about revealing any part of himself in public, he wears long sleeves and several layers of clothing at all times of the year. Also, due to his high levels of anxiety and going into the wrong climates either during Summer and Autumn seasons, he faints often. Moreso when under both panic attacks AND in places like Thanalan dressed in his reserved attire.
The blue rose is a symbol of that in which is the impossible, or unattainable. Since the blue rose itself is a rarity in nature, it stands for something that is hardly within one’s grasp, an object that seems too difficult to be achieved. Thus the blue rose is admired and revered as an unrealizable dream. The Georjioux family adopted the Blue Rose as their symbol, not only from their distant relatives of Haillenarte, but because they believe such a mysterious beauty contains so much more meaning than the already-powerful, standard rose. For family tradition, each son is taught how to grow and cater to blue roses to pass onto his son.
STAY CLOSE TO YOUR HEALER
STOP RUNNING AWAY FROM YOUR HEALER
THIS HAS BEEN A PSA FROM HEALERS ANONYMOUS
Once more for the idiot in the back! 😂
LMFAOOOOOOO
Azeh’a: Fears
BOLD ANY FEARS WHICH APPLY TO YOUR MUSE.
ITALICIZE WHAT MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE.
the dark. FIRE. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment. loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. Being alone is a double edged sword for Azeh’a. He likes to be alone sometimes and will tell people to go away, but to be truly alone, without the possibility of having anyone around. That would mess him up.
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Tagging: No one because I don’t know anyone who hasn’t already done this or been tagged hahahaha //forever alone
Overprotective elezen throws himself at catte and shushes and mauls with love.
Guilty or Innocent: Ludivraint
((BOY HOWDY HERE WE GO EXPLOITING HOW TERRIBLE DRUNK GURAFF IS)) ▌ Asked someone to marry you ? - Guilty ▌Kissed one of your friends ? - Guilty ▌Danced on a table in a bar or tavern ? - Guilty (even at Ishgardian balls and private invitations…) ▌Ever told a lie ? - Guilty ▌Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have ? - Guilty (CAN YOU BLAME HIM FOR SOME OF THE BEAUTIFUL ISHGARD GIRAFFES) ▌Ever kissed someone of the opposite sex ? - Guilty ▌Ever kissed someone of the same sex ? - Guilty ▌Kissed a picture ? - Guilty ▌Slept in until 5pm ? - Guilty ▌Fallen asleep at work or school ? - Guilty (surprisingly only from exhaustion o/ And at “work”, cinnamon roll in school) ▌Held a snake ? - Guilty (helped Azey cook, was NOT thrilled) ▌Been suspended from school ? - Innocent (he’s a good boi) ▌Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant ? - Innocent ▌Stolen something ? - Probably but doesn’t remember ▌Been fired from a job ? - Guilty (he tried ;;) ▌Done something you regret ? - Guilty ▌Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose ? - Guilty ▌Caught a snowflake on your tongue ? - Guilty (loves snow!) ▌Kissed in the rain ? - Guilty ▌Sat on a roof top ? - Guilty ▌Kissed someone you shouldn’t ? - Guilty ▌Sang in the shower ? - Guilty ▌Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ? - Guilty (sort of… if a lake or river counts) ▌Shaved your head ? - Innocent ▌Slept naked ? - Guilty (can’t sleep without doing so;) ▌Had a boxing membership ? - Innocent ▌Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry ? - Guilty ▌Been in a band ? - Innocent ▌Shot a gun ? - Guilty ▌Donated blood ? - Probably ▌Eaten alligator meat ? - Guilty ▌Eaten cheesecake ? - Guilty x500 along with other pastries #noblestruggles ▌Still loved someone you shouldn’t ? - Guilty ▌Have/had a tattoo ? - Innocent ▌Liked someone, but will never tell who ? - Guilty ▌Been too honest ? - Guilty x500 ▌Ruined a surprise ? - Guilty guraff (gets too eager to share) ▌Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can’t walk after ? - Guilty (Azey scolded him soon after) ▌Ceased to speak to a friend ? - Guilty ▌Dressed in a man’s clothes ? - Guilty ▌Dressed in a woman’s clothes ? - Guilty (it’s a side habit) ▌Joined a pageant ? - …Will get back to that ▌Been told that you’re beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said ? - Guilty (he cried and questioned who said person was) ▌Still have communication with your ex ? - Innocent (he has no past lovers despite all he does LOL;) ▌Cheated on someone ? - Innocent ▌Got totally drunk while having an important exam the next day ? - Guilty ▌A total stranger treated you by paying your teleport ? - Innocent ▌Got so angry that you cried ? - Guilty ▌Tried to stay away from someone for their own good ? - Guilty ▌Thought about suicide ? - Guilty ▌Thought about murder ? - Mostly Innocent (Those Black Shroud/Gridanian elezen really bring out a side of him not normally there…) ▌Actually murdered someone ? - Technically Guilty (was far from his choice– between fighting for his life, and his father who turned into a dragon and literally ate his mother and little brother… though it’s that technically murder? //MORAL CONFLICT) ▌Thought about mass murder ? - Innocent (nopes out of existence) ▌Actually committed a mass murder ? - Innocent ▌Rode in a stranger’s vehicle ? - Guilty ▌Stalked someone ? - Guilty (not of his free will) ▌Had a girlfriend ? - Guilty ▌Had a boyfriend ? - Guilty ▌Gotten totally drunk during a holiday ? - HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Guilty to the grave.
“…I-I have no recollection of half of these…” Ludivraint buries his face in disbelief and sulks.
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