More Fierce Than Feeble

Rockquel | 22 | MA | Gemini | Instagram: lunar.lungs🌿

[lvndscapes-blog]

Photo taken during a lightning storm at 2am (It was pitch-black outside and lightning flashed, right as the picture was taken.)

[gosh]

by Weronika Izdebska

[poetrylesbian]

Girls who call other girls “honey”, “lovely”, “sweetheart”, “beautiful”, and other terms of endearment automatically are my favourite girls. So sweet and loving and kind, a of them. Every time a girl or woman calls me a cute term of endearment? #blessed #healed #happy #glowing #complete #content

[lesbianredpanda]

Cute receptionist at the doctor’s office the other day said “what’s up buttercup?” when I came in and I almost cried

[olearypoetry]

[lunar-lungs]

Even with family that works at these stores who urged them to get me an interview I was still turned down for all three of their job offerings just from my application. I hate this I hate feeling like I’m a piece of shit and like I’m not going anywhere significant with my life. I never really thought I’d make it this far and now that I have it’s like everything is slipping through my fingers and I have no direction or support or encouragement just people telling me I need to work harder and shutting down to me and my frustration. Like, I apply to at least four jobs a week but I don’t want to tell people that because then you have to go through the whole “did you hear from this place?” “Did you call that place” “That’s okay you’ll find something”. But just because I don’t share every aspect of my job search doesn’t mean I’m not out here busting my ass to find some source of income. But seriously what gives? I know I’m not meant to be this jobless young adult living with their mother with no car no money no friends. What do I do? Do I keep working on my art? The only thing that makes me feel like a person. Because I can post them on social media all I want but the truth is people think they’re worthless. And they probably are, with my cheap paper, cheap paints, cheap brushes, and literally no education of watercolors. Nobody wants to buy what I create. I just need something to give me some kind of a direction so, so desperately. I have no idea what I should be doing how I should be feeling what I’m currently feeling. I just have no fucking clue and to my core I am so god damn sick and tired of not knowing how to move forward.

[lunar-lungs]

YO a week after this I called to see if I could still get an interview and February 12 will be my SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH MY JOB. I’m so proud. And I love where I work. I found my passion being a barista. I developed valuable skills. Made wonderful friends and connections and on the career plane I feel fuckin BLESSED.

[artisticlog-deactivated20231213]

These moon mirrors are so pretty!! 😍🌙✨

[3y3]

“Twin Flames, Fated Hearts II“, Stephanie Inagaki

[unbotheredmuse]

why is being alive so expensive. i’m not even having a good time

[dinobot]

if i start talking to you about really stupid shit and im not trying to look intellegent anymore that means youve done it. obtained true trust levels. god tier friendship. 

[sjw-bot]

in retrospect, yikes

[shalrath]

soulja boy tell em. im too shy

[lilpieceofmyworld]

[twister]

“If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies; succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway… You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; it was never between you and them anyway.”

— Kent M. Keith (via coral)

[leahberman]

desert sun

Joshua Tree National Park, California

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[insidemisty-forest]

Is this autumn? 🍄🍁🍂

[messoamerica]

Hand-colored lantern slide of Yup’ik woman Asgiiileq wearing parka decorated with bell and clock parts, Alaska, 1930-1940. Photograph by Leuman Maurice Waugh, explorer and advocate for indigenous health, in the collections of the National Museum of the American Indian. 

[leahberman]

poppy daze

antelope valley poppy reserve, california

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