Rani laughed, but it was mostly from nerves. “You’re really sweet. I umm…I guess I just was wondering….we hang out together a lot and I really like hanging out and being around you and…maybe being with you? I mean, if you feel that way. I don’t know. I just….I know I’m a lot, but I’m going to let myself be a little more….because I like you and I haven’t felt this way about someone in a really long time.” She looked at him. “I know I’m dropping a lot here but I just want to know what we’re doing? I don’t wanna dance around things anymore.”
He smiled a bit. He didn’t think anyone had ever called him sweet. That wasn’t a word that came to most people’s minds when referring to him. He listened to her, and then his smile faltered for just a split second. Not because of her, definitely not because of her. He’d just never really... defined a relationship before. Maybe in high school, but that didn’t really matter. His other relationships hadn’t lasted long enough for something like this to come up. She liked him, and he... he liked her too? It was almost odd. There was a slight warmth in his chest when she said that. “Well, don’t be too surprised, but I really like being around you, too,” he said with a grin. He moved back toward her, resting a hand on her shoulder. “You’re never ‘a lot’ or ‘too much’ or anything like that. I spend a lot of time with a lot of people who dance around what they’re trying to say. So never worry that when you’re just telling me how you feel or really anything that you’re being ‘a lot’.” He had to drop eye contact for a moment, just sort of looking at her shoulder. He brushed back a lock of hair that draped over it. “It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this way about someone, too, Rani,” he admitted, not only to her but to himself. That he actually did care about her. That he actually did like her and enjoy her company. He thought for another moment, for some reason finding it harder to say the words than he had expected. “I certainly wouldn’t mind if this were to become something more serious or official, if that’s what you would want.” he caught her eyes again. “I’m gonna be honest with you, I’m not usually very good at putting my feelings into words. I like you, though, which... like I said, it’s been a long time since I’ve felt like this about someone.” he doesn’t really know what else he’s supposed to say in this sort of situation. It feels almost too cliche or childish to say that he wants them to be boyfriend and girlfriend. But he does want that, more than he thought he would. “I would like for our relationship to be more... real and I guess official.” he chuckled a bit. “See, this is what you’re signing up for, whenever you want to have a sweet moment, you’re gonna get nothing but awkward ramblings from me until I can figure out how to say the right things,” he joked. “Maybe I should apologize for being a lot. Or, y’know, we can just be a lot together.”