Stay with me - 真夜中のドアをたたき

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[argillaforma]

shane will splurge on gear and healthy food(TM) and real estate and things that make him feel like the Optimal Human and ilya will buy 12 labubus, a sports car, the whole mcdonalds menu and a custom playhouse for anya with a water feature

[pnglove]

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[mintsky420]

these miis are driving me nuts

[hyphenemdash]

shane hollander assumed that if he was going to find god, it would have been when he saw those instagram messages from ilya rozanov when his plane was going down.

but maybe that had all happened too fast.

because the first time he ever considers praying, really hopes for a moment that there’s a higher power that can be swayed, that can be pleaded with, is when ilya goes down on the ice and doesn’t get up.

it’s instinctual to hop the boards and skate to his side. it’s automatic, the way he searches for the rise and fall of ilya’s chest.

but also involuntary is his plea to the universe. his promise to be good, to be devout, be anything, as long as his husband wakes up. the offer to trade places, to be the one limp and unresponsive, if whoever was listening was open to a barter, is without pause or hesitation.

it’s intuition to pull both their gloves off and thread his fingers through his husband’s. the same way it’s intuition to beg any powers that be to take him instead.

and when, a few very frightening hours later, ilya wakes up to shane’s head laid across his stomach in a hospital bed, his first thought is if mama’s god is listening, thank you for bringing me back to him.

[swampthing07]

[swampthing07]

[honeyluvsw]

whimsical pngs ! free to use! likes and reblogs appreciated :)

[vesperosy]

this tweet has been fucking killing me

[dustisus]

kevin recorded speaking fondly of jeremy in an interview until he glances to the side of the camera briefly before looking back with a more unnatural smile. the camera swings around to catch nicky making an exaggerated jerking off motion

[graceebooks]

harris: wait wait shane and ilya you guys were banging over a DECADE AGO? jesus christ like nobody alive could possibly have imagined that luca:

[molten-pngs]

ꕀ resourced from pinterest, do not credit me, enjoy ♡

[homura-simpson]

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all these I got off the png site I use, I made myself, yandex, hypic, picsart, capcut, diffrent wikis, different photo editing apps, PNG websites, and pintrest. Do not credit me! If asked I’ll take these off and credit them reblogs always appreciated as usual. Also please check out this big master post I made with a ton of resources in multiple dropboxes 👍

[jordiipordii]

Jeremy totally goes over to Jabberwocky when the little dog is sunbathing on the balcony and flips Jab so that he’ll ‘tan evenly’ lmao

[zombiecowboy65]

The Trojans watching a compilation of brawls Jean got into on the court: you think you could take him?

Jeremy, biting his lip: yeah

The Trojans:

Jeremy: oh you meant in a fight

[benevolenterrancy]

life as a pre-med student is hard enough without your brother's asshole boyfriend touching your notes. Neil better count his fucking days because as soon as mid-terms are over his ass is grass

[viiiiiliiiii]

one day Jean crouches down to Jabberwocky’s level before a walk and starts seriously explaining how he’s supposed to protect Jeremy, which men he should bark at threateningly, which he should keep away from him, and how much more intimidating it is when he snaps his jaws at them, too. all while genuinely hoping Jab is listening attentively and absorbing the full responsibility and privilege of being Jeremy Knox’s guard dog when Jean isn't around.

[aslongasitsblack]

ilya responds to ig q&a questions that say ‘whats it like to be a fucking f*ggot?’ with a picture of shane in a backwards cap and a white tshirt casually lifting the hem to wipe his mouth with one hand so his abs are exposed while he’s holding ilyas hand with the other, with the text ‘VERY AWESOME 😍👍’

[kosmogrl]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

[ilynpilled]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

[pulim-v]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever