born to be God, forced to be a caricature of an edgy teen

Call me Light or Phoenix, L works too. it/its only please. Radqueer, pro paraphile, proship. expect the occassional NSFW post/reblog, as I am an adult.

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

The Phoenix rises again

Formerly likeaphoenixiriseoncemore. Didn't get termed, I just thought the url was ridiculously complicated and wanted to change it.

changed my user again lol. formerly phoenixisrq.

Despite this blog's rage filled birth, I want this to be a positive space for radqueers, proshippers, and paraphiles. As someone who's cis auDHD, BIID, chronic pain, ASPD, NPD, (I am not beating the BPD allegations, so uh, adding BPD to the list of cisIDs), intersex, POC, plural, and disabled, all transIDs are welcome here. I do not give a damn if you're transautistic or transintersex. It is simply not my problem. If anything, it's comforting to know that there are people who want to be like me, and I welcome you all with open arms. <2 As for being pro para and proship: I am both a paraphile and proship, myself. I do not care what people do in fiction... again, it is not my problem. I am multiple of the 'bad' paraphilias, so I know what it's like to go fucking everywhere and see hatred thrown at you for something you cannot help. I know what it's like to be written off as a child/animal abuser, and shunned from seemingly inclusive spaces. I want this blog to be reprieve from that. I want to provide peace to those like myself, who are just trying to live without the morality police shoving their foot up our asses.

And while I will also use this as an outlet to rant about dumb anti shit, I will also post positivity. Enjoy your stay while you can.

extra: I will refer to myself as a 'person' sometimes, with or without quotation marks. this is mostly out of convenience; while I am not human in my own eyes and, therefore, not a 'person', I will still use the word to describe myself. it's sort of like how people will call animals 'little guys' regardless of gender. I am chronologically an adult, with an intra age that's more complicated (no clue why I haven't stated this yet??).

I am in the process of creating a tagging system (edit: I am garbage at remembering this, so this is more of a... I don't know, it's just here for when I do remember):

#Brushing off the ashes (housekeeping. general announcements of what the hell I'm doing to this blog, like deleting things, new themes, etc if I feel like announcing it)

#Unbridled Fury (venting tag, in case I snap again and need a place to scream)

#Shielding you with my wings (positivity)

[transidmoonie]

TransDIDSeverity

For those that ID with less or more severe DID!

Flag for those who identify with more severe DID:

For Those who ID with less severe DID:

[rqpanda]

LMAO either you are lying and stalking me too or you have shit friends if they are sending you posts of mine knowing they will trigger you💀

Anyways I wasn’t talking about alters but whatever (was talking about multiself but you don’t know how to read tags I guess) btw if it wasn’t clear I don’t control your programming or your triggers that’s a you problem so instead of bitching about me being creepy maybe don’t look at anything I post instead! :3

Also the post wasn’t tagged with a specific self it could have just as well been Taya considering how petty she is and even though you were right that it is me assuming that it was is an ass move ^v^

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

*sigh* this drama is so fucking stupid. You have a jarring inability to acknowledge when you or your selves are in the wrong. You're seemingly always using these selves as an excuse to dodge responsibility, too. I am so tired of it. May I remind you that this started because of a horribly executed term another one of your selves coined? You don't come off as better than that so-called dead self to me, to be honest.

And, quite frankly, it takes a lot for me to go after someone, as I tend to just avoid conflict if I can help it, but this is so petty, so irresponsible, so immature. And yes, before you ask, I am Yui's friend, and I'm not going to just sit here while you just bully him. I know a bully when I see one, and something I know about bullies is that they're more likely to target people who they think are alone. Yui isn't alone, so you might as well fuck off now.

[dollcestz]

reposting some of my old flags/coins that i never got to properly archive

transslashHPD

anyone who feels they're in the middle of being transHPD and cisHPD, while still figuring it out. for example, someone may identify as transslashHPD for not knowing if they're cisHPD yet, but knowing they may identify as transHPD if they're not.

trans@n@coach

wanting to be, feeling like you should be, or otherwise identifying with being an @n@ coach

[triscishistrionic]

I just thought about something: a lot of people dont really know much about Histrionic Personailty Disorder, or dont know it exists at all! So, I decided to make a list of:

Signs you might have HPD!

• You change your interests and beliefs to fit other people's instead of forming them on your own

• You have a harm time controlling yourself when you vent

• You want to be likeable to everyone and it hurts when you arent

• You feel childish or overly dependant

• You see yourself as a victim

• You express emotions in a bigger way than you actually feel them

• You're disingenuous to people to get them to like you or stay your friend

• Sometimes when you talk to people, you say a whole lot of nothing

• You feel a sense of discomfort or uneasiness when you're left alone

You don't need all of these to have HPD, but they're just some examples! Hope this helped u guys ^_^

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

...Yeah, I think I'm more cisHPD than transHPD at this point.

[yui-coins]

NULLIMPOSTERSYNDROME

A TransID for when you feel like you shouldn't have Imposter Syndrome for any reason!

[eyemotes]

TransAAC Emojis

[eyemotes]

Radqueer 4 Radqueer Hearts

[sapphling]

"interesting that OP blocked me instead of respond to my point 🤔" curious that the Dave & Busters has requested i leave after shitting my pants on the DDR. could they be feeling a bit owned perchance?

[permahospitalbunny]

TransAAC flags! <3

TransAACtablet: a transID for people who feel like they should have a tablet as an AAC device.

TransUnassistedAAC: a transID for people who want to use unassisted AAC for communication, such as gestures, noises, pointing, etc.

TransCommunicationCards: a transID for people who want to use communication cards.

TransCommunicationBoard: a transID for people who want to use a communication board.

[noahsbizarreadventure]

idk if this has been done before, but a transid where you feel like everyone should love you? :) 💕

hey anon, sorry this took a while! here you are!!

introducing:

TRANSADORED!

a transid flag for individuals that want to be / identifies as being adored by everybody, for whatever reason they may have!

the pinks and purples of various tones represent the love and adoration felt towards the transadored individual and how people view them almost as royalty, the hearts represent the forever adoration, and the image in the center of the flag represents those that will come to adore the transadored individual!

thank you for requesting this, anon! this has been my most complex flag so far, so thank u for pushing me!

[cozmo-system]

“youre not diagnosed” “youre doing it for attention”

yeah :3

what are you gonna say now?

[catherine-clover-deactivated2026]

Psyop. Leave. We do not claim you. Stay in the radqueer tags.

[cozmo-system]

womp womp

[phantasiafr]

ngl I’m transID too, but being transabled for attention is like… not okay

[egolame]

Oof being ableist against HPD & HPD symptoms is very strange bud.

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

@egolame (sorry for the ping) I was thinking it felt ableist against HPD, too. Very weird to have this kind of reaction towards attention seekers, and I'm glad others are pointing it out first so I don't have to lol.

[x-rxtting-rxses-x]

maybe the reason you only get asks about winterpunk is because you have made it your obsession to hate on and talk about it when literally nobody relevant in the radqueer gives a shit like if you'd talk about positive things maybe you'd get positive asks

"Obsession"

Bro it's been a literal fucking MONTH since I talked about Winterpunk? Are you stalking my blog just to see if I post about Winterpunk so you can send me hate anons? I've literally fucking reblogged like 3-4 ask games within the month and got nothing, but any time I post about Winterpunk ever since Yali came onto this platform, all I get is cowards bitching in my inbox.

Maybe if you hate what I say stop stalking my blog? Get off of anon so I can fucking block you.

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

At this point, just turn off anon. A lot less people have the guts to bitch at people off anon.

[lairofdeer]

Good thing I'm fine! Hey don't think about it-

[n3cr0z0mb13]

I was posted on R/systemscringe, I win.

Ps, I’m actually trisplural with a diagnosis I just have a lot of imposter syndrome when it comes to being a system, so I use transplural

same guy posted me twice dawg they can’t get enough of me

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

They're obsessed, you truly do win.

[proship-mafuyu]

Everything censored for the sake of this person’s safety ofc but I just saw this and frankly I’m terrified

Who told them,,,who told them that multishipper means that,,,,

the trigger warning for proshitters really tops this off. it must be tiring constantly thinking everyone around you is secretly evil

[lxghtofthephoenixx]

Multishipper is just a synonym for Proshipper which mean pedophile

This is actually the funniest thing I've seen all night, holy shit. People will really confidently say things when they have no idea what they're talking about, huh.

[permahospitalbunny]

From left to right —

TransServiceDogOwner, TransServiceHorseOwner, and TransESAowner <3

DO NOT BRING YOUR PETS IN PUBLIC AND LIE ABOUT THEM BEING SERVICE ANIMALS!! THIS IS INCREDIBLY DANGEROUS. PLEASE DON'T DO THIS! I DO NOT SUPPORT THAT. DO NOT USE MY FLAGS IF YOU SUPPORT FAKING SERVICE ANIMALS, THESE FLAGS ARE AGAINST THAT!

Anyone who is archiving my flags, reposting them, or uploading them to transid.org is REQUIRED to specify this guideline for using this flag!